KOH WEI FANG :D

2012-01-11T12:19:00.003+08:00

Really miss the Phuket trip. Those days were really really fun..

I think I need to take a short trip again. :D

Nowadays trying to apply into schools so I can get in.

Damn boring life. But kind of excited if I can get in :D

But now it's the waiting period and preparation. SO TOUGH.

2011-10-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

After much procrastination from the Phuket trip, all the way till yesterday, I finally went swimming. :D Got super tanned. Which is just so good. :) Then swam and exercised. My body is aching now. I love this feeling, kinda miss it. :P

Anw, I really miss Phuket :/ Hahaha. I wna go back there and play at the beach.. HAHA! :D Oh well.

2011-10-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

Good time today :) Went to this place called EcoParadise. I thought it was good. :D Sweated it all out. :D HAHAHA!

Followed by dinner at gramps house. :D So awesome also, but didn't eat much though. Wasn't that hungry. :/ Haha.

2011-10-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

Phuket was SOOOO much fun :D I did so many things which I haven't did before in my life..

Scuba diving
Kayaking
Going into real caves; limestones
Seeing live planktons GLOWING in the dark
WATER RAFTING
Elephant Trekking
Snorkeling
Sea Walking
Saw a Waterfall
SAT A SPEED BOAT!
Shoppingggg

Most of all, GOING ON A HOLIDAY WITH FRIENDS <3

Anw I had so much fun, and I really truly, from the bottom of my heart, I thank GOD for the opportunity to go. :D Seeing all that (the caves and planktons etc), made me be in awe of HIS AWESOME creation. I have never seen real life such stuff. And it's so awesome how God just created the limestones to be the exact shapes, with the different sizes and the corners are all different. So many little insects, bats etc... How nice from the biggest to the smallest, even the little minute details.... Like the Plankton, microscopic objects.. So nice. :)

Indeed, You are the creator.

2011-09-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

Going to Phuket tomorrow :D I cannot wait. My first time going to Phuket. HEHE.

EXCITED only. See you people. At least a break from life. :P JOKE.

Radi8 tonight was good. Sermon and all, God spoke, and He moved and touched people also I guess. HAHAH. I guess so la uh.

Ps Cat preached on "My Will or Thy Will".. And I guess it's this which we all... ALL... struggle in whether we like it or not, whether we admit it or not. It's either we choose to ignore, or we just simply don't care. So yeah. :)

Now it's all in the head knowledge. Wait till it transfers to heart then.

TOODLES.

2011-09-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

HEHE. BACK HERE AGAIN ... HELLO.

2011-09-05T20:36:00.001+08:00

I had a wonderful time today! Caught the show, "Spy Kids 4" then followed by lunch at Maccas. :D Then went Bowling! :D It was so fun! hahaha.

Enjoyed myself! :D

2011-09-02T14:47:00.002+08:00

Gonna head out later on, to go and teach music. Followed by gonna get a hair cut :) Don't know which hair style to do next. Hahah feel like doing something cool and funky though. But, no ideas at all. Sian. :( Anyone have ideas?

Then gonna have cell outing later on tonight. Like super long since last went out with my cell kids. And I must say, though my group is alot smaller now, but I hope that it's for the good for all of us. :/ Hmm, I hope tonight will be FUN! :D OH wait, what am I saying? It WILL be FUN! :D

We shall have Manhattan Fish Market, then hang around and chill! :)

"Baby, we were gettin' straight As. But we were caught in a dumb daze.."

2011-09-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

So excited to catch up with school friends.

2011-08-27T21:24:00.002+08:00

This previous week has been quite good so far. :D hmm, downloaded Emoji for my iPhone, and guess what, it's so awesome. I love the emoticons which comes with it, I could just spam people the whole day! :D hahaha.

I'm totally in love with the song "The Time (Dirty Bit)" by Black Eyed Peas. :D I honestly think it's very nice. hahaha. Some sort like the Party Rock song. Whee.

Tomorrow's church again, it's been a week since I got back. Wow, time really flies. :/ Uh well, then like back here again, Reality. Uh well.

2011-08-21T23:58:00.003+08:00

Back here again in Sunny Singapore! :D

Had an awesome time at Radi8 on Friday. Haha. Hmm, I guess it's cause I was away for too long so missed being with them. Hahaha. But anw, it was good.

So Sat also stayed home the whole day, then family dinner. Then decided to send Irene off to the airport. :D

Had fun on Sat night, as well as today. :D Though kinda tired, but able to withstand it. haha:D

2011-08-17T13:11:00.003+08:00

My 2nd last day here. Last Wed. :D I am a bit sad though.

Don't wanna leave, but yet I am excited. Guess it's just mixed feelings. I have started packing and realized I can't fit everything into my luggage. So screwed only. :/ This is torturous.

Today's weather is so good, wanna head to the park, but I don't have the House Key. Dammit. Annoyed. I need to go out in the sun for a while. K it's not sunny today, but then it's just cooling. So super awesome.

I have a Superman jacket now! :D

I am so gonna start jogging when I get back to Singapore. Don't wanna waste my youth anymore. Start doing exercises and be fit! :D Swimming at least once a week, and jogging. :D

2011-08-15T16:12:00.003+08:00

Down to the last 4 days here. I must say, I'll definitely miss being over here when I'm gone. Though I look forward to being home, but I definitely have enjoyed myself here. :D

The awesome weather.... SIGH. The shopping and all that. LOL! surprisingly I miss shopping. LOL! Gosh.

My last monday. Since the day I got here, I've been waiting to say "It's my LAST ____day" here. hahah. whichever day it is. So it started from last Sat. :D TEEHEE.

Stayed home looking after Jayden today. He is so cute, I'm sure gonna miss him.

2011-08-08T19:53:00.001+08:00

i really love the song "God, I look to You". learnt it from Edge church here. Hahah. Quite nice song. :D

Anw, today I went to Harbour Town with Deb and Jayden. Shopping for Mom's slippers and deb's slippers. :D it was quite a fun time I had with Deb and had maccas for lunch too. :) it was fun! :D

Then came back and went for family dinner. Another 11 more days. hehe.

2011-08-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

Went to the Edge church here for the last time. Will miss that church, I mean it had so awesome music, and friendly people.... at least they look friendly. Haha! And all that. :D So kinda will miss it. But oh well, such is life I guess.

I am so tired now, and haven't had dinner, cuz I thought Bec was gonna eat with me but apparently she isnt eating anymore. So gah I feel cheated now. HAHAHA.

I hope the next 2 weeks of staying here would be fun. :) It's just 2 more weeks. :D Mixed feelings about going back alr.

2011-08-05T18:51:00.002+08:00

I only have about 14 more days here in Adelaide. And I guess it's really been quite a short trip, but I miss every thing back in Singapore. Like my daily life routines, though it's not much, but it's so much better, like I have friends to text 24/7 and not worried about no wifi etc. I've got buses which I can check the timing regularly. And also the maximum waiting time for a bus is just 15 mins. Here is like up to 45 mins. And like I can just go out as and when I like etc. It's like my life there. Hmm. Idk how else to phrase this.

Actually it's lesser than 14 days. It's only 13 more days to be exact. Cuz on the 14th day (Fri) I'm leaving Adelaide at 11 plus am. So will be flying the whole day, and reach Singapore and maybe going for Radi8 :D

Went to T3 mall ytd. Took the bus. It's called an O-bahn here. OMG super cool okay! It like switches into a train like, goes on it's own track etc and like goes super fast halfway just like an MRT. :D Only faster. :) So fun. The picture is below. Like it transforms. LOL!

Have an awesome day Peeps!

2011-08-02T21:48:00.001+08:00

I've been watching like HIMYM and BBT so much that I am starting to act like Barney and Sheldon, respectively. I think I really need to stop being so nerd. HAHA.

BUT WHO CARES, OH WAIT......... I'M JUST SO AWESOME. :)

2011-07-29T13:42:00.003+08:00

Forever Reign

Verse 1:

You are good, You are good
When there's nothing good in me
You are love, You are love
On display for all to see
You are light, You are light
When the darkness closes in
You are hope, You are hope
You have covered all my sin

Verse 2:
You are peace, You are peace
When my fear is crippling
You are true, You are true
Even in my wandering
You are joy, You are joy
You're the reason that I sing
You are life, You are life,
In You death has lost it's sting

Chorus:

Oh, I'm running to your arms,
I'm running to arms
The riches of your love
Will always be enough
Nothing compares to Your embrace
Light of the world forever reign

Verse 3:

You are more, You are more
Than my words will ever say
You are Lord, You are Lord
All creation will proclaim
You are here, You are here
In your presence I'm made whole
You are God, You are God
Of all else I'm letting go

Bridge:

My heart will sing
No other name
Jesus, Jesus

This song was playing in The Edge last week. And I'll just let the words speak for itself.

2011-07-28T16:35:00.003+08:00

I have a special time to shower EVERYDAY over here and guess what, I missed the timing already, why? to go to Coles tonight before dinner. Damn it. Now I have to bathe later than the timing. GAH. This makes me sad.

Just joking. :D

I had quite a good time today. Went to Rundle Mall's Blackebies again. :D Got more nice sweets. But I can't eat them here as my lips are dry and it cracks so it hurts. Plus I've been eating half a lemon a day EVERY single day for this week. Samantha + Lemons = Salmons :D I rock at my jokes. Gosh.

Makes me laugh man. Then went to take the dog for a walk in the park again. Bec came and surprised me after her class, carrying Jayden. Hahaha. It is nice. But only that I am bored not receiving any texts man. LOL.

2011-07-27T14:16:00.002+08:00

I'm at home the whole day today. But brought Charlie out to the Park again. Awesome weather. Saw little kids playing in the play ground. Totally like what you see in TV shows. It's somewhat like that, just that much more awesome having to be here in real life. :) It really sucks that Singapore doesn't have such scene. I just wish photos could capture it. But too bad photos can't even explain what it feels like to actually watch how kids play in the playground. With sunshine on their faces, smiling and running in the green grass. Sigh. Then also trees with leaves falling out.... Cool weather....... Yet the sun on your skin... :) Just right. Everything's just right here. Except for that little thing called Friends. I have no friends here. At least in Singapore I have those few which I actually care about. Here, none. Oh well.

But I really REALLY love the weather here. :D So awesome.

2011-07-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

Actually I am glad to be here. Though it gets very cold, and I actually miss my friends in Singapore as well as my bed, and most of all my parents in Singapore. Actually. Yeah I do. Like I have everything there. GAH. another 26 more days. :)

Nevertheless, went to Edge Church today with Bec. It was quite a good service with good sermon as well. I guess. Idk. HAHA. Then headed to Chinatown for lunch. :D

I am having quite a good time with my sisters here. Though bec and I quarrelled quite a bit already, but still enjoyable time we have and spend together watching HIMYM. :D And with Deb? Awesome time which she takes care of us, like cooks us breakfast and lunch (dinner which Josh cooks sometimes too). Sends us around and also tomorrow Deb and I are gonna have hot chocolate together. :D

2011-07-20T15:25:00.002+08:00

Today I literally slacked and practised my piano. That's all. Did theory as well. :) Basically enjoyed the cool air and stayed home. Didn't think about anything else.

Walked to the park twice today. :D Morning was so super cold. Afternoon Bec and I brought Charlie for a walk. :D Nice.

So now I'm back here, gonna go shower then get ready for dinner. It's 5pm here. See ya.

2011-07-19T18:42:00.002+08:00

Im in Australia now :D Left Singapore on 17th July and came here yesterday. I'm now freezing mah ass off. But I guess in a good way aye. Idk. But I'd want to be back home though. :D I kind of miss Singapore already. But so far okay.

So yesterday I arrived in the morning and we went to Coles/Kmart with Josh and Deb and Bec with the Baby too. Then shopped for groceries. heaps cool :) Then went to Town with Bec to visit her school. Then went to Rundle Mall for lunch. :D Bought sweets. Came back and ate dinner etc.

Today Day 2. Haha. Woke up and went to Kmart/Coles again with Deb, baby and bec. Then came home. Walked Charlie and brought him back. then went to the exercise park nearby. HAHA. See facebook for pictures. :))

Good to see Bec anw :D

2011-07-01T00:30:00.001+08:00

I watched Transformers tonight. It was fun! :D Learnt quite a bit. Actually I knew alr here and there. But hahaha. Quite nice. :D I love Optimus Prime. :D And Bumble Beeeee! :) Plus the company was awe-some! :D

Then went for dinner. And played monopoly deal after. I won 3 times. :D It was like a winning streak. UNTIL I started losing AGAIN. Damn it. But I must say, I'm getting quite good at that..... I think. I hope. If not I'm deemed as hopeless already if I'm not improving.

2011-06-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hey all. Youth camp was great.

God moved so powerfully and all of us were touched by God in one way or the other. :) And I really wanna thank God for that. I really hope it will carry on for a long time instead of just a camp-hype. Hmm. Today's session was awesome also. I thought today just may be a fun time and nothing serious. But today was one of the most memorable.

It was about us coming up and learning how to prophesy over Radi8 and each other. And then the ultimate thing, which was to prophesy over Ps Cat,

Ps Jean and Aunty Pin. :D It was awesome seeing us all get blessed and touched by God during this exercise. And watching how each individual got ministered to by each other. :) As well as watching how God touched the pastors. It's so awesome how God can actually use each of us as we avail ourselves to be used by Him. Just a simple step of faith and God can and will use us to bless others. :D

Anw, time to go impact some lives for JESUS!

Hmm, on 14th June, on the bus to the campsite, Miah, Nelson, Mark, JJ, Jerome, Bel, NJ, and all they bought me a small cake and sang me a song in the bus. then at 12 mid night, near there, or maybe 11 plus cuz of the time to sleep. Elisha, Miah

, Mark, JJ, Jerome, Bel, Edna, Sarah, Rae, all were there to surprise me in my room for my 20th birthday! :D It was awesome and thank God for that. :D Went around giving the people who were important to me cakes to eat. :D

Then as I came back, I went to shower, and came out saw the mirror which Rae actually bothered to go decorate (I'll post pics up tmr or smth), and I was really touched. :D Then Sarah gave me a card too. :D

The next day, though it was nothing much, but then I got many "happy birthday"! from people. :D And also a hug from Ps Cat. Though it's nothing much but yeah. it meant alot. Every part of the whole birthday:D

Last but not least, TAOSHANG WROTE ME A BLOGPOST !! I screened shot it.

Love y'all!! so much.

2011-06-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

Thought of the day: WHEEE YOUTH CAMP......!

Not so excited for youth camp, but can say at least it's a break from Singapore life. :) In a way. Hmm, I just hope this really would be life changing for all of us. HAHA!

Anw, today I had music class in the morning. Then followed by my birthday lunch!! :D YAY! I feel super loved and happy today. :D Thank God and thank you all. :D We went to Suntec to eat at this Jap buffet restaurant. SOOO NICE Y'KNOW!! :D

Then came home and was so dead tired and slept until 7pm. HAHA. So technically I slept for about 3 hours plus!! And I am still going to sleep early tonight. The fear of lack of sleep is so real. HAHAHA.

Night world.

2011-06-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

Thought of the day: It's not that late, but I am so tired!

Gosh. Maybe I am drained mentally and emotionally........... EHHH FAKE! :D HAHA just joking la. Anw, I had my birthday celebration with my family and Max today! :D At Swensons. Thanks for coming along! :) I had so much fun though it was just a few of us. It isn't the amount of people present, but rather the fun time we have gathering at the table :D

AND NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW :D

Hmm. Came home after that and did Theory homework. Spent the last hour doing theory :) Oh the fun times. So boring la and so hard some more. I wish I didn't need a Grade 7 Merit theory to do my Diploma. More or less, I am stuck right now because I can't move forward at all without my theory. :/ Sian. So gotta chiong uh. :D

Anw youth camp is this Tuesday :D 14th - 17th June 2011. I pray that it will be life changing for all of us attending it, young or old. That we won't just take this as another youth camp, but rather another opportunity for us to get refreshed and renewed in Jesus. And if we've never had a relationship with God, let this be the start of it :D I hope also that God will spark something in us to love each other and also love others who join Radi8 and spark something such that we'll get closer with Him and it will be LIFE CHANGING and not a HYPED thing. :D

2011-06-11T23:22:00.003+08:00

Thought of the day: Popsicles!!

Hmm. I just wanna have popsicles. On this hot day, sometimes I just wish I had a popsicle to suck on. :D HAHAHA! So awesome right. Anw today I had an okay day. Not too bad. Did the camp booklets and stuff like that. Nothing much to write about that.

I have been working on Theory homework. But Monday is my practical lesson. I am so blur these few days. First I didn't know and didn't hear about the lesson being at 9.30am last week. Then on Friday I decided to wake up early and prepare and go for another 9.30am lesson the 2nd one. so as I was preparing, I texted Aunty CY and told her that I'll be late for lesson, she replied and told me I don't have lesson that day! Gosh. How blur can I be?

"Have you ever stopped and thought about how much you are loving God? Instead of harping on how much God loves you, what about you loving God?"

2011-06-10T15:24:00.002+08:00

Hmmm 10 days have passed since I last blogged here. My life has been quite okay so far. My baby nephew has arrived with my Mom and Sis :D And he's so adorable. Everytime he smiles, my heart melts. :D He's just sooooo cute!

I can see that he's also captured the attention of many other people because he is so cute. :D Hahaha. And soon he'll be all grown up. :/ OOOh well. Life cycle continues :D

Then next week is youth camp already. Don't know if I am excited or not. Actually, not really very excited, but I think the day before then I'll be excited already. But for now, not really. :/ Hahaha. But one thing about it is that I can't wait for the services :D Hopefully it'll be life changing!

HEHE. :D

2011-05-31T21:51:00.002+08:00

I have started watching a channel 8 drama, which is the police one. And it's very nice so far :D

Tomorrow my mother, Sis and nephew are coming to Singapore :D Heh. This is so exciting. I am so bored now. :/

I was thinking these few days about God's love. It was also the topic about BS this last week. :) And I think that in a christian walk, we need to experience God's love in order for us to be a step closer to Jesus in this relationship with Him. Same with any other relationships, we need to feel the love and know the person better before wanting to step into any other relationship with any other person. :) Having a relationship with GOD requires us to first experience His Love, then know enough about God to want to engage in a relationship with Him. Idk if I am making enough sense here. Hahaha :) But that's all in my head right now.

2011-05-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hmm so today. Had Bible Study in the morning. And we talked about God's Love. Interesting topic, I must say.

Then I went to whack the drums by myself for a bit. Then I got tired of whacking the drums, so I lay on the floor for a while before Rae came and find me. So Rae waited for music prac to end then we headed to Harbour Front for lunch. :D

Max joined us, and we walked around. Max got alot of things, and then I headed home :D Dinner with Bro, Tiffany and Dad. :D That's my day. TOODLES ~

2011-05-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I had music class. And because the past week I had to practice my piano for 5.5hours almost everyday. And goes on according to the schedule set, Aunty CY said that it paid off as my playing improved alot compared to the previous week. And you know how much encouragements mean to me. :) Hmm........... I've always loved compliments and encouragement. Actually, who doesn't like it? :/ Hmm.

Anw, then went for prayer meeting. Nothing much to say about that. :D

Today, I went out early in the morning to teach Kieren music again. :) Then went off to my journey to make a card. :D Fruitful time I must say. Bought so many stuff. And it all paid off in the end when I passed it and as long as she liked it, it all paid off :D Then went out to have dinner :D Nice only. :) Monopoly deal after :D

Before I go off,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PS CAT!! :)

Thanks for impacting my life :) Hope you have a blast tomorrow :D

2011-05-24T11:47:00.002+08:00

Teehee. My baby newphew :) Coming to Singapore soon!

Life's been good, I guess. Not too bad. June is such an exciting month. And July would be better :D

2011-05-23T16:39:00.002+08:00

Trying on my Dad's new ear phones. :) SUPER COOL! Listening to Party Rock anthem. With the nice bass :) ahhaah. I feel excited now.

2011-05-21T22:21:00.003+08:00

I remember last time this song was created for Rae.

" She is a Cookie Cookie Cookie with a chocolate chip brain,
She has no hands but flexible fingers,
And she lives in a basket,
She is a cookie cookie cookie with a chocolate chip brain."

Hahahah. It is HILARIOUS. :D OMGosh. I miss those times. Where I thought I was happy but in the end........... Total opposite.

Real Sam Koh vs Fake Sam Koh.

2011-05-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

Had music class today. Quite a good one. I thank God for it. Then followed by BS. Which was .... fruitful I must say............. Now I have to get up early and practice piano. I am not complaining. :) Think of it as a training. And what I should have been doing by my own......... Hmm, Then prayer meeting.

Screwed up my playing.

2011-05-16T20:33:00.003+08:00

So I went out to NEX and met with Aunty Pin and Ps Cat. And planned on watching Thor. But in the end didn't manage to as it was so crowded today. Don't know why. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that it is a public holiday tomorrow. :/ Hmm.. Anw, watched Source Code. And it was quite a good show with here and there complication. Other than that, it is nice. :D I thought that it would be less confusing, but in the end the last part got me thinking. Hahaha! I'm too smart for the show. HAHAHA! Joking! :D

Anw, then headed over to grandparent's house for dinner. Had quite a good time there, I must say. Then headed home. And now I'm back here. Oooh, btw, I am still loving my iPhone. :D HEH. It is really good having data plan etc. :)

And on a side note, I think it is time for me to buck up on my Piano skills. I suck and I am stagnant. Either I shape out or I shift out. And for now, I think shifting out isn't the option because music has been my dream. So I think I don't wanna be a dreamless person, so I'll shape up. All the best Sam Koh!

2011-05-15T20:43:00.002+08:00

A mentor is somebody you look up to for guidance and someone who you can trust. Not only that, a mentor will not only be nice to you at times, but also will whack you when needed. Just to see you grow in Jesus, as well as just to see you on the right track with Him. And not put up or accommodate your nonsense at all. Yeah.

I used to think good friends are there just to be nice and when you do something they are there to support you. But then I just know that REAL friends are supposed to correct you and be able to speak into your lives. So who is your REAL friend today? Who would you allow to speak into your life?

Another thing, it's the heart that matters the most. And sometimes I wonder if people's heart get blackened overnight or is it a process which happens silently and until one day you notice an irreversible change in your attitude and wonder what happened to that old you?

Just ranting :D

2011-05-14T21:41:00.002+08:00

And so, today I learnt in Bible study that I have to experience God. And it's about the relationship with God etc etc....... So on and so forth. :D I love having Bible Studies :D New stuff I learn every time, and I need to also learn to apply it. Like instead of having head knowledge, must transfer it down to heart. :/ Now THAT'S the hard part. :D

Went out with Shu Ai, Sarah, Rachael and Ps Cat. We planned on watching Room Mate. But saw that the tickets were out. Then changed to Priest. Stupid show. I fell asleep halfway and missed most of it. ARGH. This really sucks. But nevertheless, nice actions and a bit of shocking scenes, other than that it's okay only.

Had BK for dinner. :) Fun I guess. Hmm, then after the show went to Tauhuey near church for dessert. :D Ps Cat sent Shu Ai and me home after that.

Came home and practiced my piano. Finally. for like almost 40 minutes and that IS an achievement for me. :/

2011-05-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I just got my iPhone 4 on 10th May. :) It's so nice to use, and I really thank God for it. I am having fun exploring the iPhone and it's benefits. :D Heh.

Oh another thing, today is my graduation. And I really thank God for getting me through the 3 years in RP. Seriously, I look back and I don't know how I could have gone through with it without His Grace. Even Ps Cat who only know me in my 2nd year of Poly can tell me that it's God's Grace that has helped me through. And I don't doubt that.

Through the times of slacking, while I see other people working soooo hard.... And also through the times of stressing out while others are at ease (because they have already done their work). Because I was so last minute that I stressed out and wanted to give up, but God has been faithful. Haha! :) Funny I am saying this. But I guess it's true. :D He's been sending people through every point of my study in RP to encourage me as well as rebuke me. :D

OOOH well! now for the next phase in life...................

Ooh, today I had awesome fun dinner with Aunty Pin and Ps Cath. :D Went to Sakae to celebrate :D I feel so loved. Truly. deep down. :) THANKS!! :D And I thank God for that as well. But too bad forgot to take a picture :(

And last but not least,

BYEBYE RP ! :D

2011-05-09T15:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I had my ice cream again! :) I am so happy everytime i have ice cream. :D Though it was mother's day yesterday, I thought that ice cream still made me happy.

Had Cell leader's upgrading class yesterday. And followed by Ice cream with Ps Cat, Ps Rachel, Daniel and Shu Ai. :D

What inside will definately showforth on the outside. It's just a matter of time and how long you can hide it. But definately it will show out. :)

2011-05-07T20:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, Ps Sabrina came to our youth to preach. And she spoke on going back to the first love, like rekindle the first love or fire, forgot. Hahah. But I learnt so many things from it. And I'm going to try to apply it. This is so exciting. But yet at the same time I know it's tough. Why do people always look at the problems and think, "Oh I can never do this..." Instead of saying that, "Though I may not be able to do this, God is with me and He can do it with me....." Uh well. This is so complicated.

I've been thinking. Why do people say that friends are so important. Yeah. It is true to a certain extend. But it's just so hard when there is a mixture of friends, and characters clash. :/ Oh well, I just wish everybody to live happily ever after........... I wish...........

Like I've said before, if wishes existed, then we wouldn't need God. Because people won't even need to pray and wait. They can just say "I wish.........." And will get it.......... So too bad that's just part of a fairy tale that will never come true!

:) Ranting.

2011-05-05T19:08:00.003+08:00

Oh my today I had a blast. :) Went out with Elliot. HAHA! Finally met him up after who knows how long. Then headed to Bugis. Supposed to meet at 12pm, but was late as usual, so we met at about 12.45pm. Then had lunch at the USUAL! Ajisen Ramen. LOL! :)

Then walked around for a bit, went to Iluma for a while to check movie times, and realised that there isn't any movies which we both could watch. So we decided to go over to Dhoby Ghaut to Playnation. Playnation is a place to play boardgames as well as Playstation, Xbox, Kinnex (think so) and Wii. So we played Wii. HAHA!

Raving Rabbids as well as Band don't know what. It was really fun. :D It was good as well to be able to talk with him once again on certain things. Most fun I had today.... :D

2011-05-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

... since I can't then might as well don't anymore.......

Anw, I can't wait for this week to be over. :) Don't know why. Yawn. I had music class today. And I think I didn't do as well as I expected for Aunty CY. But all's cool, all's cool. I'll just try harder next time. :/

2011-05-04T13:21:00.002+08:00

Went to Malacca for shopping etc over the public holiday weekened. Sunday night we drove up till Monday :) I had fun shopping as well as fellowshipping. :D Though I didn't buy as many stuff, but I enjoyed just hanging out. HAHA. Btw, the hotel room was a bombzxxccccc. It was really nice :) I loved the carpet all over, I loved the extra bed. HAHA! So soft and comfy, nice smell too!

I didn't take any pictures at all, which is quite sad, if not I could post some. HAHA! Oh well. Anw, I was able to talk to bec last night on Skype, and with Jayden there. HE IS SO ADORABLE. :D Hahaha.

I am going to Music class soon. 2.45pm lesson. I hope I don't screw it all up.. :/ Gosh.

2011-04-30T19:42:00.003+08:00

I am watching Princess Diaries now. :D Anw, I had the opportunity to be able to attend the Fresh Fire Conference thing, and it was fun. God spoke to me through the sessions I think. Hahaha. Don't know. :/ Anw, today went for the last morning session.

Then went for lunch. Awesomezxc lunch. :D Then had music prac for a bit. Then Monopoly Deal competition with River of Life church (is it?), then headed home. Bought my own dinner, and packed it home and now I'm home watching TV.

My parents are so hip and cool, they both went out as they had their own plans. Goodness. They ARE SO COOL! lol! :D

2011-04-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

Want to blog, but I've got nothing to blog about. :/ Actually have, but I don't want to blog about it. Nothing much anyway.

I can't wait to see baby Jayden :D He's like so cute from all the pictures and videos I see. Haha!

2011-04-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

I HAD THE FRIGGIN' BEST DAY TODAY! :D

2011-04-21T13:44:00.000+08:00

My nephew! hahah. He's such a little man. My sis didn't even make him pose like that, he just grabbed their hands. Lol. Little man. :D

I'm so proud of this little man. Hahah.

2011-04-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

I finally cut my hair today, and Joe helped me straighten my hair a bit. Treatment and dye my hair. I think I look good in straight hair again. Kinda miss my long hair :/ Sigh. But oh well, old is gone, new has come! :D

My Samsung phone is so screwed up. Hang here and there, but no doubt it has given me ALOT of good memories inside, my texts and all that. So reluctant to change phone. But never mind, I learnt that things which should be thrown, should just throw it away. Things that are spoilt, should not be used. In the same way, certain sentiments I should throw away because this is useless in that sense. :/ I hope I learn it fast. Or not like a loser like that. Circling round and round.

I am watching Vampire Diaries now, but totally not concentrating. Lame. I am so tired now as well. Can't decided if I should wash my hair tonight or leave it? :/ Hmmm! Anw, I'm chatting with Cecelia and Max now. :D:D

Good Fri is coming...

2011-04-18T22:53:00.002+08:00

Slacked at home the whole day today. And I must say, it was quite a good day. Heh. :D

So far, updates about my life, Aunty Jasmine had contacted me regarding the teaching kids job, and I'm pretty excited to start working and getting my money. :D Hahh Then I can save up and maybe get an Iphone followed by a Macbook. :D Or maybe I'll just save all my money.

Then I contacted Aunty CY about my piano lessons. Hahah. Wed I have my first lesson. Though I am quite nervous about meeting her after so long, but I am also very excited because I want to get my music thing right and continue learning from her and improve my music :)

And as of now, I'm glad you know...........

2011-04-17T23:58:00.002+08:00

Had church today. :D played for morning services, and gave my testimony at 8am service. I was really nervous. HAHAHA! Hands kept shaking again. But thank God it wasn't that bad.

After that, we went to Jalan Leban near my house to have lunch with the tings, choos and kohs... AND mark. :D Had lots of fun joking around and sitting in the van brought back memories of Yogjakarta. Alot of them. Hmmm.

Then went back to church for their Good Fri practice. Until like 5.15pm, went down to the office and met Ps Cat. Followed by dinner at Crab Party with STEP team and Miah and Gid. :D Had fun.

Today, God revealed a hard truth about myself through Ps Cat to me. Again. Hahaha. But I guess it's good :D so thank God for that.

Okay, going to laze around and read my book now. :) See yous!

2011-04-16T22:00:00.002+08:00

Reading a book called "Jake's Choice". And I feel like it's speaking to me so much. Especially when I read how Amy and Jake struggle so much, and they all have a mentor to guide them through. Each of them. And I actually feel loved for them. I'll elaborate more another time. :/ But all that I can say now is that the book is so good. :)

Watching Criminal minds right now. So awesome. :D And I've got music class with Aunty CY on Wed. Yayness. :)

Today I woke up and went to church for music prac. Followed by coming home and reading my book all the way till now. :/ Aiyo. HAHA. Okays. Gonna go off.

2011-04-16T15:17:00.001+08:00

Finally changed my blogskin. :D

Went for mission trip and just got back. Later I must send my testimony to Ps Cat to loook through. Oh my, hard stuff to write.

Anw, I really love going to Papua. I think the people there are so nice and they are really hospitable. :D Ministry there was good too, thank GOD :D

Other than that, I think I'm done blogging for now.

2011-03-14T14:51:00.003+08:00

STEP program 2011 has started, and it's a privilege to be part of it once again. Totally different group this year, different dynamics but I think quite fun also. Get to see different ones rise up as well as seeing God use us all again for His glory. :) I am so excited but yet nervous at the same time. Because Indonesia is different from Philippines. I wish I was going back there though. :/

oH well. busy bee.

2011-03-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

Times
I know I need You
I need to love You
I love to see You, but it's been so long
I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
And I need to hear You, is that so wrong?

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.

Now You pull me near You
When we're close, I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell You, all that I've done
Are You done forgiving?
Oh can You look past my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending, what I've become
What have I become?

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.

I hear You say,
"My love is over. It's underneath.
It's inside. It's in between.
The times you doubt Me, when you can't feel.
The times that you question, 'Is this for real? '
The times you're broken.
The times that you mend.
The times that you hate Me, and the times that you bend.
Well, My love is over, it's underneath.
It's inside, it's in between.
These times you're healing, and when your heart breaks.
The times that you feel like you're falling from grace.
The times you're hurting.
The times that you heal.
The times you go hungry, and are tempted to steal.
The times of confusion, in chaos and pain.
I'm there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame.
I'm there through your heartache.
I'm there in the storm.
My love I will keep you, by My pow'r alone.
I don't care where you fall, where you have been.
I'll never forsake you, My love never ends.
It never ends."

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.

2011-02-24T22:19:00.003+08:00

So far nothing much. I have officially no more school already, and it was last thurs where I had my last paper. So far I've been doing....

Fri - Met Soma, Mark and JJ and went to Far East to cut my hair. :D New hair style. They liked it, so at least impressed them alr, first people to impress. Went and show the church office people my hair :D Thank God they liked it. 2nd batch to impress :D, and lastly the other bros saw it and yeap. :D Then my mom saw it. And lastly everybody saw it on FB. :D i guess this is a good change. so Yeah. :D

Sat - Had Breakfast at Macs, then BS in the morning, learnt about "The Character Test". Alot of things I learnt and can be applied. :D Then music prac, followed by some eating dunno what thing at Orchard Central then a movie "King's speech" at Cineleisure. :D Went home for dinner.

Sunday - Had church, then CE class. Then went for icecream at island creamery and dinner at China Town with Ps Cat and Aunty Pin. Then stayed over too. :D

Monday - Recce at Malaysia. Had so much fun :D

Tues - Morning went swimming at the 2m long slide. WOOHOO! :D then came home back to SG. Reached Singapore at 4.30pm, met JJ choo and Ting boys tgt with Sarah and Amos, went for dinner at long johns followed by ICE CREAM at Udders. :D

Wed - Went out with friend for lunch, headed to Orchard to get some sweets, then Prayer meeting. Played drums :D Yay. :D

Thurs (Today) - Woke up, supposed to go to Sentosa, but failed. Stayed home and waited until Mama came over, then had lunch (fruits) and then followed by going to mama's house. Then, mama sent me to church. For music prac :D

I haven't really had time for myself at all. :D But okay.

2011-02-09T10:32:00.002+08:00

Whee, so I'm left with 2 days of normal school, and 4 days of tests. I see everybody around me stressing out and I feel so bad because I don't feel like that. Maybe a little. Gosh. Where's my sense of urgency?

I woke up so early today, though there ain't school today. hahaha. Nice. :D Maybe I could even make this a habit. HAHAHA. Joking. I feel like going back to bed now. Again. Maybe I should. :/

2011-02-06T22:25:00.001+08:00

hmm, ive got not much thought except............

"So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failings,
Fill my life again...

I give my life to follow,
Everything I believe in,
Now I surrender."

2011-01-27T13:34:00.002+08:00

I'm watching Toy Story 3 now. It's so touching, I feel like crying. It seems so super wasted to just leave like that. :/ And like suddenly get the restart button of yourself pushed, and you restart from there on. TSK. :( I shouldn't be watching this kinda show. HAHA.

Ytd, watched "To Save a Life", on DVD. It was another touching show. Jake Taylor's life was okay before everything, and suddenly GOD chose to save him, and since that day where GOD linked Jake up with the youth pastor of a church, all his issues began to resurface and seemed even worst. And slowly he started dealing with them, and more issues came, and he questioned like why is it all getting worst etc. I think some of us can identify with that in different points of our lives.

HAHA. I felt so emotional after that show. AGAIN. HAHAHA. Always feel so emotional after this show. :/

Tonight there is Radi8's music prac, and I am playing the bass. Sigh, I don't know if I am excited or should there be any excitement or not. Hahaha.

Anw, stem cell today is quite slack. Whee

2011-01-24T14:12:00.001+08:00

Hillsongs "How great is our GOD".. It's just so awesome seeing them worship GOD as a church, and so into the worship. And the music arrangements and build up is so good. :)

2011-01-24T00:18:00.006+08:00

It's been a year since I started out as a cell leader. And the journey has been wonderful. Ups and Downs.. Discouragements and happy times.

I remember how hard it was to even talk to them. Ps Cat used to tell me to "come down to their level"..... And honestly? I couldn't connect with most of my cell. I remember how hard it was to go for cell, and to pretend that everything was fine, to act so well prepared and not scared, but inside I was so scared like crap. I was so afraid of failing the group, I was so afraid that they would not like me and they would hate me or find me boring. I was so afraid that I would not deliver the cell lesson as what GOD would want me to deliver it. I remember meeting Ps Cat every Wednesday to prepare my cell lesson. And even sometimes during lunch breaks in school. I was so scared. Hahahaha.

I remember in my Quiet times, praying for each of my members almost every night. I remember telling GOD that I can't do this without Him and how much I needed Him on this journey as a cell leader. Caring for members isn't just CALLING them up weekly, but rather meeting them up and checking up on them THROUGH the week. And I'm still learning that even now. I remember how discouraged I would feel after some of the cell lessons. That I'd have done a bad job at getting them to listen to me, and even getting them interested in GOD's word and even the openness with me and all. I remember feeling lousy after some of the cell lessons, and that feeling which I didn't do a good job at all. :/ All awesome times eh ^^

I remember how I used to think about my cell so much, that I can't sleep sometimes (okay not always, but there were once or twice...).. And how I'd freak out before cells. HAHAHA.... I remember how much I tried to communicate with them all, reaching out to them individually................ And failing completely. Hahaha. But I also remember the good times, where we start to bond...... And also where I see some of them getting a bit more regular with their QT after constant reminders. And lastly, when I see my cell growing bigger and bigger in numbers, After constant nagging to come for Radi8. Hahah. It truly IS rewarding to see such great improvement especially after months of ups and downs.............. Though it isn't much to some of you, but it is to me.... And I look forward to greater things from and WITH GOD in 2011 !

But now, it's a new phase and new season in life. I don't say that I'm happy or what, but I KNOW that this is good. For the better of everybody and everyone. :D I can't wait to see my kids grow spiritually and start to take care of other kids as well :)

I can't wait to see new growth (spiritually and if possible, physically too) in the new cell. AND........ of course....... lives being touched and CHANGED by GOD. Deep down, i KNOW my GOD can do it. :D

All in all, I LOVE THE GAYS!! :D hahahah! awesome journey!

Lastly, I also want to thank GOD for showing me that what I can't do, HE can do it. I don't know how I managed to do it, but I do know that praying for the group, and praying works alot....... :) The saying..... "Me + Problem = Can't.......... But..... GOD + Me + Problem = Can" .. Really applies :D From the FIRST Bible study I had until now, I can remember it sooo well..... :D

Looking back........ I am quite amazed. Through ups and downs.................... still....

Thank You Jesus! :D

2011-01-20T11:23:00.002+08:00

Why is it that people only do QT (Quiet Time), and sometimes have the misconception that doing QT has to benefit us, that means that we have to know learn something from that chapter which we read? But I think QT is more than learning something. I mean, yes we should learn something from QT and apply it and all. But that shouldn't be our main focus when we do QT. Rather, our focus should be on spending time with God. Doing QT in order to spend time with.... as what Ps Cat always says.... The ONE who loves me the most..........

Just thinking aloud. I'm bored. :/

2011-01-17T19:55:00.003+08:00

People leave, that's the fact of life. If only everyone would stay close by......... Friendships drift apart whether you like it or not. So I guess, it's either treasuring what you have now, or regretting what you didn't treasure when you had it.

On a lighternote, I have been playing Monopoly deal with Ps Cat, Aunty Pin, Bec, Mom, Tiffany... All at different times etc. And I learnt so many things from just a simple game. So many lessons can be learnt from there. In life, risks have to be taken. God put things in our hands, and once we find out how to use them properly, we will soar. And many more I could list them all down here one by one. :/ But I have no time, and I don't feel like typing much.

Anw, on a lighter note, bec left ytd, and thank GOD for Ps Cat, Aunty Pin, Ps Rachel and Tiffany for company last night (eating ice cream, and monopoly deal, plus stayovers), :D I had super lots of fun. Even though quite depressed still, but okay. Hmm, And then Clar, Lucas, Rae for SMSing me. And Yvonne toooo for checking in case.... in case I was depressed. HAHAHA. AND, for JEREMY KOH. you keep calling me and calling me lonerrrrr and loser.......... LASTLY.......... SASHIIIII! thanks for the ice cream :D

2011-01-14T23:26:00.002+08:00

Time and time again, we all look on the outside. Man just looks on the outside, how good your talents are... How well you can arrange things. How well you can do anything, basically people judge. But what determines how good you are? :/ Y'know how it is, sometimes where we decide who deserves to get praised if they did something well, but many times we over look the "outcasts" of our lives, by which we don't even look at them despite them trying so hard.

Get it? It's like............... Person A, who isn't in B's life. Person A does so well in something for the first time. But because B doesn't feel that A deserves any praise, B over looks A. And for A, it may just mean the world to him if someone were to encourage him. It just sucks being in A's position. It hit me so hard, because........ Who and WHAT determines who to encourage? :/

What criteria is there which determines who gets encouraged and who doesn't? In short, a short reflection...... Who am I to judge who DESERVES to get encouraged, and who doesn't deserve?

A random post today. But it's what I learnt while thinking on the way back from a long leader's meeting.

It seems soooo overwhelming. So many things, and all planned.... GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... It will be fun, it WILL be fun............. it WILL beeeee!!!

2011-01-13T09:29:00.003+08:00

"He must become greater, I must become less." John 3:30

I just can't remember where i saw this verse pop up last night, but it did. And it reminded me of putting myself aside, "samkoh, get out of the way", and letting Jesus take over... "Jesus, take Your place"...

I look forward to today's lesson simply because it's a relief teacher today :D It's like a treat. Hahah, at least I can relax a bit today.

OhmyGOSH. 2 more days till Jeremy leaves, and 3 more days till Becca leaves. heh:D

Tonight I've got family dinner with just my own family (mom, dad, siblings and tiffany). Maybe Seoul Garden? But I hate that place. :/ Kinda excited though, some bonding time. HAHA. *excited*

Till next time,
SamKoh

2011-01-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

HAd a great time at Sakae with my siblings and Tiff today. Then followed by walking around aimlessly, and then going to archade to play games, then heading to buy Koi. Soon, heading to church, and working on my drums. Because the songs were so hard for today's worship, I decided I had to practice.

I was encouraged after that by what Ps Peter told me. I was. And it really helped me see what depending on GOD does. It really makes a huge difference. :D

I get angsty nowadays, all the time. :/

2011-01-11T12:56:00.002+08:00

Eating Pocky in class now. :D So awesome. Cheers me up. I have no idea why little little things make me super annoyed these few days. I get so annoyed at little things nowadays. Every little thing can make me so angry and all. I think I need to use sensodyne as well. Hahah :/

Oh my, little Jayden is so cute. I webcammed with them last night. And he's so cute. Today I saw him in his active state. Hahaha I feel like carrying him. :D LOL. Tmr I may be going shopping for his baby clothes for a while :D SHRUGS.

Anw, I'm tired of smiley faces.

2011-01-09T23:42:00.003+08:00

I don't even know how to blog properly anymore. :/ Hahaha. Service today was good. Had just 1 service today. Worship was quite good, played keyboard 1 today again. And today was vision casting, that's why had only 1 service.

Lord I offer my life
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you O Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Chorus:
Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.

It was hard to sing because of the words. :/ Go think about it and if can go hear it. It speaks volume I guess. But, guess what, I've NEVER liked the song. And even till now, I don't really like it. HAHA. But the words just quite nice. :P

Afterwhich, headed to have lunch with different ones, then headed over to Clar's house for fun. Watched show at Clar's house, then came home. Slept from about 3 plus to about 5.30pm? I have no idea why I am super tired.

Anyway, I watched Saw 6, finally! It's so gruesome and gross. Some parts I felt that I couldn't take it, but then still persevered on and finished the show. :D Great life skills which I learnt here, can be applied to normal daily life....

HAHAHA ! But a bit failed application, oops.

Tomorrow I have school, kind of excited for it. This week's gonna pass super fast. And I have no idea what feelings to feel at all. For one, my brother and sister are leaving for Australia. I hope they have a great time there and do well in their studies. HAhahah :D

Anw, GOODNIGHT!

2011-01-05T12:17:00.002+08:00

Im still going through the "new year" hype. Where everything seems, "new". :/ Because everything is new, nothing seems to get done. Anw, I must say, although 2010 was tough on some parts, but it was new experience, so many things I learnt, and it was just the start of a never-ending journey in this walk with God.

I must say as well, NO REGRETS.... :D Not at all.

I am having my lunch, as well as chatting with my school friend, Rebecca. Hahah, nice girl. :D And studying for my UT later. I think having UTs on off days are a waste of my time. Cuz I just need to go back to school for that 45 minutes. But then again, it's better than slogging for the whole day, and having to sit through the last 45 minutes of torture.

Twitter is so fun~ Anw, my little cousin is in Singapore, not so little anymore. But I have a little nephew too. Seeing him from the webcam sometimes, melts my heart. And I want to carry him and show him Singapore. :D But then again, this world has nothing good to offer.. He is only a few days old now. And I think that's the best state, cuz he is safe in mommy and daddy's arms, nobody can hurt him. I guess. Till when he gets to see the real world. Uh well.

Okay, Going off now. Toodles.

2011-01-04T10:41:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying. But, now's lesson time, and just finished eating, so can't study yet. Hahaha. Problem for the day is about Light scattering. OOOhhh, shinyyy! I like. :D Kay, not so funny.

It's a constant reminder, and I have to keep being conscious about things. Oh well, this is life right? I mean we can't always have what we want. And there's always...... ALWAYS....... a learning curve behind every little experience we go through. I guess that's where we pick ourselves up, and start thinking about what we can learn as we go through different phases in life. Maybe to know more about ourselves, or to know more about GOD. Either way, it's just something new to learn.

2010 has been quite a year, I must say. I learnt so much..... so much more about myself and about God as well. It's no longer the surface God, I've always known. But at least another step closer, and personally. I guess.

:D Lastly,

2011-01-02T21:37:00.003+08:00

Heart of a servant
Standing in awe of Your grace
Setting my feet in Your ways
Entering into Your presence
To behold You face to face

God of all heaven and earth
Holding me in Your embrace
Unfailing love that surrounds me
Oh God i stand amazed

My Jesus my Lord
You're the love of my life
Wherever You go wanna be by Your side
No longer i but Christ living in me
Serving You for all eternity

My eyes set on You
In this race that i run
No longer my ways let Your will be done
Make me a servant my heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross i'll follow You
I'll follow You

This song is just so nice. :D Go hear it :D

2011-01-01T15:44:00.002+08:00

Hmm, Wanted to type out an individual thing for those who have impacted my life here. But while typing it out halfway, realised that that's almost everybody. And I've run out of things to say to make it personal, so I guess not.

But you guys know my heart! :D I'm sure. :D

This year's New Year was the best in like 2-3 years. HAHA. Past few years, I've been spending it at home. On my computer. Haha, So I guess it's better that I mix around a little I guess. Played Monopoly Deal. Hate it :D Hahaha. JOKEES!

Rollercoaster ride, it has been, and will be. But, no regrets. :D

Time to level up! and IMPACT SOME LIVES for His Kingdom.

2010-12-30T16:05:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Penang. Heh
On sunday, after church, had awesome time and Sizzler lunch too :D I loved it.
Then went home, and rested, packed.
And headed to the bus station to go to Penang.

We were hoping for a "Super Nice" bus, cuz heard that it was quite a good bus.
Indeed, we got that bus. :D Thank GOD. HAHAH. Quite shiok way up. :)

Penang was awesome, the food and all. Friends and all wasn't too bad.
The walking killed me.
Hahah, but on a lighter note,
Got a chance to watch 2 movies :D

Then headed back to Singapore already.
Back to the 7 letter word:
R-E-A-L-I-T-Y.

2010-12-24T21:19:00.004+08:00

Every year, I am so excited for Christmas.
This year, I find no excitement at all. Hahaha.
Maybe I need to be AT the carnival itself to experience the excitement eh?
Hopefully tomorrow I'll feel super excited for Christmas. Haha.

On a lighternote,
We had rehearsals today, and it was quite good.

Woke up, and decided to move my lazy ass off,
And planned to meet Cecelia at her office for a while.
But left the house too late, and no time for lunch etc, so cancelled it.

Then reached Cityhall etc, bought cake for the Staff :D
Awesome giving. hahaha.
Went to church, and gave them the cake,
Gave Ps Cat her present too....
I hope she liked it ^^

Just realised I don't have enough time to go Christmas shopping this year...
Except for a few gifts which off hand I know what to buy.
The rest, I have to go to Penang to buy it.
Yup, I'm going to Penang. See you.

Lastly, before I go off..........

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

2010-12-23T13:18:00.002+08:00

Going to Thomson Plaza later on.
My nose is blocked with the sticky mucus. HAHAHA.
I just woke up at 12.30pm. (Y)

2010-12-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

WHEE HOLIDAYS! :D

Christmas is coming already, yet this year there ain't no Christmas mood. OH WELL.

2010-12-13T20:32:00.003+08:00

Told my parents that I think I have more male hormones than Jeremy.
Guess what?
Not only did they not deny,
They also said that that's where I must bring out whichever one....
FML.

HAHAHAH i tell you,
It was epic.
I love my parents. HAHAHA.

2010-12-11T17:42:00.002+08:00

Today marked the official end of FYP :D WOOHOO! Like happy only! :D
Anw, bec and jeremy went out with their friends,
And I'm left at home alone today. RAWR. hahaha.

And I'm watching "The Champions" now. :D
I love that show. hahahah... :)
Going off now and continue to watch the show. BYEEE!

2010-11-25T09:25:00.002+08:00

It was beautiful seeing the kids worship GOD and hearing them sing. :) There's huge potential in everyone of them... :D (Y)

2010-11-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

Bought a pencil case today, made my day ! :D

2010-11-09T01:14:00.002+08:00

People struggle, that's just life. People go through shit, that's just life. The moment you say you want to work on issues, I tell you, it'll come back twice as hard and hit you, but that doesn't mean you've failed. To me, it just means that it's evidence that you tried, because you moved somewhere else, rather than staying at the same spot.

I may not be good with expressing myself and finding the right words to say, but I sure know when it's just wrong. :/

Enough is enough. Enough is said when a person has reached his/her limit in doing anything. Maybe at times it may be harsh for the hearer of this word, but it does mean something. I'm not sad or anything. I'm just saying..................

On a lighter note, tmr there's school. -.-" oh whoopie doo.

2010-11-06T23:12:00.003+08:00

Numbers 11: 4-34

⁴ The rabble with them began to crave other food, and again the Israelites started wailing and said, “If only we had meat to eat! ⁵ We remember the fish we ate in Egypt at no cost—also the cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic. ⁶ But now we have lost our appetite; we never see anything but this manna!”

⁷ The manna was like coriander seed and looked like resin. ⁸ The people went around gathering it, and then ground it in a hand mill or crushed it in a mortar. They cooked it in a pot or made it into loaves. And it tasted like something made with olive oil. ⁹ When the dew settled on the camp at night, the manna also came down.

¹⁰ Moses heard the people of every family wailing at the entrance to their tents. The LORD became exceedingly angry, and Moses was troubled. ¹¹ He asked the LORD, “Why have you brought this trouble on your servant? What have I done to displease you that you put the burden of all these people on me? ¹² Did I conceive all these people? Did I give them birth? Why do you tell me to carry them in my arms, as a nurse carries an infant, to the land you promised on oath to their ancestors? ¹³ Where can I get meat for all these people? They keep wailing to me, ‘Give us meat to eat!’ ¹⁴ I cannot carry all these people by myself; the burden is too heavy for me. ¹⁵ If this is how you are going to treat me, please go ahead and kill me—if I have found favor in your eyes—and do not let me face my own ruin.”

¹⁶ The LORD said to Moses: “Bring me seventy of Israel’s elders who are known to you as leaders and officials among the people. Have them come to the tent of meeting, that they may stand there with you. ¹⁷ I will come down and speak with you there, and I will take some of the power of the Spirit that is on you and put it on them. They will share the burden of the people with you so that you will not have to carry it alone.

¹⁸ “Tell the people: ‘Consecrate yourselves in preparation for tomorrow, when you will eat meat. The LORD heard you when you wailed, “If only we had meat to eat! We were better off in Egypt!” Now the LORD will give you meat, and you will eat it. ¹⁹ You will not eat it for just one day, or two days, or five, ten or twenty days, ²⁰ but for a whole month—until it comes out of your nostrils and you loathe it—because you have rejected the LORD, who is among you, and have wailed before him, saying, “Why did we ever leave Egypt?”’”

²¹ But Moses said, “Here I am among six hundred thousand men on foot, and you say, ‘I will give them meat to eat for a whole month!’ ²² Would they have enough if flocks and herds were slaughtered for them? Would they have enough if all the fish in the sea were caught for them?”

²³ The LORD answered Moses, “Is the LORD’s arm too short? Now you will see whether or not what I say will come true for you.”

²⁴ So Moses went out and told the people what the LORD had said. He brought together seventy of their elders and had them stand around the tent. ²⁵ Then the LORD came down in the cloud and spoke with him, and he took some of the power of the Spirit that was on him and put it on the seventy elders. When the Spirit rested on them, they prophesied—but did not do so again.

²⁶ However, two men, whose names were Eldad and Medad, had remained in the camp. They were listed among the elders, but did not go out to the tent. Yet the Spirit also rested on them, and they prophesied in the camp. ²⁷ A young man ran and told Moses, “Eldad and Medad are prophesying in the camp.”

²⁸ Joshua son of Nun, who had been Moses’ aide since youth, spoke up and said, “Moses, my lord, stop them!”

²⁹ But Moses replied, “Are you jealous for my sake? I wish that all the LORD’s people were prophets and that the LORD would put his Spirit on them!” ³⁰ Then Moses and the elders of Israel returned to the camp.

³¹ Now a wind went out from the LORD and drove quail in from the sea. It scattered them up to two cubits^b]">[b] deep all around the camp, as far as a day’s walk in any direction. ³² All that day and night and all the next day the people went out and gathered quail. No one gathered less than ten homers.^c]">[c] Then they spread them out all around the camp. ³³ But while the meat was still between their teeth and before it could be consumed, the anger of the LORD burned against the people, and he struck them with a severe plague. ³⁴ Therefore the place was named Kibroth Hattaavah,^d]">[d] because there they buried the people who had craved other food.

Moses also had his points of meltdown. His emotions had overtaken him and he cried out to God. God changed the situation. Yes, he may grumble and all, but God still undertook for him and helped him through.

Also, the people of Israel had complained so much against God and because of their complaints, they rejected God. And however, God still provided them with what they wanted. And God was still merciful. However, they still complained like not enough and all that. I guess.

I used to only know about the story of David, and he became my favourite character because I only knew him. BUT. Now, I know about Paul, John (my favourite), Moses.. etc. :) Hahaha. It's so cool. They are so cool. (Y) Seriously. Haha.

2010-11-05T12:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the best day I had for the week so far. :P

Though school was very.. VERY draggy, I guess after that was the fun time. HAHA. Went to catch "The Town", with Ps Cath and Ps Rachel. It was so awesome .. :D Then followed by dinner, and then home. hahaha. Quite good show, I must say. Hahah.

So, awesome time spent :) Now i'm going for lunch. See ya.

2010-10-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

Sometimes little conversations make my day.

I remember how I blogged once about people whom I cherished. But, right now, different seasons in life I guess.

I appreciate those who speak into my life out of love. They rebuke me. And at times, they scold me like mad, but just to guide me and bring me back to perspective. And bring me back on track. I guess God loves me so much that He sends people along the way~

2010-10-24T20:47:00.002+08:00

Find Myself

Verse 1:
These days, I find myself,
Crying out, for something else.
Far more precious, than anything,
This world can offer or give.

Verse 2:
I've been searching everywhere,
For some meaning to this life.
Cause this emptiness is too much to bear,
I've come to the end of the line.

Chorus:
Into Your arms I'll run,
Before You, I come undone.
I know I've been sinking,
In the way I've been living.
I need You, You're the air that I breathe.

I know You will pick me up,
Like a father to his child.
With You I fly higher,
By Your strength and Your Power,
With You I'll find myself,
I'll find myself.

Verse 3:
Still my tired and anxious heart,
With just a gentle whisper.
There's nothing I have to fear,
Now that I know You're here.

Bridge:
You were always right beside me,
Even when I'm down.
I can't imagine how I will live my life
Without You by my side.

2010-10-12T11:37:00.002+08:00

Nice. First day of school. Stupid facilitator. But alrightish classmates.

2010-10-11T20:52:00.001+08:00

11 more days ! :D

2010-10-04T23:16:00.001+08:00

i can't wait for Jeremy to come back ! :)

2010-09-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

After working with a solid team in school, I realised the difference between a secular leader, and a cell leader. Hahaha. It's funny how I observe and pick up certain things.

The most major one I learnt, is that the secular leader, they only care about getting things done. Who cares what way they get it done, but they just want it done. They don't care about the welfare of the team mates, I mean, yes they care, to a certain extent, but the most of it is to get it all done. :/

Whereas the cell leader, they care about the lives at hand. Even if at the end of the day, things don't get accomplished, I guess to me, it's the lives which matter most. If I don't complete the tasks at hand, and lives get touched and lives changed, I think I have met the objective. :/ Even if I have failed to complete the tasks.

I used to think that, no matter what, by hook or by crook, I better get things done regarding church stuff, or else I failed. But I guess God has His ways of changing perspective here and there, through experiences and many others. And right now, all that matters, is the lives getting changed by God. Of course it would be added bonus if I get to meet the objectives and do the tasks to completion. But that wouldn't be priority. :/

There are many differences la. But also it's ups and downs. At least the secular side, they get things done, and they are competant in many other things. :) Whereas cell side, we're only good at the emotional side, caring and all, but competant wise, can't compare i guess.

I guess at the end of the day, it's the different objectives of leading. Different world, and different tasks. Maybe for secular is to really do things and to see how far you go, after all, each man for his own. But for the cell side, I guess it's about the lives being touched for God and changed. So can't compare. Hahah. Afterall, it's different. So I am not comparing.

:D Good day! :O

2010-09-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

Misty is my Baby. I always love to talk to him, and rant to him. He's ALWAYS there. Okay, not always. And there are times where he needs alot of affection. And he'll just come and curl up by me, and sleep. I really love him. Ever since 2 years ago Dec is it? Or was it 3 years ago. Ever since then, that lil kitten sure has grown :) And now, he's so big. Hahah. Sigh, I really love him. OH well. I kinda tell him everything. HAHA.

And, then theres Squishy Fatty Soma, my dear hamster. HAHAH. Or technically it's not mine anymore, cuz I didn't pay for it. HAHAH. But then, yeah. he's in my care, and I love him. I think he's so cute, and he's fat and squashishly squishy. :)

Though, comparing both of them, each has their good points and bad points. Hamster is so tiny and has to keep changing cage. Cat's fur makes me sneeze sometimes. :( HAHA. But nevertheless, I love them despite their flaws. HAHA.

Also, if I have to choose one, I'll definately choose Misty over the hamster. Maybe cuz of the time spent with Misty, the closeness I have with him. And many more factors. :) Oh well. HAHAHA.

2010-09-16T13:07:00.002+08:00

Tertiary camp in church was very good. :) Hmm, played games and also attended sessions which spoke to me. Hahah. Quite awesome. The underground church was also very fun. :D

Hahaha I went to the zoo 2 days ago. Super fun. I really love the zoo. Like really. I don't know why, even though I've been there many times, and I can even memorise where the animals are, but I still love it. :D It just gives me alot of security, that I am smart in there. HAHAHAH. :/ Joking.

There's nothing to blog here anymore eh. :( SMSed Sab and asked her how she is. :D

Sigh, Im bored at home. There's really nothing to do. But, I hope my FYP doesn't come at all. FYP is torturous. HAHAHA. Oh well. :)

2010-09-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

Every year I write a post to dedicate to my teachers and especially those who impart into my life and teach me things. But this year, I don't have any teachers who actually are closer to me... But I have people who impart into my life and teach me things. So yeah.

THANK YOUUUUU ! :D LOVE YOU !

Anyway, today I had music class. It was awesomely fun. Main objective today: Think Fast. HAHAHA. :P AIyoi. I so slow. -.-"

HAHAHA super fun. Anw, have a great day ahead. :D

2010-08-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

Hmmm "shift" means to move, or to change position and all. In life, we go through many "shifts". I never liked "shifts" or going through any "shifts". Damn, tonight my "shift" button just came out. It totally confirmed my dislike for the word "shift". In fact, I HATE "shifts". I hate it.

Talk about having a small tiny thing to spoil your mood. This is totally just one of it. :( RAWR. Oh Jesus, why do I hate "shifts" so much. :( HAHAH RAWRRR.

Anw, Retro night was AWE-SOME.......! :D Had lots of fun, and I had many consultants regarding my outfit and my hairstyle. :P Epic Win. HAHA. I'll post up a picture one day. Uhhhh :D

Yawn, it's so late, I'm tired. I'm bored.

"My only desire, is to know You more."

Yes, I'm back at the stage of knowing HIM more again. Hmmmm...

2010-07-30T14:17:00.002+08:00

James 3:9-10 (New International Version)

⁹With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. ¹⁰Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be.

I guess that's where it is so obvious, guard my mouth, the words I say, will they edify God? Sometimes I get so pissed that things just come out of my mouth. Hahaha. But other times, I use this mouth to sing songs to Jesus, and pray for people. I don't know how I do it.

Was on the bus yesterday. Suddenly thought of this thing. Y'know the rescue hammer thing? (Those which you smash on the window of the bus in case of anything, so you can escape). Yeah. I was looking at it, and suddenly this thought came.

"Imagine something tragic happened, and I was escaping, crawling out with my bag (inside my laptop and all). And what if a man wanted to get out, but then my bag (cuz of it's weight), was like about a person like that, and the only way he could go out was that if I sacrificed and left my bag behind instead."

After which, thoughts really came. Lol. I am not kidding. Like, Okay imagine the man got out, I would expect him to be grateful, hello, I left my precious thing behind just for him. And imagine, instead of being grateful, he goes and screws up his life. Gets into prison, and all. Would I regret "saving" him? Would I wish that he'd be dead, instead of my laptop?

Things I learnt:

1) We are like that man in my thoughts. God sent Jesus to die for us, how many times have we actually screwed up our lives and worst, run away from God?

All we need to do is just come back to Him.

2) Before deciding to sacrifice my laptop and bag, I bargained with this thoughts, and told myself, "how about just leave my bag and my laptop I bring? I can even sacrifice my charger"

I guess many times God ask to sacrifice something precious, and we all bargain... Like okay, I'll sacrifice this, but not this. But I guess He wants all. Dno.

HMMMMM... :)

2010-07-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

WELCOME BACK MISSION TEAM !

I hope you guys had lots of fun over there and that you guys were blessed as well as was a blessing to the people there. HEH. Don't let what God started in you guys die down ok.. hahah ! God's awesome eh?

Well, today went for some special meeting, I learnt stuff from the preacher. Oh well. :) Awesome eh..!

I srsly don't think anyone reads this blog anymore. HAHAHA. So long since I last blogged. AIYOH...!

2010-07-23T14:36:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOoooOOOo!

I am so tired today. Sleepy. Maybe cuz I slept so late last night. HAHAH. :D Anyway, life's been pretty good. :D

Meeting some of my cell kids tonight for dinner at Maccas. I love them :)

Gtg. LOVE Y'ALL.

2010-07-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

Gone were the days where I used to blog like no one's business. No point in blogging. HAHAHAA. Life's been gooood. Thank You Jesus. Oh well. :D

"Draw me close to You,
Help me find the way,
Bring me back to YOU!"

FYP's been really exciting so far. WOOHOO~! I hope I pass. HAHAHA. I totally forgot my age y'know. Yesterday. LOL. AIYOH...! DENIAL..! Sucksssss...

Oh well. Don't know who comes and reads this blog anymore anyway. Feel like shutting it down, but then, all my memories... ~~

2010-07-18T23:40:00.001+08:00

I told myself to sleep early tonight. But I realised I got logbook to do. Uh well~ :)

FYP's getting exciting. HAHAHA. I feel the adreneline rush.

Tired Day

2010-07-08T10:01:00.002+08:00

Today seems like a tired day. Seems like everyone in class stayed up last night to catch the Germany vs Spain match last night :/

Not only is it a Tired day today, it's also a Lazy day. Everyone seems to be so dead/tired/lazy to do anything :/ HAHAHA.

Life's been alright, I guess. I love today's class. Clinical Trials. HAHA. My teacher is good, my friends are cool. I love my Medical microbiology class, because my classmates are nice. But I dislike my teacher. URGH. HAHA. :P Oh wellies...~!

Sam Koh Rocks.

Lord, I offer my life to You,
Everything I've been through,
Use it for Your Glory.

KOH WEI FANG :D

James 3:9-10 (New International Version)

9With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. 10Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be.

Tired Day

⁹With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. ¹⁰Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be.