Wednesday, September 30, 2009
School's starting....... :( Rawr... NOOOOOOO !

Monday, September 28, 2009
Sucks, Blogger can't upload pictures. LOL. uh well, nvm. HAHA. Thought I should blog to let you guys know that my blog isn't dead yet.

Today was quite a good day. Woke up, chatted online with Shu Ai. Hmmm, it just reminded me once again about certain un-answered things I have. So many questions...., Making me want to keep asking, but afraid to find out also. HAHA. Oh my. But then again, I doubt Im the first to think about these questions. Uhhhh well, such is life. Some things we just gotta learn to shut it out, and just........... Dont care. Because because.

So anyway, then had lunch with my Dad. Was awesome too, went down the hill coffee shop to eat my CharKwayTeow. :) Nice. AWESOMEEE SHIZZ.

Anyway, then went with Ps Cat for a bit, had AWESOMELY nice chat too. :) Awesome. I agree I supress alot. But what other choice do I have for certain things? LOL. But I'll try to change... :) After that went to fetch Ps Cat's friend, and she sent me home. Thanks! :D

Anyway, came home, and slept. Slept for an hour. While watching a really boring show called, "Nuts for Mutts", some doggy show. HAHA. Woke up in time for, "According to Jim". My fav show. And and watched The Simpsons. Before heading to my grandma's house for dinner. what else what else. Errrrrr, came home, and on my laptop, and until now. :)

I am so bored now. Im talking to my brother and zQ now. :D YAY!

Thursday, September 24, 2009
That's Deborah and Jeremy. Lol. Hmm, Anyway, they'll be back real soon. :D Heh, Awesome.

Anyway, today I went to China Town with my grandparents for shopping. Yeah, we took an MRT down, and ate at a China restaurant. The food was quite nice, but the service was........... I won't say anything. Haha. But anyway, walked around and bought some clothes. Guess what, I left my wallet with my grandma .......... Not the first time something like that has happened. ARGH. LOL.

Yesterday I had an awesome chat with Hui Min and Ps Cat. Even though it was really late at night already, LOL. Thanks. :) Also, I had another awesome chat with Clar. And, Uh well. Im catching up with some of my group members now. LOL. Another awesome chat. :)

Haven't been chatting alot with zQ, and I miss chatting with him. Hahaha, though I know he's busy. I feel so random suddenly.

I drank water today. And I had roasted chicken for dinner. The rain bugs are around my house right now, which is irritating me. What else, what else?

I just wanna sleep and pray that everything will be fine, like last time. That's all. LOL. But anyway, that all aside...., I have to start practicing my piano again. And this time no more slacking. HAHA. Im gonna push my way through. :) YAY! *ehhh fake*....

Okay, Ytd prayer meeting, I forgot the bass. HAHA. And Ps Cat was nice enough to drive me back home to get it. HAHAHAA. LOL. So funny actually. LOL.

Okay RANDOMNESS aside, I have to start spending time with God alr, once again. HAHAHAA. :P OH my. Anyway, I'm going to stop here before I continue ranting and grumbling on. There really isn't anything to blog about.

Love y'all.
SAM.

See you World.

Heal my heart and make it clean,
Open up my eyes to the things unseen.
Show me how to love like You,
Have loved me.

Monday, September 21, 2009
This flower is so nice. :) Makes me feel so calm after seeing this.

I had my lil bit of therapy in the afternoon. LOL. Okay la, not really therapy, I just think the word's really cool. But anyway, that aside, I had lunch at Long John Silver with Elliot, and also watched a show. Had fun talking to that dude. HAHA. And tomorrow I'm going to Elliot's church for some leader's thinggy. :D Nice.

So anyway, came home and went for dinner at Orchid Country Club.

Oh OH. Went to the night safari with Clar, Shu Ai, Gid, Miah and Ps Cat yesterday. It was AWE-----SOME! Heh!

Nthg else to say.
So....,

Bye world. (:

Saturday, September 19, 2009
This picture is so cool I dont know why. LOL. What a cool pic anyway.

Yesterday went to Island Creamery with Clar. Met for lunch and had awesome chat. When I mean AWESOME, I mean LITERALLY. I feel good chatting with her about such things. LOL. DEEEEEP chats. More like stating our stands. HAHA. Lol. nice. =) Thanks :D HAHA I just had so much fun talking openly with her. Im glad we can. HAHA.

So anyway, ytd youth was quite fun. HEH. OH btw, shu ai stayed over last night. LOL. Surprised her at 12 midnight. =) NAIS. I felt so happy when I saw her face. HAHAHA. Funny-ish. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUAI! :D

Oh ya, that aside, on thurs, Clar, Ps Cat and I went to the beach once again and all. Had good time sharing etc. :) I feel happy suddenly, at least can share things LOL. HAHA. Then on the way back, also had a chance to talk to ps cat, AWESOMEEEE shiz. :) Im also glad we can talk. HAHA.

Anyway, today I woke up BECAUSE the kids in my neighbourhood decided to have a gathering, (im just being sacarstic). Annoying. So early in the morning I hear them screaming and playing. Gosh. LOL. Oh, then went to church. Music prac was quite fun as well.

OOPS, sam did it again. :( Sam's such a .... RAWR. Uh well.

Thursday, September 17, 2009
"How'ya doing?!"

Im watching House now. My House therapy is working! I feel much happier nowadays, uh, maybe it's just cause nthg's really happening now. Also, maybe it could be the frequent happenings which make me just numb. haha that I don't care anymore. =) NAIS.

So anyway, I'm going for lunch soon. And then gotta go to church to practice for tomorrow's worship. It's really exciting. :) I am excited. I don't know why.

RAJU and MITCHELL are BACKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! =) I love them so. Oh my. HEHHH...

I think it's time I start to find the joy in doing little things once again. It's time I start to know what's giving a sacrifice of praise. It's time I worship and use my talents for GOD even though I don't FEEL like it. It's time I stop grumbling and all, I have the talents, I think I should use it. (: So anyway, It's also time I find the joy in doing lil lil things. But I'll never go back to pleasing man. I'll never go back to doing things out of fear. I'll never. Jesus help me. hahahaha.

Anyway I need to go off already, see yoU!

Bye World.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Decided to blog after such a long time of procrastinating. LOL. Watched UP ytd with Ps Cat and Clar. :) It was quite nice la. HAHA. UP UP UP and away! :P

Life has been rather okay la. HAHA. Quite happening, i've got so much to blog, but I just cannot put it all into words to describe my life for the past 6 days. LOL. Not emo, not happy. But just normal. And I've already decided to become like how I was. Indifferent is the word. HAHA. EHH fake. :P Now no one knows if I'm serious or joking.

But then again, who cares what anyone thinks? =)

LOL. I love my blog. HAHA.

Anyway, Misty's sucha baby. He's so cute, i love him so much. HAHA. I really do. BLEAH. =) My blog really is what I call a random blog. SO many thoughts at a go. lol. AND I don't write down exactly what the topic is about, which makes it seem like it's a mystery to solve. Don't try solving it because it'll wreck your brain. It'll make you think and think and think. HAHAHA.. ehhh fake.. jokeeeee. :) See, I bet you dont know if Im seriously emo or seriously kidding. NICE. hahahaha.

Wednesday, September 09, 2009
It seems like ages since I last blogged eh? HEH. Many things happened, good things and bad feelings. But I got through it. :D one of it was me passing my music exam. Thank YOu Jesus! =) I feel so happy.

So anyway, have been going out with Aunty Sheryll and Aunty CY and sashi, amy, Shu Ai and bec. :) Nice! HAHa. And last Wed night I had the best opportunity to talk my heart out with Ps Cat and Hui Min. :) I appreciate it lots. :D Brought me to realise certain things. Things like this, I won't forget. And then Thurs, went to the beach with Ps Cat, to sort out my feelings and all. HAHA. Sounds emo, BUT i wasn't. But, it was really fun, being able to talk and joke around. =) Thank YOUU! Then hmm, on Sat had bass lesson. Followed by training. HAH. Also quite fun. :D

So many things, but I just feel so lazy to write em down. :) I just feel so thankful that I passed my music exam. HEH. Oh crap, I havent done certain things. RAWR.

I am watching CSI now. :D See you World.

Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Watched Proposal yesterday with Clar and Ps Cat. It was so funny. Made me laugh sooooo much! HAHA. I don't regret watching it at all. The humour's just sooo good. Okay, I won't be a movie spoiler. HEH.

So anyway, before that, we had dinner at Carl's Jr. And talked, and laughed, alot of nonsense. HAHAHA. :) Anyway, part of the conversation helped me to realise certain things. And maybe it just summed up whatever I was thinking the past few days. Maybe it just made me realise why I've been feeling like that. But maybe, I just have to let go. AND, maybe I don't want to let go? (though I know I MUST), But maybe I want to, but its so hard to...... RAHHH.

So anyway, I still thank God for the opportunity to watch Proposal tgt. HEH. =) Anyway, today was quite a good day. HEH.. :) Went to SKS with Ps Cat, Mark, Miah and Elisha. Then after that went back to church to get my iPOd and left for home. =D Fell asleep on the bus back, I am so tired.... Okay, was so tired. haha. WAS.

I'll walk with You, wherever You go,
Through tears and joy,
I'll trust in You.
And I will live,
In all of Your ways.
Your promises.... Forever.

One word to sum it up.........
JESUS..........!