Thursday, July 30, 2009
Each drop is special in it's own way. Each individual drop, plays a huge part in filling that single plant with water. Without just one drop, it cannot be complete. It is so special that as a whole, it'll add up to become water for the plant's survival, but alone, it'll look so special and so nice and rounded upclose. Some are just smaller than others, some are uglier than others, but ultimately it all adds up for the plant's survival. And it's the same for us I guess, one thing I got from this picture was that, it does not matter who are the people, how annoying some can be, how pissified people can make me, how fun people can be etc, rather, it matters on how all of us actually play a part TOGETHER. That's my thoughts. That ultimately, when all of us come together, we just have 1 cause together. =) Go figure. God help me.

Anyway, I had an awesome time in church yesterday. :)

Tomorrow is radi8 once again, and I just can't wait for it. Once more, the week comes to an end. Oh Jesus, You are just awesome.

And I was contemplating whether to come to school today or not, temptations are so real LOL. To just stay home and slack, but the thing is, yesterday I already did that. TSK. TSK TSK.

"Do your best, if not don't do at all."

Things change, people change. May not be a good thing sometimes. God help me.

Monday, July 27, 2009
How is it that in a month, things can get so funny? Haha. I dont know whether to laugh or be sad. I'm THAT confused.

HAHA. But I said already from last week, I'm starting to stop again. Go figure. And if things don't change, I will change. And I feel it changing alr. I feel myself changing. Hahaha, See, I'm laughing.

So anyway, I'm watching Family Guy now. I need to destress. LOL. Not that I am stressed, I just want to watch it for the sake of it. I am sleepy, and tired, and I realised I need to blog or I'd be considered as the owner of a dead blog. Therefore, Im here! Taaaadaaaa! 0.0 Lame. Now that was very lame...........

Watched Gossip Girls until Im done with all the episodes I have. Can't find my HDD. ARGH. But anyway, watched it all, so NICE can! Scandalous like free like that. It made me think how far can a person be pushed till they get pushed over and become a totally new person? How far, seriously? Then I got an answer, that is it depends on their individual thinking and perspective. Because if you can think of good things all the time, u're perspective of life changes and everything else changes. Whereas there's this other part, whereby you're pushed till you have no other choice but to change. Like driven over the cliff. Driven. THat's it. You've changed in a split second *poof* ! Okay, SAM, don't get carried away.

HAHAHA. I don't know what's wrong with me this few days. Sarah says that I seem depressed LOL. No. way. Maybe I'm tired? Or maybe of some other reasons which I haven't thought about, then again, HAHA. I simply started to stop already. :)

Im done.

Family guy rocks. HAHA. It is so funny. The dude went for some marriage counselling thinggy. LOL. It is so funny. And he's fat. LOL. Makes me laugh.

Saturday, July 18, 2009
Tiger isn't afraid to hurt other animals because it is taught to fend and KILL for itself since it was created. It just does things without thinking of how the other animal would feel. Doesn't care whether or not the animal gets hurt in the process as long as it is able to get it's things done and survive. I think it's really good, and it's really a skill to learn not to care how others think about me. But, how come it is so hard?

Today was a really long day for me, but I can safely say I had alot of fun today. =) Really alot alot of fun. Heh. Thank God. Heh! =)

This few days have been really trying/tiring, mentally and emotionally. And I'm quite tired of it all. I pray I am not swayed by anything. And I pray I can have enough patience etc to sustain me through all this. :) HEH. Hmm, so anyway, I am watching Indiana Jones now. And it's really quite funny. HAHA.. OH well.

I just want to be a friend. That friend.

Hahaha, anyway, aunty CY taught me something cool to play for tomorrow's worship, and I'm really quite excited for it, and I pray that I won't screw up or smth. Like really. HAHA. And I had sushi for dinner with my mom and bec. Heh Pretty awesome fun. HAHA. *which reminds me......*

Im gonna try to blog a longer post today because I haven't been blogging for so long. Lol. :P

Oh well, there's so many things I want to blog out, write out, but I just can't find the words to describe how I feel and describe everything. HAHAHA. ARGH. Hard shizz.

God..... How?

Sunday, July 12, 2009
Tired.

Anyway, had fun in church today.

Friday, July 10, 2009
Life's been good. Thank God. :) Stressful, but good. It's not that I don't have alot of stress y'know, its just that when I'm stressed, I tend to need to find things to do to de-stress. People think Im not stressed, but oh dear.

Woke up and started praying today. Tried for once. And hey, my friends in class could tell the difference today. One friend told me, "First time see you do work until like this." ..... I am amazed at You, God. Really. It's only You. :)

Anyway, ytd music prac, worshipped with this song, "Hosanna" by hillsong United. :) It was awesome. The bridge, it spoke volume. Cut straight in. It took time for it to settle down, but I woke up with this song, esp the part, "Break my heart for what breaks Yours". It's time I stop looking at myself and how broken I feel sometimes, but rather, start feeling how God feels towards different things.

Many times I ask God why ain't things happening yet, and ytd God reminded me through Ps Cat that hey, don't give up until something happens, "PUSH".... Pray Until Something Happens. :)

&i prayed that prayer. :)

Basically, today is Anatomy and Physiology. Its SO boring. GOSH. But it's alot better than Chem or BioChem. Shit subjects. LOL.

:) Radi8's tonight, finally. HEH!!

Sunday, July 05, 2009
Service today was awesome. =) HEH ! Anyway, I tried taking down notes for the services in the morning, but yet, it was so hard trying to catch what the Pastor was trying to say. Gah! I have to learn soon! But basically it was about having a positive thinking about the current situations. LOL. What was preached today was basically what we learnt at Bible Study yesterday. X-ing out the negative. And having a positive mindset. (smth like that at least). Awesome. :)

I am currently watching Narnia, Prince caspian now. And its so awesome. I just know it is. HEH.

Vocal training was quite fun as well. Today, zq, shu ai and I learnt a few stuffs from aunty Cy today. I learnt a lot of new things today. Even though it may seem that I didn't try to learn etc, but honestly, I learnt! :) So many things I didn't know beforehand, I learnt today. LOL. Im sucha nerd at this kinda things. LOL.

Shit, its school tmr again. ARGhhhhhhhhhh!
"five loaves and 2 fishes".......

Saturday, July 04, 2009
In the thickness of the forest, the sun light is still able to penetrate through the thickness/denseness of the canopy. Just like Jesus' love. Go interpret it yourself.

Woke up bright and early to go to church for some meeting. :) Shu Ai stayed over too. It was awesome fun last night. Smiles, Anyway today after the meeting, had another Bandleader's meeting thing at 11.30am. LOL :) Packed.

Afterwhich, we had this band musicians training thing, and I got to play with another group of musicians whom I have never played with before. I mean the combination. It was a great experience as well as challenge as I shouted out the chords to them at some parts ! Good training I guess ? In a way. HEH. Halfway I left to go for BS with Ps cat, Clar and Miah.

It was awesome fun, I must say. HEH. :) Really really spoke to me. :)

Anyway, after that, Shu ai came to join us for dinner. HEH. Awesome. It was really fun time like to be able to talk, joke, bond, etc. :) Thank You Jesus! :D

I am super duper tired now. But Im holding on before I sleep.

Its been 19 days! And today's the 20th day! Im so happy I think I shall celebrate by buying myself a lil cake or smth. What an awesome achievement! :D

Aunty sheryll's flying off today. :( Oh noooOoO! Heh. So fast, and time really flies.