Monday, June 29, 2009
This past few days have been awesome. I haven't been blogging enough yet, to update my life. Heh. All I can say is, God's been really good. :)

H1N1 cases in RP have been getting worst as the days go by, but God has been protecting me from it. Even if all else fails, I'll trust in You. =) Anyway, things have really been picking up for me, a lil bit of hiccups here and there, but I really am trying !

“The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever— do not abandon the works of your hands.” - Psalm 138:8

It makes me comforted knowing that God will fufill whatever He has for me. It does, really.

This week I dont have Bible Study because I've got music class at that timeslot. Gosh. I'll have to tell aunty CY to make my music class earlier. HAHA. :P Sunday service was awesome. Hmm, Taught ekids jr for 8am service. And I was alone, my first time doing it alone. Then just nice, we had so many kids that day. And then Ps Cat walked in. HAHA. :) Awesome shizz. Hmm, thank God ps cat came in, because I needed alot of help. And yeah. It was quite fun experience :) Hmm, 1030 service I sat in service, baptism ytd ! :) Hmm, Message was awesome. First time in who knows how long whereby I was actually listening. Actually, I had to, because had to take down notes. =) HAHA. Its been a really long time since I last listened to a sermon so attentively. Oh my. LOL. Not good.

Its all about God, not me. On my own, I can't do it, but with God, all things are possible. :) HEH. The sermon reminded me about the analogy Ps Cat gave me 2 weeks ago. The paper thinggy with... "Me + Problem = Cannot. BUT..... GOD + me + Problem = CANNNN!" HAHA. At least it's something along that line. Reminded me that I alone cannot do anything, but with God, I can. =)

Anyway, Jane's being funny again. Today I met Lay and Jane. I didn't wanna come to school at all. I really didn't want to. I dont understand my school at all. Don't know what's their problem. So many cases already, still make us come to school. R'tards.

Hahaha. Hmm, Anyway................

Its been 13 days ! Today will be the................ 14th ! :) I've never lasted so long. HAHA. God help meeee ! I pray i'll continue on. and not give up. HAHa.

HAHA. This reminds me, Tuesday I am going for dinner with Aunty Sheryll, shu ai, amy, sashi, ethan and emma. :) AWESOMEEEE ! I can't wait. I really can't wait for dinner. YAY!

Monday, June 22, 2009
Its been about a week since I last blogged. Decided to blog today, because over the weekend, I already wanted to blog, but I was so lazy to start. Hahaha. Oh well.

So anyway, Friday was camp echo. Gave out prizes to the winners, and also watched the camp vid. HAH. It was hilarious. Some parts at least. :P Ps Wil preached for a short while and then service ended. =) Hahaha. S-clan kids gave me a candy dispenser and a huge card. =) Thanks guys!

Hmm, Sat was also very awesome. Went for lunch at KFC again. HAHA. :P Fun. Hmm, then after which attended a lil of music prac, then had training with aunty CY and sarah, rae and esther too. :) So fun! HAHA. Followed by.. BBQ at aunty sheryll's house! :) Hahaha we had an awesome time singing and worshipping God at the poolside while Derek and Soma played the guitar.

Sunday was also good. I was a free kid on sunday, and I'm still so happy about it. Thank God. :) It is really awesome to be able to relax for a sunday. HAHA! And it was father's day too. :) Went for lunch with the choos, tings and edwards family. :) Then followed by father's day BBQ at grandparent's house. HAHA. two bbq in a row dude. 0.0 LOL. Nais!

Finally today, I had to get up to get to school. AHHH. School again, an awesome weekend just passed and I was totally zoned out. ARGH. Plus today was Chemistry lesson. Oh well. Tomorrow's MicroBiology. :DD Lol. So anyway, Im so tired. I have to do quite a few things before I sleep.

Lastly,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD ! I love you!

Its been 6 days! and today will be the 7th ! :) HAHA. Still counting on .... I hope............... Awesome achievement.

Monday, June 15, 2009
My birthday. :) Awesome. Thank You Jesus! Hahah. Every year's birthday is so special to me. Like super duper special. And this year, thank GOD it was just as special. Heard that I was supposed to have a surprise from the edwards. :D Thanks. I'll go with you guys next week. HAHA. :D Sorry.

As I read the card zq wrote for me, I couldnt help but laugh. And smile. :) Touched me so much. :D Sweetness. Literally made me go like AWWW....

And the tee shirt Big fighter gave me, it was awesome. :) Thanks. The lil note she gave me toooooo... Thank youuuuu! Encouraged me alot. HEH.

The smses/wishes I received was really awesome. :) Its the thought that counts. I appreciate it alot. :D Everyone of it. :)

It started out as a boring day, getting up really bored and going to school. Then suddenly the first surprise was seeing lisa there in the morning. LOL. :) Then in school, suddenly I saw this MSN thing from Sash, wishing me happy birthday. With a "MANTHA KOH CHAOYANG" -.- HAHAHA. Funny. Okay I'll move on. In class, was really quite sianed la. LOL. First time in 17 years of my life I have to be in school on my birthday. HAHA. Hmm, but oh well. Then suddenly some of my classmates came in singing a song. My expression was like, "oh shit" LOL. Then ate the cake they bought for me. :D

Then lesson finally ended. HAHA. Went to eat sakae with my family. :D It was really nice. Came home, then used computer for a while. Was talking to sashi with webcam and amy too. :) Then talking to zq for a while. :) Then aunty sheryll came online and then she wished me happy birthday. :D Hmm... I went into the room to listen to my ipod for a while, then came out, and sat down at my computer for a while.

Suddenly I heard laughter and i saw this group of people holding candles LOL. (I honestly thought it was my mom coming up with her candles) LOL. Then OH MY GAWD. :D Suddenly I heard, "Happy birthday to you....... blah blah" LOL. I looked and I saw Shu ai, Dom, Gid, Miah... then after they all gathered in the room with me, Ps Cat appeared ! HAHA. I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO touched. Close to tears LOL.

THANKS GUYS.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha! :) I appreciate it SO much. Like really. Alot. Then saw 2 cakes! :D I think THINK its the one zq bought for me that time. Canelle one. :) ATAS SIOL. HAHA. Then this people gave me a note book, pen and 3 bookmarks. Just nice. HAHA. :P -.- Im gonna have to start my QT soon. Like really start. But I dont even know what to write. LOL. -.-"

Then we went downstairs to eat the 2 cakes. Joked around and laughed alot. LOL. :) Also watching tv and taking pictures. :D LOL. I hope bec uploads them soon. HAH.

Jesus thank YOU for today! :) i LOVE You! :D

I am SO happy. :)

Thanks all of u for making this birthday even more awesome than it already was. =) I still can't help but smile when I think of what happened. Haha :) I really feel very very happy. HAHa. And touched. :) Really. *hugs* ! ! :P HAHA.

The sweetest thing....................

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Sunday, June 14, 2009
Worship today was fantastic. For me. Lol. Especially during the 1030 service. =) Thank You Jesus. HAHa. Though I still played the wrong notes etc, but God still moved. Hahaha. I mean I literally forgot which key I was in for some parts. Cuz the chords put A, but zq wanted in G. So I transposed there and then. So sometimes forget. :P

So anyway, went to Macs for lunch with miah, gid, shu ai, amy and ps cat. Lol. So fun. Ate quickily before rushing back to church for bible class. We learnt about Joshua crossing over and basically the title was , "Remember to remember". Like a lil "conclusion" for the camp. Certain stuff really reminded me. You know how it is after being so busy during the camp, we actually forget the important part of the camp. But today's class refreshed my memory. :)

LOL. Erm, vocal training was fun in the funny way. We stood in a circle and started singing. HAHA. Fun and funny because of the exercises aunty CY and aunty sheryll made us do. LOL. I guess it helped us. :D HAHA. Then I was so amazed when Aunty CY could guess all the notes on the keyboard when I played with zq's iphone some keyboard function. (INCLUDING THE BLACK KEYS) oh my. I can't do that. LOL. I only can guess the white keys. Then every note she guess correct, I went like.. "WOW LAU." HAHA.

That aside, things are really REALLY picking up. The camp was really fun and refreshing. My first time being a Worship IC, incharge of something which I never ever DREAMT of doing in my life. Honestly, I never thought I'd be able to do something like that. I never even had the slightest thought of being in the camp comm actually. But I still thank God for the awesome opportunity to be able to work with different ones. :) And most of all, I thank God for moving in the camp despite me screwing up my duties. God still reigns. :) HAHA.

Im sorry things got so bad during the camp, and the process of planning also. But I just wanna say Im really glad we talked it out and I guess things really will become better over time. Just give me time. Hahaha. =) Thanks.

Hmm, tmr im 18 alr. Dont know whether to say "finally", or... "OH CRAP more to come" LOL. But yeah. I shall not fear what's gonna come.

The healing process is taking place... Or has it already taken place? hmmm.....

1 thing's for sure, I have alot ALOT ALOT of things to work on, and I dont know where to start just yet. And the learning process begins from here on.......................

Its been ages since I last blogged. Somehow I really want to, yet deep down I don't want to. LOL. Get the contradiction?

Shit, school's starting on monday. Argh. Crap. No.

Hmm, just got back from Desaru. Youth camp was awesome. God moved, and I'm amazed at what He did during the camp. But I dont want this to be just a high for a short while, and just like a passing camp, but I want this to be a life changing camp. I pray everything'll be sealed in my heart. HAHA. :)

The camp itself had been really trying and tiring, but at the same time, fun and enjoyable. It really stretched me, and helped me to get guided by a few others. =) And I thank God for them. For helping me. I really didnt know how this camp was gonna be like, and was afraid, but I guess God does send people along the way to help. Thank You LOrd! :)

Today I went to church early, and had brunch with Ps Cat at KFC. LOL. :D Hmm, then went back for music prac. :) Had music training after that. Aunty CY met some of us, (zq, my mom and me), and discussed how to tear apart songs. It was really fun and fruitful. =) Then followed by the tomorrow's worship team playing songs for her, to hear and help along. The sound was awesome. :) HEHEEE.

So anyway, went for some strings concert after that. It was so BORING, yet nice music. HAHA. Hmm, I fell asleep during the first half. Couldnt take it. HAHA. :P But after which, I was wide awake. And managed to hear some of it. But I missed the harpsichord one. ARGH.

Just remembered that I've got to do my QT in a while. Oh God, help me. LOL.

I'm casting my cares aside,
I'm leaving my past behind.
I'm setting my heart and mind on You, Jesus.

What makes us different from the secular musicians? That we actually minister to God and worship God. We also lead people into worship. And not just play for the sake of playing. :) THat's the difference.

Saturday, June 06, 2009
There's always a brighter side after the horizon. Just like how life is, theres always a brighter side of life. =) Things are starting to pick up. Thank You Jesus!

Hmm, music prac today was great! :) Played the piano, and had aunty sheryll to help me along here and there. Thank God for her! Hmm, hope I don't screw up tomorrow's worship session.

Anyway, played with Emma for a bit just now. And then went up to office with Miah. Had a chat with Ps Cat while waiting and passing time. Haha :) It was awesome too. HEH! Then went back down to the sanctuary to watch them have their practice session thing with aunty Cy. Heh. After which, shu ai came with the cake, and then had nice nice cake to eat. :) Awesome. Thanks. Heh. Then then, talked and joked around with them for a weeee bit. THen yeah. :)

I had an AWESOME dinner. :) Awesome! Thanks! HAHA I REALLY really loved dinner. :D hehee.

Tmr's a long day. But I think it's gonna be real fun. hehe.

"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."

1 John 4:18

Thursday, June 04, 2009
Everything's so much clearer now. Im starting to feel and see things happening for myself now. God, ....... What else can I say? It's all His perfect timing :)

Hmm, anyway today was alright. Went to church earlier, and yeah. Actually I've got ntg to blog about at all. Not anymore anyway.

Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Neglected bicycle becomes rusty, the tires are all worn out. Not forgetting, the gears are screwed up too. Rusty and cant move fast as a well taken care bicycle.

Potter's Hand.

I'm so bored, and I came up with that. Okay, I didn't exactly come up with that, LOL. I just saw from the picture and inferred from there. I'm so smart sometimes I amaze myself. LOL. JOKE.

I went to the food fare (fair) today with my grandparents. :) It was awesomely fun. Though it was all the way at the Expo and we had to take an MRT there. Cuz parking's expensive. HAHa. But yeah, it was hilarious walking around with my grandparents and talking to them. And watching people give up their seats to them on the MRT. =) Hmm, since today was the last day, it was extremely crowded. And some dude kept shouting. AND the rubbish collectors kept whistling. But there was this handsome actor who helped with some publicity. He was handsome. :P HAHAH.

Anyway, read through my music notebook and realised I was supposed to do 2 sightreading passages a day for the past week, guess what, stupid lazy me didnt do it. And now I'm stressing out. Sigh. Tomorrow I'm getting up very early to practice my sight reading. I hope it works. *Crosses fingers*.

And guess what, Aunty Sheryll's coming for my music lesson tmr morning. YAY! I guess. HAHA. I hope I dont screw up... :)

Anyway, been thinking hard about what to blog and what to blog. Something which makes sense and all. But urgh.

Yesterday I went to have durian at night. :) Deeeeelicious.....!

Memories ?