Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Was just looking through my past posts, and many things which happened then, many feelings I felt then...., all comes back on and off. Just that I chose to supress it and forget about those feelings, but deep down, it's all there. It still surfaces sometimes, but as time passed, I just chose the easiest way out: Supressing my thoughts, my feelings. And maybe I havent really thought about anything much. HAHA. Rawr. So anyway. lol. :)

As I was looking through past posts, I remember last time when I was in Sab's group. HAHA, so fun. I also remember how much I missed her when she left. Heh, indeed, those were the days. HEH. AND AND...... I also remember... My FAVOURITE character which I created out of my creativeness. LOL. Some character which I could rant to always, at least I had an aim as to who I was ranting my stuff to everytime I needed to rant..................

Mr BlogPants!

I think Mr BlogPants is coming back, soon. I remember how I used to rant to him always. HAhaha. :) NICE.

And I met Ps Cat and Elisha for lunch just now. Ate KFC and went back to school. Nice fellowship and fun chat :) HEHHH! Made my day! :D

Had a nice chat with Elliot while doing PP. Hahaha, he said some stuff which really hit me, so hard. I mean, its the truth... But why is it so hard for me to come to terms with it. AND now that I have come to terms with it................., what now? How to move on? Haiyer.

Anyway, Im listening to the recording for 1030 am service this week. Seriously, I really thank GOD each time I listen to the song, "I stand in Awe of You". I literally stand in AWE of Him. He taught me certain things while I was playing that song. And I feel like crying everytime I hear the starting part of the song. Not emo, but because I've learnt something, and also I just feel so ...... LOL. Dont know what's the word.

Here I am, Take me. As an offering. Here I am, Giving.... Every part of me, for Your Glory.