Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Elliot gave me smth to read ytd in the midst of ranting to him.. Thanks dude..!

"Dry Seasons build deeper wells of faith.
It’s for days when God seems like the furthest away when he promises he is right there beside you.
It’s for days the joy in my soul evaporates.
It’s for days when the presence of God seems to pass you by.
It’s for days when your heart forgets its deepest longing.
It’s for days when reading the word feels worse than reading an engineering manuel. It’s for days when no matter how hard you try, the dryness sticks out like a sore thumb.
It’s for days when ministry or worship feels like the most hypocritical thing to do.
It’s for days where we do the things of God for the sake of doing it.
It’s for days when there is unexplainable frustration and unrest in my soul.
Then it’s esp in those days that we must persevere. becos perseverance builds character that produces hope.
we must persevere in pressing into the presence of God.
Not to exclude ourselves based on our view of our own unworthiness (we weren’t worthy to begin with) but to renew the yearning, passion and longing.
To desire the intimacy of a relationship with Christ more than anything.
To know precisely who can dissolve the frustration, settle my heart and quench my thirst.
To know that nothing else will satisfy.
To press in with such intensity that it digs deeper wells.
To feel the water rushing out of the well onto the desert.
To live is Christ."

Indeed, it spoke to me. Made me feel certain things, and realise a few more things. :)

Hmm, I've gotta get down to start on my theory work alr. It's so hard, I don't wanna look at it, but I know I have to. I know I have to force myself to do it, even though every part of me says no. I'll do my theory tonight, when I get home, and I'll practice my piano as well. :) Tomorrow's gonna be a good day. I HOPEEEEE...! :P I can do this.

School's been really really boring/tiring and yet, some days, that's a slight chance of fun involved. Hmm, yeah I guess. A tinge of fun. :P Whatever man.

Aite, see you world.