Thursday, August 06, 2009
"Sam you don't have to logicalise everything, and you don't need to fear"..

Well, thanks Elliot! :) Heh! But how come it's so hard? My mind thinks so much, I start to think so much about everything. I have been told before to learn to listen to my heart, and not my mind because using mind alone, things may seem impossible, but with my heart, God speaks through my heart, the impossible is possible, well something like that.

he asked me a simple qn, and damn, I couldn't answer. But it really is frustrating. It's so frustrating to the point .......... AH. hahaha. Wont continue.

Bible study on wed was good. :) Was reminded once again that we all start with doing little things, no matter how frustrating it is, how annoying it can get, how pissed off I can get, but hey, it all pays off. Doing the chords was really getting quite frustrating, I kept asking God, "WHY ME?" But then the BS we had really reminded me, we start with small, the we get promoted slowly. According to how God sees it. Must still remain faithful. David was just a sherpard boy and he did it faithfully without fail everyday he went out to the fields and did it. If I were him, I'd just give up honestly. Same thing when I had to do the chords, but then, once again, looking at the bigger picture, humble beginnings..... And of cos there was the other parts of the verses, not to belittle what God can do through me and all............ But right now, I'll start with the humble beginnings. :P

So anyway, tomorrow, 7th Aug, is my dad's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! I love you!

Anyway, I have school tomorrow and it's A&P. Followed by a combined meeting at 7.30pm at night. HEH :)

Just want to curl up in my bed.........

Help me to want it and not HAVE to do it. :)