Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Went out with the Grams today. :) AWESOME !! Went to thomson plaza to eat at the Corriander cafe. Followed by going to Bank with them, then going to J8 and shopping with gramps and elder sis. :) HEH ! Walked around alot, then went off to meet Rae at somerset MRT. =)

Awesome fun I had today ! Heh ! Like, met her, then went to watch Bedtime Stories with her, then had dinner :) AWESOMEEEEE ! WOOHOO !

Monday, December 29, 2008
Its the new year soon. 2 more days !! After reading Person's blog uh, I was so touched by her words I tell you. :)

We went through shit a couple of weeks ago, from church camp dno when. But, I'm glad everything got settled just now :) And the talks we had the few days ago, plus just now, I guess, really thanks alot :) Anything more, we can talk it out im sure yea? :) Bestest best Friends? :) WoohoO! I'm really glad we could talk it out man. :) LOVE YA LOADS. *hugs* ! I really was glad that I could say whatever I said to you just now and yeah. Thanks for being my friend. Like thanks alot. :) All the best into the new year ! :)

Sunday, December 28, 2008
Finally back to blog after ages. :P Decided to blog la. LOL felt so bad of leaving my blog just like that. People ask what's my goal. Truth is, I set it and handed it up to Ps Wil alr. Along the way, I forgot about my goal. I forgot what was I supposed to achieve alr. But now, suddenly I remember already. :) I'm gonna work at it. I really am. But it's so hard when I don't even wanna start. LOL !!! Uh crap.

Its gonna be a new year in about 3 days. WOOHOO ! Excited. Many things about this year was quite entertaining for me. LOL ! Be it the friendship craps, all the way to the accident I had, all the way to now. Well I guess it was really an entertaining year, which taught me to trust in God more and yea! Through it all, it was awesome knowing people with me, and also God with me. :) AWW ! Heh. And there were times where I felt very alone, where I knew that I didn't wanna talk to anyone. And I knew deep down that God was still there. =) AWESOME.

Then through this year, I thought to myself of all the talks I went through with different people. =) Thanks. Regarding my music ministry, through the year, I looked back, and there were times I felt I sucked, I couldnt do it anymore, and when I watched how certain individuals improved SO much, like really, I felt so lousy because after so many years of being in it, no improvement. Sure, I learnt a few more instruments along the way - Drums and Bass. But improvement? I saw none. Till now. As I really reflect uh, my reaction's like... "WHOA!!!" I remember how lousy I was when I just started playing piano for main service this year. =) Now? HEH ! Thank You Lord !! Thanks to all the teaching and countless naggings etc from zq to play all the cool chords, and the naggings to play harder and with a SMILE on the piano which injured my fingers a few times from Sash and Mom and Ps Wil, LOL ! I look back and I KNOW for SURE that I've improved hell lot. =) Once again, THANK YOU LORD !! Heh.

These few things I've mentioned here are just a lil of the amount of things which happened this year, like a small portion of how grateful I am this year. :) AWESOMEEEEEENESSSSS !!!!!!

Thursday, December 25, 2008
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !! :) God bless you all !!! :)

Monday, December 22, 2008
I should really start blogging and get outta my lazy habit. But I've got nothing to blog about nowadays. Actually, alot of things, but nothing which I really wanna write down. :) Im most prolly going christmas shopping tmr morning then head to church for the production's prac. Im literally thinking of who should I get, and whatnots. But I'm failing terribly. haha!

Next week I'm going to watch Yes Man with Clar, Yvonne and maybe Janice. :) HAHa! Awesome!! Heh! Com'on, its the HOLIDAYS. And the fact that next week is the last week of my holidays. WAH -.-" Ultra duper fast. :(

Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I never knew how painful it'll be when a pet dies. Never. Not even when duchess died did I feel that sad. Not even when Hugo Boss died, I felt so sad. Its Spotty who died man. SPOTTY! The one who'll bark everytime Im there, and will whimper when I don't answer him. :( I remember that I used to go up to him and pet him, hug him when he starts whimpering. I remember how it was when bec and I were younger and we used to go over to my grammie's house, and asked them to let him into the house so we could play doggy with him. Like, we'd be pretending we lived in a HDB or something, and he'd be running around, and yeah. That, I could do with him. :( I remember how bec and I used to pretend that he was our son. Yeap, I know it sounds so wrong now. But, last time, it sounded nice and fun! We used to try to put him in a trolley, just to push him around. And played fetch with him. I remember how happy and accomplished I felt when I taught him how to sit. And when I trained him. I remember how attached I felt to him when I found out he could understand me. I remember how proud I was of him when he used to only come to me, and ONLY me. I remember how I used to go to him when I felt sad, and hug him. And now, I remember how, as we got older, we forgot about him. I remember how he used to cry and whimper out, but instead of doing what we did to him last time, we just ignored him, because we didnt wna dirty our hands. :( I remember how occasionally I'd feel bad, and I'd just go and pet him, from the gate. I wouldnt go in anymore. :( I remember the look on his face. I remember how disappointed he is. Okay okay, He's just a dog. I get it. I also remember the walks we used to bring him. I remember how he'd run and jump on me, but as he got old .................................. He was one heck of a dog.

Well, I guess things like that happen. Im just so sad now. :( I miss him. I miss hugging him. I miss hearing his bark. Now when I go to my grandma's house, all I see is that lil hill like thinggy in the garden, and know that Spotty's in it. No more barking, whimpering....... :( At all. Silence.

Then CRAP happens after it. :(

Oh God.......! Through it all :) I love YOU God!!! :D

Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Bec's playing CS now, and I'm like left here alone fending for myself in the midst of all the chaos that's happening in my mind. HAHAHAH Like WTH right? I also don't know. =) HEHE. Anyway, I think bec's alot better than me in CS, like ALOT. I can't even move a person without getting shot. Seriously, my skills have deproved alot. Which shows that I have been studying and been preoccupied with more USEFUL and PRODUCTIVE things.

Alright, so far, sunday was AWESOME fun. Some guest speakers came. Everything was right on. Spot on. =) Then, saw the kids! SUPER cute la! HEH. Then went for dinner with them. Played with their lil kid. AWESOME. Good thing to break away from my hectic low self-esteem. LOL ! So now I'm obviously feeling a hell lot better.

Monday had Science. AWESOME ! My word, I really LOVE science. I used to hate it a lot. However, now that my science teacher's quite alright too, I guess I really like science now. Especially when I know that my efforts, at the end of the day, it'll all be paid off. Thank God! =)

Today was VB in computing lesson. Sucks man. Thank God it's the last lesson of VB before moving on to maths already. WOOHOO! I've never missed maths so much in my life. The codes today was so complicated, however, my group managed to solve it, actually, thanks to Ricky. HAHA! But yeah. Somehow or rather, we all chipped in I guess. ;)

Tmr's cognitive. I can't wait for it. I think it's gonna be very complicated, but fun. So, it'll most definately beat computing hands down. Heh! Anyway, Deb's coming back on Sat. I can't wait for that either. :P Then it's church camp already. WOOHOO!