Thursday, June 26, 2008
You know the feeling of not knowing how to start, but got all the content? =) Hahaha! Yeah. That kinda sucks. Somehow like doing a math problem, you know how to do it, but not know how to start. That sucks. Oh well. Hahaha!

Oh oh, I read an email about a piece of cake. :) Hahaha Aiya. I feel so wang nowadays. LOL. To cut it all short, sometimes I ask God "Why all these happen?" The email showed a beautiful cake. The baker wanted to give the ingredients ALONE to the buyer. But the buyer went like.. "eewww" . Hahaha! Like, just plain egg yolks etc. Guess what, all of it, be it the egg yolk, flour, cooking oil.. Butter.. ETC, is ugly and taste UGLY on its own. But ALL these "ugly" ingredients KINDA add up to the BIG BEAUTIFUL YUMMY cake. =) How awesome is that? I wna be that cake. :D

Aww Im hungry. Not only do i wna be that cake, I wna EAT that cake... =( HAHAHA!!!! =) Anw, was supposed to go to sakura for dinner today. But oh well. HEHEHE..

Hmm, I had music class today. Which I kinda forgot about for the whole week, till this morning. :D Then I realised that I didnt touch the piano at all for the week. WTHECK. thank God today was ah huat's lesson. Slacking. :D And interesting. HAHAHA! AND, i actually LEARNT smth!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a good feeling about the coming UT. :D A!! hahahaha! Awesome. I can't wait. Ah huat drills us with Mock UTs.. Worksheets.. ETC.. Yay! Hahaha! Hmm, so I came home bout 4, and practiced piano. Wah seh! :D

So much practical piano things to do...! :D I like! =)

Wednesday, June 25, 2008
I don't feel like blogging anymore. BUT, I've said many times. What's a blog for, if you don't blog?! So... BLAH. Here I am...!!!!

Tonight's dinner with Ele and Shu Ai. Followed by a movie. Like, a final one for ele. AWW! Anyway, that all aside, Ive said again before, People leave. That's a fact. Part and parcel of life. So..... What for get emotionally attached? HAHAHA! Right? Oh well. =)

Okay. Ashley did a crossword puzzle for the class. Its damn cool!! Im having fun doing it....! Hahaha! Must've taken alot of his time doing it. Kinda difficult man. Hmm..

Haha. This 2 weeks have been really.... Real. After Getting Real, God has His ways of helping me stay Real at least for the first week. Doing devotions for the worship thinggy, and also the blog, really forced me to read the Bible, and find out new stuff about people I never heard of and never went deep in to read about. Im trying...! HAHA!! Oh well. Till here for now la. =)

I have no clue whatsoever of what to blog about now. I only know that as I listen and relisten to Arms of Love, it just brings me back to youth camp. Somehow, it seems all so fast that youth camp's over. I know I know, its wayy to late for post camp blues. BUT, hey, I just didnt know how to phrase all into words before this. BUT oh well. Yeap. I do miss camp. I miss Ps Julie and her team. I miss the GAMEEEES! I miss the meals (with the flies), I miss the ministry (yup!) and the sermons. I miss every part of camp. HAHA!! Oh well.

Its just awesome, as I look back and remember it all. BUT, we're not living in the past but the present. Looking back, memories and everything was just AWESOME. Yes, Past was awesome. What about present? What about now? What I feel was that when we Get real, Im sure Ive gotten kinda real. I mean, yes la, fail alot of times within this 2 weeks, BUT, Im trying to Get real here. In reality, nothing's easy. It ain't easy saying I wna get real, and totally get real. Its NOT. =) So...., Yes, Get real. THEN WHAT...? Get real, and sit around to get real summore and get real and get real? OF COS NOT.............. This is where last year's camp theme came back into my mind... I guess it's REALLY God who reminded me....... "Gear Up, Move Out." Cuz like, in the midst of everyone being high bout Get Real, who would've thought about GUMO? =)

Basically, to me, both camps was an experience. BUt now what? Well, Now that I know what Getting Real means and how REAL it was, how REAL God is....... Deep down, I guess we ALL have to Gear Up, Move out. ItS time, I guess... UH?

But... How? =)

Hahaha! For someone who don't know what to blog about. I got alot to blog about. =)

Thank You Lord..

Monday, June 23, 2008
YAYness! TOday was JUST awesome. Really. Was really sian about going to sch, cuz waking up early and etc. Then, just when I checked my email, I saw it. There it was..... Sab's email! MY WORD! THANKS LOADSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) Like, its like, you know how it is, when, just when u think otherwise, something pops up and just makes ur day just like that. MY WORDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) awwww! =)

Okay okay. That aside, Going out with shu ai and eleanor on wed. Followed by movie with shu ai on that night. =) Okay okay.

Hahaha!! Wellies... BOREDDD...

Right now, Im debating. Do people change? AND, Do people change because they change, OR Do people change because everything else changes?

Oh well. HAHAHA!!! Tough qns. But, yeah la, just thinking. Basically, IDK the ans. I dont think anyone really knows the answer. So Oh well.

Amy and I had this conversation. Basically what I said was that God already knew that Peter was gonna betray him, so like, it was like, already 'planned' in a way. But she posed this qn after that... "So... Does this mean, no freedom of choice?" Hahaha. So it was kinda fun! hahaha!!

Sunday, June 22, 2008
Tell u all smth funny.

Ekids. 5 kids, 9 memory verse cards... Here's how it went..

Me: eh, come everybody hold a card each and face in front. some people must hold 2 okay??
kids: *no choice but to do it*
bec: ERM... u ask everyone stand there, den... who read?
me: *thinks hard and looks around*... YA HOR....
- awkward silence at that moment -
me: EH then how?
bec: errrrrr...
elizabeth: ask them to stand in a circle so they all can read each other's cards..
me: OH YA AH.. GOOD ONEEE!!

-.- Talk about..... funny.. hahaha!

LAMEEEEE!!! anyway, today was a fun day... i guess.. =)

Saturday, June 21, 2008
I just feel like ranting all of a sudden. Like, random stuff.

Went to thomson plaza for lunch with grandparents and sis. Had Hans, and walked around for 3 whole hours before going home, and went to Botanic Gardens with some of the sakura aunties and the family. Kinda fun, BUT tiring la. So oh well.

Right now, Im listening to E kids Jr songs cuz Im doing praise tmr. -.- HAHAHA! ahhhh, my throat. Pretty strainous nowadays on my throat. hahaha, Ah, nvm, I'll recover. =) BLEAH. random outburst... AHHHHHssss!!!! =)

Oh wellies. Im seriously running outta things to blog about now. Not just now, but nowadays. Like, TOTALLY.

Bleah...!!!

Priceless
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Music class earlier on, was awesome, although i didnt prac much etc, BUT, thank GOD Chiou Yun was still patient enough HAHA!!! Then went thru loadsa timings etc. =)

Devotions went well I guess... Er, I hope.. hahaha! Oh well, thank GOD la!!! =)
Music prac was also awesome, LIKE, really. I was backing up for AMYYYY sehh... tgt with... SARAH.. sehhh... HAHA!! Throat was killing me. As I said, I've got loadsa phlegm like, loading up. HAHA! Every time I hit a high, phlegm gets stuck. Like.. com'on say with me... "EWWWW GROSSS..." hahaha! Okay whatever man!! =)

OH OH! Have I mentioned how awesome it was to receive the gift from u bro? HAHA!! Like, that necklace, SOOOO NICEEEEEEEEEE LAAAA =)

And that card, it was the highlight. It made my day/night. I know Ive repeatedly been saying stuff "made my day/night" I just can't help it. It really did. LIKE, when I read and read and read, I nearly teared. LIKE, it was so touching la. HAHHAHAA!!!! AWWWWssss.. Its making me tear now... And the word of encouragement, OH MY WORD.......... =) MUAHAHA!! Like, WOW SEH..

Heh, sorry, I cant help but to just blog it out :D

THANKS again !!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Its kind of difficult trying to concentrate in class, when Im kind of still in holiday mood. Oh well. HAHA! Just wanted to start this post off with a statement kind of thing. :) Tonight it's macaroni for dinner. I can't wait. Im starved. Im hungry. AWWWWs...

Now Im cold AND hungry.. LOL. Sounds kinda poor uh?

Hmm, OH OH, I finally finished watching House. =) Episode 15 and 16 of season 4, is really sad. Like totally. Dont wna be a movie spoiler, SO... Nah won't say! =) So far, I guess Im enjoying life like this. Waking up, although Im really sian about going to school, well, its alot better than stoning at home and letting my mind run wild thinking of nonsense. AHHHH...

Today's Cognitive. Quite boring uh? LOL. Thinking process. LOL. As you can see, Ive run outta things to blog about. =) Okay fine.

A few days ago, was talking to zQ about stuffs. Then he said.... "What's a friend for if you can't share the burden?" AWWWW!! =) michelle loves sam((: As you can see, that's a random outburst from michelle. Okay. Back to the stuff, Well, Yeah lo. I couldn't say anymore. Because honestly, a friend's a friend if you can share stuff with the friend. LOL Chimology. I hope I could be the friend. awws!

ANYWAY, on a lighter note, LUNCH TIME!!

Monday, June 16, 2008
So.. Yesterday was my birthday. Thanks guys&girls who were there :D HEHE !! I had fun! =) LOL!! =) Oh okay, I'll restart.

Played for morning services - Piano!!!! -.0 Was damn scary la. WALAO! Like, stressed okay! Hmm. Then during altar call I wasnt confident enough, so let zQ take over. LOL. Hmm, then went out with the youths to have my bday lunch. THANKS FOR COMING!! Ate at novena square some restaurant named Curry Favor or smth. =) DEEELICIOUS la! Then went back for 5pm service. Was supposed to be able to rest, but I hadda play bass in the end. Ohkay. Hahaha. I admit I was dead tired. I literally stood there and ALMOST fell asleep just while stoning, for a moment I thought I mastered the art of sleeping with eyes open. HAHAHA! Joking! =)

All in all, ytd was great! =)

THANKS U EVERYBODY!!! =)

Saturday, June 14, 2008
Hahaha I look so serious la. =) Thanks to Franky for the pic! :D
By now, you would've read people's blog and read their posts about Get Real youth camp. All I can say is that Ps Julie was awesome in sharing the word. God moved.

Yes, God moved.

I dont say I dont feel anything about leaving the camp. Because Im feeling very lousy about the whole leaving and all. BUT, Thanks to franky, we ALL will help each other cling on to whatever God has done in the camp, in short, Get Real. =)

Let's just say, camp this year, was.... not the same as last year. not the same as any camp i have ever been to. This is the first time I experienced what I experienced, and Im gonna cling on. =) Thank You Lord!!! =) I'll NEVER EVER forget this camp.
Games were awesome, Services were THE BEST, Food sucked *not complaining* and lastly, the place was awesome I guess? LOL. Okay. That's about it for the camp. The only thing is that, God's presence is so real, and God was there. =) Awesome. Now I really wna go back to camp..... =( AWWWW....

Tomorrow's sunday, Im playing piano. Im scared stiff. Like totally, what if I play wrong notes and kind of screw up? Hahaha! Oh well. God'll help I guess.

Thank You Lord for the camp.... And the speaker... And her team..... AND for EVERYTHING else =) Yay..!

Monday, June 09, 2008
BACK TO CIVILISATION!!!! =)

Kelong was in Indonesia. CAN you believe I didnt know it was in Indonesia till I arrived there and halfway on the road and I asked DJ. hahaha! Soooo dumbbb! hahaha!

Okay. Ferry ride back and forth was terrible. I mean really terrible. hahaha! Like, I dont get sea sick one, but I felt quite bad la. haha! Oh well, but thank GOD it lasted only a while only. =) Kelong was an experience all of you would seriously wna try la. =) The water's SOOO clear, you could see the fishes swimming all over. =) And the fishes looked so free and happy. OKay not exactly FREE free la. Cuz they were bred to die, so doesnt mean free right? hahaha! We stayed on wooden stlits!!! =) HAHA! with rats scampering behind... Plus, rats in my aircon. OH MY WORD !!! Eeee! hahaha But it was alright la. experience worth getting.

Okay, so now Im back to Civilisation. =)
And tmr's narnia, and tues is Youth camp! hahaha! many smiles on this post. YAY!!!!

Friday, June 06, 2008
All I can say that it couldn't get any real-er than just now.

Hmm, East coast was really fun la. I'll just elaborate more on the east coast part. hMM, went to the beach with stef and bec, chilled and such, played sand balls!!! Hahaha!!! THEN, went off to rent bikes... =) cycled for who knows how long, BUT it was actually only about half an hour? HAHA. Then continued cycling for another half an hour.. And returned our bikes aft an hour, cuz I was scared I'll get scolded again for being late.. haha!! Hmm, then went to archade to walk walk.. Followed by back to Macs. =) YAY!!

Haha Ya la that's my East coast day. Hahaha!! Hmm, Tmr's kelong. Youth was awesome I guess... Then youth camp! =) Short post..

Thursday, June 05, 2008
Music prac was awesomely awesome. Like totally total. OK.. -.- I am bored.

Well, went to library to 'slack' with lisa and lay today. Was awesome slacking. And then went to simlim to mod my PSP. FINALLY RIGHT???? HAHA!!! Before going to fetch my mom and going for music prac. haha!!!

And during music prac i told zq bro that if i could play "Forevermore" without the chords, he'll have to stop bullying me for a week.. a month I mean.. hahaha!!! But in the end failed la. HAHA stupid -.- Oh wells...... Next time!!!! =) I'll memorise the chords for every song. And I'll show u!!!!

Hmm, then had macs with my brother [sash la, jeremy's in aus].. HAHA thanks bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) Really really appreciate it loadsssssaaaaa... YESA!!!! =)

Awesomely awesome!!!

Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Ah well. Today was ultra boring. Went to thin my hair. HAHA!! But for today just straightened it for the day.. Maybe gonna rebond it after youth camp, see how it goes, BUT i'll confirm go back to the shop la, the woman's SOOOO PRETTY LA!!! hahahahaha!!!

Then after that went to have dinner with zq and dom with bec and came home. =)

My Laptop screeen is so shaky.. Everytime I touch it, I feel that Im experiencing an earth quake -.- No link! HAHA!!! Oh well Oh well. Im ULTRA DUPER BORED.....................

Tmr's music prac =) Kudos to the guitarists. The songs are in B and F -.- HAHA! Not forgetting in Bb too!!! =) HAHAHA!!! And I really wna eat ice cream. LIKE..................... how a man needs his oxygen.... HAHA! randomed again -.- Ah well =)

Another most MOST random thing... "Same same BUT different".. Oh wellies.. Toodles! Dont wna be NOODles...!!

Hmmm. I just wanna thank you for that lil encouragement on ur blog. =) I dont feel so bad anymore... after reading that la. =) Thanks loads!! LOVESSSS!!!

Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Went for SLC camp on monday. Supposed to be there now, cuz it ends on Wed. HAH! But Jane, Lay and me chao-ed, because it was ultra duper boring. Let's just say it was a disappointment. Today's the 2nd day and we all left already. WHAT THE HECK uh? Haha.

But whatever la. Shouldn't have gone in the first place. Slept at 2 plus to 3 plus and woke up at 7 plus? HAHA!! Breakfast according to them was Nasi Lemak, in the end it was only bread. So that confirmed our leaving already. =) Then we went to mac to eat. Now I needa go bathe and watch house and fall asleep already. HAH..

EXCITED much.. Youth camp's coming alr.. I can't wait. LALA... =) Today the SLC camp thing was supposed to do some amazing race kinda thing. THANK GOD I left cuz its gonna rain anyway. HAHAHA!!! Bleah.

HOUSE.HOUSE.HOUSE.HOUSE....

EDITED...

Additional below kinda thing, thanks to garhong haha!

1. How Long Will U Wait For The One U Love ?
- Not long.. 

2. What Do U Hope For Now ?
- Everyone to live in peace and harmony (issue freee society) HAHA

3. What Is The Last Thing U Will Do Or Say If Tmr Is The End Of The World ?
- BYE BYE! Jesus loves you.....

4. Do U Hate Ur Friends Sometimes ?
- No. Hate is an ultra strong word.

5. What Will U Do If Ur Bestfriend Is Being Kidnapped ?
- Erm? Pray? HAHAHA ultra wang. But I can't do anything what..

6. Do U Believe In Seeing A Rainbow After The Rain ?
- Yes.. like DUH..

7. Do U Prefer To Have A Handsome Or Normal Looking Boyfriend ?
- Erm. -.- How i know! Normal looking lo..

8. What Is Ur Desired Age To Get Married ?
- Im too young for this qn.

9. Are U Happie With Ur Life Now ?
- YES! Im happy always.. At least try to be. MUAHA

1o. What If Ur Crush Asked U Out ?
- Crush? then i'll pray he wont crush me (HAHA get it? CRUSH??)

11. What Will U Do When U Have A Crush That Knows That U Actually Have A Crush On him Or Her ?
- Erm? Nthn lor.

12. What Kind Of Feeling U Hate The Most ?
- People close to me leaving
- Rejection
- Being a loner SOMETIMES..

13. What Will U Do If U Are In Love With A Guy Or Gurl ?
- HEH? nth?

14. What Are U Looking Forward To In This Coming Weeks ?
- YOUTH CAMPPPPPP!!!!

15. The Most Important Things In Ur Life ?
- GOD.
- Family
- Friends

16. Who Do U Hope To Always Be There With U ?
- God
- Family
- Friends

17. Do U Find Life Meaningless ?
- OBVIOUSLY not.

18. Who Do U Love The Most ?
- GOD.

19. Do U Believe In True Love ?
- ER.... God's love is true... -.- HAHA..

2o. What Is Ur Greatest Wish ?
- To be able to.............. have more wishes?

21. What Would U Change If U Are Able To Turn Back Tym ?
- Nth much. Im kinda satisfied cuz everything happens for a reason. IF can turn back time, I guess things won't very much happen according to plan.

Sunday, June 01, 2008
Today was the first Ekids Jr thinggy. HAHA! 8am kids are awesomely cute. HAHA.. Like really. LOL... =)

1030am attended service.. BOY was the music awesome. haha. Dont know why, but it sounded real different. LOL Differently same. HAHAHAHAHA!! Anything can be linked back to the... "same same but different" kinda thing.. -.- haha Talk about paradox....

Hmm, than went for lunch with the Choo family, Ting family, My family and Uncle Kwang Ming's family but sab and priscilla wasnt there. HAHA... Yeah. So the kids sat tgt and the adults sat another place. HAHAH.. It was very very fun mixing and talking around with Jonathan. Like first time I ever talked/laughed with him. HAHAHA.. !! Lunch was awesomely fun too..

Well, then went back home.. Since it was gonna be 3 already, decided not to sleep since we were supposed to leave at 3.45pm. So like, stayed awake till 3.30pm -.- Slept for 10 mins.. HAHA Power nap ok!

Then played for 5pm Piano. =) Fun la. Piano. HAHAHA!!!
Came back home, and did my whatnots... Came online, watched an episode of House.... YAY! My House intake is sufficient to last me 3 days without house :D , Heh 2 to be exact. OH WELL :D

Yeah I also realise that this few days my blog posts are longer than usual. Dont know whether its a good thing or a bad thing. BUT yeah. HAH.. :D STILL shiok shiok to read what... RIGHT?

COOL UH!