Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Thought of the day: BOredom.

One of the 4 pictures I took with Skinny. Ironic. I know. HAHAHA!!!!!!!! He knows too. Jeyan wants his name here. So yea. Its Jeyan.

oKAY. So far today started off with taking pics with Jeyan AKA skinny. Then I had this sudden urge to blog about it cuz.... my webcam started working!!!!!!!!! for a while... :) THank God!!!!!!! hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok Im done.


Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Thought of the day: BLAH!

TODAY was FUN? I guess. LOL holiday on thurs. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D THANK GOD for holidays. HEHE.. Hmm Im laughing way too much now. AND i feel like watching Police and Thief on tv now, but Im wayyy too lazy to walk over there. Hmm...

Past few days was alright :) Fun!!!! Great tooooo!!!!!!! hehe!! haha!! ARGH im so bored. Talked to amy online, and came up with this.. "I same same, YOU different! =)" HAHAHA!!!! SHE LA. :) SamE rocks. -.-

Ok incase you didnt notice the caps for the "e", it's supposed to be a "SAM ROCKS". hahaha!!!!!! :) Shit la, Im laughing way too much. Everytime I do this sab says.. "u're laughing too much girl, something's definately not right." LOL Oh well........ :)

Eh in school today, my grandma fetched me to school so reached school quite early. :) Thank God!!! HEEES.. smiless...

kk Im done! Just updating

Monday, April 28, 2008
Seriously. The song...

If You're happy and you know it.. CLAP YOUR HANDS!
If You're happy and you know it.. CLAP YOUR HANDS!
If You're happy and you know it.. and you really wanna show it...
If You're happy and you know it.. CLAP YOUR HANDS!

Really make me wna SHOUT IT OUT CAN...................!!!!!! Haha. Okay lame. Aside from that, IM STILL ALIVE. I got to school alive, and now Im in school. HAHAHA!!!

I am so bored. This is boringgggg...... Yay holiday on thursday. I can't wait for the holiday. Its so exciting. Like finally get holiday after 3 weeks of school. HEHEHE...!!!!!

Pffts. Sometimes being alone is the best.

Saturday, April 26, 2008
Carecell was great. Had lessons at the btwn lobby A and B that place.... The able to eat food there. Had spaghetti for dinner. HAH. It wassss greatttt. I was hungry. And crap Now im hungry again. 0.0 Hmm, this is the first time Im blogging anything about the carecell lesson. I learnt................................. Meekness. Something like that. Like... Yea. Its good to have meekness in you. 0.0 HAHA yea.

Okay. Then im back home again. HAHA! :)

If you're happy and you know it... CLAP UR HANDS!!
If you're happy and you know it... CLAP UR HANDS!!
If you're happy and you know it... and you really wanna show it,
If you're happy and you knwo it... CLAP UR HANDS!!

Thursday, April 24, 2008
Till now, I'm still thinking of what to blog about. But realised that i SHOULD blog because its a BLOG. 0.0

Okay. SOO.. ive got nothing..

But... Short post to let those who read my blog know that im alive. In case anyone cares. haha!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008
My eyes are closing while typing this post. Yes, this shows how tired I am. And it's only the 3rd day of the week. My oh My, I can't wait for friday. Because it's the last day of the week. Plus, its radi8.... CARECELL time. =)

Okay. SO.......... How's life been so far? I guess it's been so-so. Life in school is quite.... Okay? I'm adapting. HAH. Okay, ADAPTED. 0.0 But the only thing is it's FRIGGIN tiring. Oh well, that's school. Hmm, school's fun, yet boring. Get the CONTRADICTION? Reason for caps is I thought of writing PARADOX instead of contradiction, but realise it isnt so appropriate. Learn new word must use mah, BUt so far there isnt a situation yet.

Haha. Im crapping.

Well, OH OH.. was just talking to clarisa online, and I asked her what topics to blog about, and she said.. "something funny which happened or smth.." AND I REMEMBERED something.....

I was on the MRT just now with Lay. Then she kept making me laugh so much, till my tummy hurt. SO I controlled my laughter. Cuz.. PUBLIC LEH... Then, this army guy (quite young) was standing right in front of me. So..... Being me, I held on and not laugh.. Controlling every breath slow and steady. When suddenly, it was uncontrollable.... ANd... i LITERALLY burst out laughing. (ask lay, it's been long since I last did that). BURST out. Only this time it wasnt with the water I was drinking, instead, it was with my own SALIVA. and where did it land? of cos on the army dude. BOY I was so scared he'll whack my face. HAHAHA...!!!!! HAHAHAH even as Im typing this, I am laughing. HAH!!!!!!!!!!!! But he didnt know about it. =) Thank God. hahaha! :D

Sunday, April 20, 2008
Something tugged at my heart saying to cross at the traffic light. But nope, supergirl me went ahead and dragged bec across. HAH! Then the next thing I knew, I saw bright headlights and heard honks. It was sooo real...........! And after that I immediately ran to the pavement and try to recover from it. HAHA! Outside I was laughing, inside I was shaking. Oh well! HAHA! God's protection. Now all I can say is Thank You Lord...... =)

Hmm. Im HUNGRY......... =( HAHA! This is what I get for not eating lunch. Hmms, tomorrow school starts once again. SIAN uh! But, all's well that ends well. Friday's radi8 again. Wed's music class. =) I cant wait.

Today church was rather... okay? At 1030 service, sat outside the sanctuary for a bit, and talked to zq bro about things. About how angry I was. ........... HAHA! =) Oh well. Feelings got to let out otherwise black face and black face = no good. Yeah. Thanks! :D

Saturday, April 19, 2008
Thought of the day: Wrong words, Wrong time.

Gosh I just HAVE to say something, right?

Im keeping my butt out of things from now. =) Hmm, today was rather... Enjoyable I guess? Morning had meeting in church, followed by music prac, followed by lunch with rae, buffet la. Then movie with Lay. Movie was HILARIOUS. hahaha! Considering it was a 'thriller' show. Some sorta like a .. cheap thrill. Wasted my money. okay wasnt exactly MY money. HAHA! But still................ In the end all died. 0.0 Hmm, Lay and I started playing hand games in the theatre. hehe! =)

Okay. Tmr's church.

Friday, April 18, 2008
Ive been thinking, what's a blog for, if I dont blog? HAHA. So here I am, I doubt anyone reads this anymore. So..... like how Skinny says... UH WHATEVERRRR~!!!!!

Okay. So life's been alright. School's this week is rather..... let's just say.. the problems they gave was a lil more challenging which required MORE thinking la. Which drained me out totally by thurs. Like SERIOUSLY. So much so that I slept at 10 on thursday night, and was so "sian" today. HAHA. But my teammates made it really fun, REALLY REALLY fun. =) Haha with all the superstitions and stuff, religions... etc. LOL! :D And lastly, made my way to church. The damn journey there is so long. But oh well, I prayed that it wont rain, and it really didnt. Thank God. I am not complaining.

Radi8 was fun I guess. Yup.

TOmorrow meeting at 1030am, then I guess music prac, followed by lunch buffet, then movie with lay and lisa. =) Packed out.

Oh OH! Im sure you guys know I've got this black shirt with a heart which has words saying smth like.. "LOVE is patient, LOVE is kind............" blah blah.... right? I created the first line of my new creation.....

"Love is patient,
Love is kind,
Samantha is patient,
SO she's kind!"

HAH. :D Cracked me up.

Monday, April 14, 2008
Experiencing today, made me feel like a total loser. Seeing how Lay talked to that old aunty, made me wonder ALOT of things. ....... God, would You forgive me? =(

Hmm, Well, in the shower, I thought hard about my prophecy. Thought so hard about the feeling which I felt. Asked God what should I do now that I heard the pastor say the shackles of fear has been broken. Heaven's Opening. =) And felt for myself too. It was so real. Hmm, I heard.................

"Rise Up"

But I said not yet.... And much more. (-) stuff. And the conversation btwn Sash brO and me came to my mind. "Who is this God to you?".....................

Talked to zq bro about me being so scared and all. Sometimes this kinda wake up stuff really wakes you up inside out. LITERALLY. Words he said really cut SO deep, and WOKE me up. Yes, I can pray all I like, If Im not taking that step of faith that God's gonna help, then what's the praying for? If Im not gonna trust in God to HELP me through it (yes, the GOD who created us), then..... Why am I praying? Once again, this brought me back to the talk I had with Sash once again. Everything leads back. Thanks bros............................ Slapped me so hard with the truth. Or should I rephrase it..... The truth slapped me SOOO hard.

Many a times we run to people who can comfort us. (Eg, tell us stuff we WANNA hear, and NOT what we HAVE to hear). When we're feeling sad, down, sensitive, angry whatever, naturally, we ourselves would feel that we're RIGHT to feel however we're feeling. And so, naturally we'd run to people who we know will comfort us no matter how we feel. But I dont think that's right la. Basically, in our lives, we NEED people to SLAP us SOOOOOO HARD.............................................. Yes, we may CRY, get a SHOCK, HATE THEM, dont wanna talk to them, PISSed off and all, BUT, ultimately, its because of these people where we start to realise our faults and OF COS, I EXPECT them to GUIDE me through it la. haha! But yea. Ultimately its God who sends people along. =) And Im thankful.

Yes, these same people who SLAP me SOOO hard with truths and what's right and all, ALSO comfort me, love me, and talk to me when Im sad, discouraged, etc. Thanks !!!!!!!!!!! And u know what? The best part is? Ultimately, its ALL part of a GREATTTTTT PLANNnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The slapping part is the worst. But i realise I get A WHOLE LOT better after it. =)

Thank You Lord for sending people like that. =) Who loves me, yet at the same time come down so hard on me (correcting me), Yet when Im down and all, talks to me, ENCOURAGES me.............................. etc...... and ALL with love...................... i LOVE You Father!!! =)

Sunday, April 13, 2008
Today kinda rocked? Went out with the youth after service. BTW, I borrowed rae's pullover thing, and realised how cool I look in it. My gosh, it was UNBELIEVABLE. hahaha! Guess what, Sam's new fashion is that pullover thing and a collar tee. =)

First up, I dont like it. I DONT. In fact, I kinda find it QUITE annoying. Seriously. ARGH capital letters ARGH. 0.0 Annoying. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! I am not being mean. I am being honest.

Hmm, 5pm service, Ps Wil asked e worship team to pray and later share on what God spoke. ................................................. WTP. Oh damn. Discouraging much...

Then, when Ps James was prophesing over me, it was so real. I felt it. =)

Thank You Lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 11, 2008
Ive been waiting for Friday the whole week. For Radi8. But, Oh well. =) Today finally arrived. Went to radi8, had worship first. It went great. Carecell meeting after that. Sure, it spoke to me. So much so that I had something to say for once. Esp about the mourners being wetblankets. I'm trying not to be a mourner. But failing terribly. Cuz, when something happens, I'm always showing how depressed I am. How?? I try and try to laugh it off. I try and try to laugh everything off. But sometimes it gets to me. Sometimes things get to me. Its not easy lo!!!! =) But, I can safely say, Im learning.

It was then when I asked God,"where were You, when I was feeling like that?" -.-

But, Im fine. =) HAHA! Tmr busy day for me. Okay not really THAT busy. But, Im sure you get the picture. Children church meeting at 10am, followd by Music prac at 1pm. YAY............!

Now, I cant wait for school.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008
The last time I blogged it was last friday. Been really busy cuz my stupid school started. HAHA! But, Oh well, Made alot of new friends. HAHA! Fun group of people. =)

So far, today is the third day of school, and I'm really fried. Today's lesson is really frying my brains. HAHA! OKay. Now's break time that's why I'm blogging. LOL Its like... "How do you know...................." hahaha! Its fun seeing Jed's reaction. -.-

Okay. Have I said how much I love my grandparents? =) aww, I love them so. I REALLY DO.

So far, Misty has been really great. Like. REALLY. :D I love him SOOO much.
Okay. Short post for the day.

Side track. HAHA, IVE GOT MUSIC CLASS TODAY =) I cant wait. I really cant wait. HAHAHA! =) Cool.

Friday, April 04, 2008

Sab is SOOOO sweet okay! She actually made me that ransom $100,000 bucks. So sweet right? I bet all of you are envious of me already. =) HAHAHA! OKay stop laughing at my hair. But srsly, SOOOOO SWEEET.... Before I received this email, I admit I was a lil on the emo side. HAHA! But then I guess God has His ways of saying... "Not today." hahaha! So I checked my gmail account, and TADAAAA!!!!!! =) No one has ever done this for me before, at least such that it can make my day until like that. Plus the words that she said in the email....................... =) THANKS SAB! I'll spend half of this cash on a car for you! :D
HEHEHE!!!!!! WAH DAMN HAPPY. lol!!!!!!! Thank You LORD!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 03, 2008
2nd post for the... day? The first post was LAST night 1am. .. HAHA!

Okay. Today did alot of stuff I guess? Stayed over at shu ai's house last night. LOL. Slept at 2 plus? Woke up at 1pm. .. LOL. OOPS. I've got nthn much to blog about lor.

So far, I've been coping very well on the emo side of me. I admit, from sunday till now, there had been a hell lot of things that could've pulled me down and made me sad/hurt/angry/pissed whatever and all. Like srsly. But, I kept thinking about the prophecy which was said on Sunday. I couldn't let anything pull me down. Not when I feel so spiritually high. Not when I'm so happy and thankful to God. Not when I just started picking myself up and recovering from everything. Just last week I felt so lousy. =) Its so funny how within a week, everything can change. You can be damn happy and all, the next min, you're damn sad and lousy. 0.0 Its so cool how emotions like that can be controlled and held back. Apart from how cool we can control our own emotions, the COOLEST thing about it, is that, when your down, feeling really lousy, (speaking from experience... SRSLY), God will send people, people who'll talk to you, wake your idea up, people who'll cheer u up, and at the same time, deal with you if u're in e wrong. But all with love. He'll also give u the strength to go through it and the wisdom to deal with it.

How awesome is this? I cant believe I said so much. Speaking from experience i tell you! HAHAH. PS: haha, suddenly the nxt post i post Im emo. HAHA!

But for some circumstances, its OKAY to be down. Take note of the contradiction.


Deep? I think so also. :D Therefore for now, I guess I should be alright =)


Thanks for asking bro. You should know who you are. =)

"no matter what happens in life, its ultimately part of a great plan.. everything that happens does so for a reason......"

Its very true the way my brother put it. Whatever happens, GOOD or BAD..... Ultimately, GOOD or BAD, its all part of a great plan... His great plan..... HIS plan which will NEVER ever fail because of who HE is. Because of that, everything happens, for a reason. EVERYTHING... GOOD or BAD............

Ive purposely put 3 GOOD or BAD... So I get reminded that GOOD or BAD, ultimately, I have to go through it and take it as a learning experience for me. And that the strength He's gonna give me is going to be there with me always. Why so scared? -.- HAHA. Cuz Im still human.

Today was the first day of orientation. It was alright I guess? Yup. =)

Just to close up......

"no matter what happens in life, its ultimately part of a great plan.. everything that happens does so for a reason......"