Sunday, December 28, 2008
Finally back to blog after ages. :P Decided to blog la. LOL felt so bad of leaving my blog just like that. People ask what's my goal. Truth is, I set it and handed it up to Ps Wil alr. Along the way, I forgot about my goal. I forgot what was I supposed to achieve alr. But now, suddenly I remember already. :) I'm gonna work at it. I really am. But it's so hard when I don't even wanna start. LOL !!! Uh crap.

Its gonna be a new year in about 3 days. WOOHOO ! Excited. Many things about this year was quite entertaining for me. LOL ! Be it the friendship craps, all the way to the accident I had, all the way to now. Well I guess it was really an entertaining year, which taught me to trust in God more and yea! Through it all, it was awesome knowing people with me, and also God with me. :) AWW ! Heh. And there were times where I felt very alone, where I knew that I didn't wanna talk to anyone. And I knew deep down that God was still there. =) AWESOME.

Then through this year, I thought to myself of all the talks I went through with different people. =) Thanks. Regarding my music ministry, through the year, I looked back, and there were times I felt I sucked, I couldnt do it anymore, and when I watched how certain individuals improved SO much, like really, I felt so lousy because after so many years of being in it, no improvement. Sure, I learnt a few more instruments along the way - Drums and Bass. But improvement? I saw none. Till now. As I really reflect uh, my reaction's like... "WHOA!!!" I remember how lousy I was when I just started playing piano for main service this year. =) Now? HEH ! Thank You Lord !! Thanks to all the teaching and countless naggings etc from zq to play all the cool chords, and the naggings to play harder and with a SMILE on the piano which injured my fingers a few times from Sash and Mom and Ps Wil, LOL ! I look back and I KNOW for SURE that I've improved hell lot. =) Once again, THANK YOU LORD !! Heh.

These few things I've mentioned here are just a lil of the amount of things which happened this year, like a small portion of how grateful I am this year. :) AWESOMEEEEEENESSSSS !!!!!!