Wednesday, June 25, 2008
I don't feel like blogging anymore. BUT, I've said many times. What's a blog for, if you don't blog?! So... BLAH. Here I am...!!!!

Tonight's dinner with Ele and Shu Ai. Followed by a movie. Like, a final one for ele. AWW! Anyway, that all aside, Ive said again before, People leave. That's a fact. Part and parcel of life. So..... What for get emotionally attached? HAHAHA! Right? Oh well. =)

Okay. Ashley did a crossword puzzle for the class. Its damn cool!! Im having fun doing it....! Hahaha! Must've taken alot of his time doing it. Kinda difficult man. Hmm..

Haha. This 2 weeks have been really.... Real. After Getting Real, God has His ways of helping me stay Real at least for the first week. Doing devotions for the worship thinggy, and also the blog, really forced me to read the Bible, and find out new stuff about people I never heard of and never went deep in to read about. Im trying...! HAHA!! Oh well. Till here for now la. =)

I have no clue whatsoever of what to blog about now. I only know that as I listen and relisten to Arms of Love, it just brings me back to youth camp. Somehow, it seems all so fast that youth camp's over. I know I know, its wayy to late for post camp blues. BUT, hey, I just didnt know how to phrase all into words before this. BUT oh well. Yeap. I do miss camp. I miss Ps Julie and her team. I miss the GAMEEEES! I miss the meals (with the flies), I miss the ministry (yup!) and the sermons. I miss every part of camp. HAHA!! Oh well.

Its just awesome, as I look back and remember it all. BUT, we're not living in the past but the present. Looking back, memories and everything was just AWESOME. Yes, Past was awesome. What about present? What about now? What I feel was that when we Get real, Im sure Ive gotten kinda real. I mean, yes la, fail alot of times within this 2 weeks, BUT, Im trying to Get real here. In reality, nothing's easy. It ain't easy saying I wna get real, and totally get real. Its NOT. =) So...., Yes, Get real. THEN WHAT...? Get real, and sit around to get real summore and get real and get real? OF COS NOT.............. This is where last year's camp theme came back into my mind... I guess it's REALLY God who reminded me....... "Gear Up, Move Out." Cuz like, in the midst of everyone being high bout Get Real, who would've thought about GUMO? =)

Basically, to me, both camps was an experience. BUt now what? Well, Now that I know what Getting Real means and how REAL it was, how REAL God is....... Deep down, I guess we ALL have to Gear Up, Move out. ItS time, I guess... UH?

But... How? =)

Hahaha! For someone who don't know what to blog about. I got alot to blog about. =)

Thank You Lord..