Friday, November 30, 2007
Radi8 was great. I played. Forgot to count in when playing Eagle's Wings. Then there was this break at the fast song where i forgot to cut. OOPS? im sorry!

After worship, I felt really discouraged. i didnt play as well as i thought i would, still as i looked at zq's face, he didnt look angry, i was very encouraged by that. but, still, i played so lousy... i dont know what to do. Then, i remembered what Ps Wil told me before service.... "Worship ah!" and yep, that's just what i did.... and yup, i felt better... :D

Then it was group discussion. I felt down again... Not because i was angry or anything, but cuz I just kept thinking about sab leaving. i dont want that day to come. Seriously.... Then, i sat there and yeah. Didnt feel like doing anything at all. agains, my feelings.. then, after that, we discussed where to go for our group outing, guess what, none was free at the beginning, but in the end im not sure how many pple's are going. but yeah. i really hope everyone can make it, it'll be our last with sab. i dont want her to leave.. i really dont... but yeah. selfish much? hmm yes. Sis, that's why i was sad. Yup, that's why. I just kept thinking how i'll feel after she goes and all... agains, my feelings... :( it sucks having to have someone leave..... someone like my group leader.... *sniffles*.... =( err..
Just when i started appreciating u as my group leader, starting to accept u as my group leader, starting to open up to u, being closer to u and all, i get the news that u're leaving.. how cool is that?? *aww*... :(

Then it was ps wil's msg thing for a while... then end time.. my heart was pounding as i tried to stall for time.... but yeah...

i.. forgive u... that's all i can say for now...
for those who know only.. but for those who dont, dont ask. thanks. =D

okay. quite a weird post. but WAHHHHHH... =(

Thursday, November 29, 2007
hey! new skin. HEHEHE. cute elephant skin. My brother chose it. Yeah. hmm so far today, was like... Wake up at 9 sthn, had tution at 10. then ate lunch at my aunt's house, came home and used computer till now. Shit i'm becoming a com addict. NOOOOOO ! lol.

Played Warcraft just now. My bro just thumbdrived it over. haha. Now my shoulders ache. Darn. :) hehehe. Okay, tmr's radi8. I'm playing the keys. Thank God. Bleah. I REALLY LOVE MY BLOGSKIN. hahahaha. muahaha. hmm...... yup! :D

This few days quite okay, it's been, staying up lateR and later every night. First night was 11 plus, 2nd night was 1 plus, 3rd night was 2. and last night was 3. MY my, i gotta seriously catch up on my sleep.... hahaa so guess tonight wont stay up that late.... i hope :P

Wednesday, November 28, 2007
long time since last blogged. hmm. I SHALL NOT BE LAZY................... hehehe.

So far, the holidays have been pretty much just slacking ard. and YES, im NOT planning on finding a job. hahaha. unless the job is really fun, and interests me, and and and give me pay. hahahah. Yup.

Well, this week.. mon had class bbq, tues went out with sis to peninsula then errr funan then then then Raffles city to oogle at the atas clothes and all... hehehe. then proceeded to Sweelee... hahaha. then hung ard at the popular there. followed by to Va Va Voom cafe to eat. :) then bus-ed down to church. :) fun! then today, going for a movie at PS with some youth ppl, then go to church for children's church prac. thurs, im free. Fri free till night time. RADI8. yups.

:) Thats fun. Now im eating sweets for breakfast.

Thursday, November 15, 2007
This is gonna be a rather sentimental post. Dedicated to my YCKSS teachers. Okay, definately not all.

You guys have been a great lot and making last night grad night a success. I'm really proud to have you all as my teachers... n now.. for the most sentimental part.......... i dont think u guys'll be reading this anytime soon. but .....

MR KOH: Hey! My sec 1 form teacher. Hahah, yeah, U're the greatest TC anyone'll ever have la ! :)Funny and nice. hmm, OH YAH, I won't retain next year. you'll see. i'll show you man! :) Heh heh. yeah, anyway, just so u know, u're remembered !!!!!

MR SIVA: Err, you said you found my blog. Well, hahaha. Hey! u've been a really great PE teacher. and always encouraging me to do my best and to shine for rememberance sake. I really miss those PE lessons with you guys. But yeah. And, COOL INTERVIEW yesterday! hhahaha. You're remembered too!

MR CHIANG: EH, u left without taking another NICER pic with me. But i'll still leave it. Hmm, my best physics teacher EVER. and i really really appreciate u!! and thank you for EVERYTHING.... and and, im really REALLY gonna miss the times ai ming and i stop u from going into the lift, u asking us to shoo, we calling u SCAMMER, and u calling us scammers too........ AH times to remember ya? and and, just so u know, DONT FORGET ME okay. i mean, u better not. i'd go to the extent of sending u extra text msgs just so u wont forget me. TRUST ME I WILL. hahaha, anyway my sis' is in that sch, she'll help u remember hahahahahaha. okay okay, that's it. see ya soon. and and, YOUR REMEMBERED BY ME !!!!!!!!!!! you scammer. (:

MR LEE: My sec 3 and 4 form teacher. u've been a really great tc for as long as u were my tc. always encouraging us, being there for us, counselling us, to the extent if it eats into ur lunch time and all, u dont mind. i just wanna thank you for everything. and and u'll be remembered !!!!!

MS YEOW: hey, didnt see u last night. But all i wanna say is.. U've been a gret chem teacher. And, and have fun in ur hols. I will see u soon. You're remembered !!!!!! :)

MS CHUNG: helloOooo! POA lessons were never boring..... cuz you are my teacher. HAHA. okay. Thanks for taking that picture with me!!!! sigh, remember what i told u about ........ hahaha well, I PROVED MY POINT !!!!!!!! hahaha. okay okay. I am gonna miss u. haha. cya. Your remembered too !!!!!!!! :)

MR RUMI: hey. Just so u know, I am actually serious about treating u. But, i forgot the date and time and yeah ! hahaha. Okay, u've been a really REALLY really REALLY great teacher. Like seriously. and a great DM. or whatever u are. But yeah. I really REALLY appreciate you. SO MUCH. even the times where u disturb me. But, it's okay! hahaha. Okay okay. Have fun. Enjoy life. I will remember you! hahaha. :))

MS VANETA: helloooo. I really REALLY am gonna miss u so much. Remember how ai ming and i used to go into ur RTC just to talk and joke and laugh along with ya? Remember how much laughter we'd create till u really laugh? Remember ah! Okay. Just to let u know, I remember everything. I remember how we used to laugh, how we used to talk and all. And i wont forget u.... Didnt get a chance to say bye to u at Grad Night. YEAH. You're remembered too!!!!! :)

MS TEO: hey, my maths teacher. E maths i mean. You've been a real great help to me. Okay wrong english there. But yeah. it's true! Always pushing us to do ur work STEP BY STEP. dont skip steps or it's our grave. AH ! i still remember OKAY ! hahaha. Okay, You're gonna be remembered by ME ME ME for a VERY VERY VERY LONG TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

lastly, to my friends.

LISA: im so glad no more ... already. Instead now we're as close as ever. its's been alr 4 years since we're friends. im really glad for that friendship! and.. I dont think we're gonna miss each other except the times in school.. cuz we can still go out and all. But, dont u think that the memories from sec 1 till 4 are all quite memorable?? :)

AI MING: we've been friends for like 4 years. ups and downs all. hahaha. smiles ! i really really thank God for u. like alot! hmm. yeah. this friendship u gave me all these years really makes me really glad and yeah. :) thanks!

NINA: hey. thanks for that friendship? and yeah. even though ur very quiet and all. but yeah. i only know this LIL bit about u, so PLEASE DONT BE SO SHY? and talk more? hehe hehehehe. hopefully by the end of this year u'll open up more.

see, i told guys this was a sentimental post.. long and all.
and....

402: ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING. it was really REALLY gret knowing u guys and being in the same class as you. :)

it's all over. 4 BEST years of my life. =( being in the school, having one of the best teachers, having one of the best principal and vice principal.... aww.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Hospitals are scary. Like totally. All the nurses and whatsoeverworkers you call that, are all there. Scary. Doctors walking around talking in unknown languages.... Scary. OMGOSH.

Okay. hmm, this is boring BORING. Lalala, supposed to meet Lay later on. Then go to York hotel. I'm meeting Lay at like 3 plus. Cuz before that, I'm going back to the hospital to visit Bec. *what a great sis I am right?* HEHE HEHEHE. smiles !!!

Short and sweet posts.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Alas, it is over. It's all over. Hallelujah. All I can say is... Thank You Jesus for bringing me thru it!!!!! :D

Grad Night tomorrow. Wow. It seems like just yesterday when I just stepped into my school as a new kid. Secondary 1. Then moving on, having the BEST TC ever... MR koh. Then sec 2, was quite sad and hated school cuz of my class. Then started to love it again when I was in sec 3. Full of ups and downs in sec 4. Having the greatest PHYSICS teacher anyone can ever have.... MR chiang. then yeah. Now it's all over. But i guess I still have the memories which I never NEVER ever wanna trade for anything. Down the road, if I forget that, please remind me.

Ups and Downs are part and parcel of life. Live with it.

Monday, November 12, 2007
I didnt mean for it to turn out this way. I really didnt mean for it to end in this way. AT ALL.

Bleah, Fabulous song is still stuck in my head. Lol! It's out with the old, In with the new. and so on.... lol! Fetch me my jimmy choo flip flops! WHERE is my pink prada tote? I NEED my tiffany hairband!!!!! OkAY stop :D !

Tmr's my last paper. Why aint I excited for it to end? Not at all now. Sigh. Prolly I've been slacking SO MUCH, thinking it's over already. But yeah, left that hour of MCQs. This is exciting. My time to shine. It's MY time.

Sunday, November 11, 2007
Why, thought I got left behind my my folks in the morning. Mom said was leaving at 7am, we came down at like 7.20++am. Thought she left. Lol!

Hmm. And, I got nothing to say now. AH! :D

Thursday, November 08, 2007
take deep breaths. cool down. it's not anyone's fault. nope its not. *breathes in, breathes out* OKAY. im cooled.

i just edited this cuz i dont think I'm supposed to blog that. But HOW HOW HOW? Okay. This is fun.

BBQ later on. With them. So excited. But I hope to be home early, cuz I wanna watch HSM2 Dance along. HEHEHE ! Yes, I know... Samantha How old already?

Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Walked around at AMK hub with my grandparents. Had Korean food for lunch. Then saw Lay there. Hilarious much. My grandparents are awesome! I dont know what I'd do without them :) Heh heh. Thank God for them.

Now I'm talking to my brother online. Tomorrow's a BBQ, quite excited. Heh heh. Eat loads of sausages. I love sausages :D Okay. I am really bored now. Came home just now and watched She-Devil. I dont understand why must Cambridge or MOE adjust the O lvl time table such that I got to wait a week before my last paper. I'm already in the holiday mood. Shit.. Someone help me.

I've got a new Bible :D

Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Did a marathon today. *exaggerated* hahaa. no la, Lisa, Lay and I took a bus from Lisa's house to opp Bugis. Then walked a whole round to Bugis. Followed by walking ard a short while at Bugis. Then we walked over to Bras Basar to Swee Lee. Then ate a lil at macs. Followed by walking to Peninsula. Shopped there a while, before proceeding to walk ALL the way to Opp suntec near marina square there to have Jap food. I ate a lil. :) It was a marathon I tell you!

Stress relieved.
Topic of the day: Starburst is good for the soul.

Monday, November 05, 2007
SS is finished. Left MCQs. I'm excited for what's gonna come. So far only POA paper 2 is the REALLY tough one. A maths was still kinda alright (except for a lil here and there), com'on man! I trust God for my results and my A maths i felt it was alright.... SO-SO i mean. better than POA paper 2 la! hahaha hehehe :) But all in all, I still trust God la. :) To have this amount of Faith is like...... a BIG and HUGE step I'm taking, but I'm still gonna trust in Him la huh! :) smiles.

This thurs I'm going over to Amy's house for a BBQ? hmm YAY! Bec's coming too :) I'm excited. hehehehes.

Tmr I'm going out with Lisa and Lay. Get stuff. Woohoo! hahaha. Bec and Mom are coming back at 4 and yup. Back to lame blogging again :) Hehehehe. Grad Night's in a week or so. Class gathering's in about 2 weeks or so. I'm excited. So excited.

Thanks Father for everything!!! :) When I looked at the paper just now, all I could say when I saw Section B was... "Thank You Jesus!" I just kept repeating those words in my heart. Cuz I was just amazed of what topics came out. :) I love You!

Sunday, November 04, 2007
I'm supposed to be studying for my SS. But I just can't concentrate. There is just 1 HUGE distraction: Computer and music. Crap! There's so much to learn, but I'm spotting questions. Okay, everyone's spotting questions. But I just can't spot the questions. Hahaha. I pray everything I study come out. God answers prayers! hahaha.

Attended both services in the morning. Sat next to Sab :DDD ! hahaha. Didnt pay attention much to the sermon cuz I was quite tired. And so I started drawing and drawing. OOPS! it's a HUGE confession. hahaha. My word.

I cant believe we're leaving YCKSS alr. It's been 4 years? And now we're going outta that school. I practically GREW UP in that school! Now their chasing me out. Well, I guess I gotta learn to fly one day :) Hahaha. Aww! That's what I dread most. Taking the first step to do things myself. In secondary school, teachers always gave us everything and all, we didnt have to do stuff ourself, yet I dont think I appreciated it that much. But now, after 13 nov, I'm all alone. Taking 1 BIG step myself. Doing things on my own already.

Father I need Your strength! :)

Saturday, November 03, 2007
Mom and Bec left for KL in the morning to attend some wedding. I wanna go too! :( But ah never mind.

I'm quite excited. Monday is my Social Studies. That's definately not what I'm excited about. Tuesday's my Science MCQ. and I'm gonna go out with Lay and Lisa on that same day! Yes, that's what I'm quite excited about. Get stuffs. :) hahaha SO THERE! Shop myself till I'm broke? NO WAY! hahahah.

Mugging Social Studies now. Okay, supposedly. But yeah, I can do it! Yesterday Radi8 was okay. Worship time I felt empty. I admit it. I felt empty. Didnt wanna do anything. Didnt even wanna sing. Then Ps Wil said some stuff in the mike ( I cant remember). Then it kinda felt like what I was feeling there and then. And I felt it again. :)

I'm content.

Friday, November 02, 2007
First time i'm blogging in the wee hours. hahaha. I actually stayed up :D I'm quite pleased at myself, at my perserverance. As much as it's NOT healthy at all, but who cares? It's for my physics, and Yup. I'm gonna crash for now :D Just wanted to say HI MR BLOGPANTS! I hope I can get up 1/2 an hour from now, just to re-do whatever I've learnt. And hopefully everything I've learnt will actually be of good use :P

Thursday, November 01, 2007
Ohmyword. Only 4 more full exam days to carry on. And, not forgetting, HUGE eye bags to keep me scared stiff when i look in the mirror. it's like.... OHMYWORD is that me? hahaha yup. that's HOW bad it is. And you know how fast I get eyebags. and dark circles round my eyes. And yup, it really is bad. I'm so sleepy, I can hardly stay awake a minute without yawning. Damn. And if I'm not yawning, I'm sneezing. I was coughing and sneezing SO hard during my POA paper. Darn, blame the examinations. Firstly, I lack sleep, which i'm gonna sleep after my exams, and lastly, I get colds so easily, just blow on me and i'll shiver... *okay that part was exagerrating* :) hahaha Yup. EYE BAGS !!! nooooo ! I'm a panda reborned. exagerrating on that part too. :P

Well, I took sometime off my Physics to blog this down. I really really wanna do well in my Physics. I think I can hold on for another 3 more papers (not including physics). I mean, I HAVE TO HOLD ON!!!!!