Tuesday, October 30, 2007
A few more days to hold up. Realised there's nothing i can do except to perservere. Only POA both papers, Physics and MCQ and Social Studies left to go. Before I can safely say, I'm done! :) Before I can start enjoying my weeks of freedom. heh heh.

Plan to have a class outing alr on the 26th nov. It's gonna be so fun like how we're gonna miss each other. I mean, com'on it's been 2 years tgt as a class. :) hahaha. Okay grad night's coming. I am excited. I can see myself wearing my Polo shirt and pants or whatever bottoms, and eat the deeeeliiiiicious food ! After my O lvls, I plan on concentrating on my music stuff. Im gonna listen and watch all the dvds on Music and all just to improve myself. And whatever I learn, I am gonna use it for God and only Him! :D

O lvls havent ended and i'm planning all that alr. -_-" God help me.

Sunday, October 28, 2007
I just went blog hopping for a while. YES i should be studying. but i've got a 5 min break from my dad. :) hahaha. So far, i only feel A maths was quite tough. but i did my best, i'll let God do the rest :)

Hmm, i read pple's blog. Some of which, after i read the posts really pissed me off. I shall be nice enough not to mention any names. I dont know what's happening to me, all of a sudden i'm just getting irritated with everyone. somehow i feel i've transformed overnight into ............. shant mention names either. Darn.

Glory to God is a nice nice song. Okay i'm getting bored. hmm. Godparents finally married. muahahaha. lol !!! and tmr's E math. :) this is exciting. 8 more days of exams to go, and i'm done. ahhh ! lol. Thank God.

Then i gotta start preparing, how am i gonna spend my holidays well. lol !!!! ah ! Dad's pissed.

- I hate my life alot- and i'd start swearing now. But i cant. it just isnt right. Never mind. guess what i actually will. BYE.

Monday, October 15, 2007
Today's Radi8's one year Anniversary !! WAH SEH ! One year since Radi8 launch. One year of GREAT fun. One year of stepping up. One year with our new Youth Pastor. WOW ! It's been a great year of radi8-ting. Lol ! thanks to God who made it ALL possible. Without Him, nothing is possible. :)

Okay. Lightning is scary. And im gonna study now. OH, check out... www.disneyland.com hahaha nice website. I sat most of the rides with my bro. Yes, most. hahaha. God bless.

Sunday, October 14, 2007
Hi!

Today is a Sunday. I went to church as usual. Hmm, i cant say that EVERYTHING went perfect because it didnt. I'd prefer not to mention stuffs here. So i'd probably just keep it all to myself in case you, Mr Blogpants (my new blog name), tell others about it. :)

Let's start from the top. 8am, reached church. I seriously thank God for Sash. I mean, he has been such a great brother to me. And i mean it. yeah. And all he did today was just ask me, "are you okay?" that's all. And that meant ALOT. :) Hmm, During worship, gid played his new guitar, Hahaha, and my oh my he really perspired until ! hahaha. hmm, Ps Jean preached today. Short and sweet. And that's the way, uh-huh uh-huh. I like it... uh-huh uh-huh. ! hahah. Then it was breakfast time. First time in a LONG time i got to go and eat with the Music team. :) it was alright.

then 2nd service. Ps Glen wanted all back ups on stage. Great change man! haha. it was really funny. But nice la. Then i went to Children's Church after worship. GREAT ! played with the kids and all. then finally, service ended, and my family left to eat lunch.

Then after that, we came home. And i slept. *oops* Then i studied, took a few breaks. And now im here. Waiting for my mum and sis to come back to church..

Thank YOU* guys for showing you care. Means ALOT to me though i DO NOT show it out. :)

Why do u have to always ruin my mood? Like, you're always so happy and all, and suddenly, you just get all weird and stuff. i dont get it. i seriously dont. i dont wanna talk about it. and the least i could do is NOT to mention anything about it. :)
Maybe i should talk to someone about it :D Shucks.

Now i feel so redundant. AGAIN. Redundant, used only cuz, there's NO ONE ELSE available? When there's someone else there, everyone forgets about me. Ah damn.

Friday, October 12, 2007
Finally blogging yeah? I'll be MIA-ing for a long time till after my O lvls. hahaha. Hmm, This is boring.

I've got music class later on at 3.45pm damn. im in no mood totally for music now. :( damn. Okay i gotta stop saying DAMN. hahaha. Radi8's tonight once again. muahaha. Dyed my hair a lil red. Not THAT obvious but still seeable. lol if there's such a word. okay. Thank God. :D

Bec's spraying her hair gold. but it just doesnt seem to work on her hair. Guess her hair produces too much black in it. :) *heees* !!

-My sister's an ass-

Sunday, October 07, 2007
Im back ! hmm, Radi8 was great. Discussion. My whole group practically said one common thing about which msg within the last 4 weeks ministered to us. the one thing was.... Not to belittle ourselves. And i thought that was pretty much what i seriously felt la. As in, im trying my best to change la. That's all i can say.

Oh crap! Only lyk 2 more weeks till O lvl and i'm online blogging. SHIT la. crap crap crap. My head hurts.

Thursday, October 04, 2007
Im in one of the moods again. Lol ! But i'm okay. Today was awesome. YEP ! A-W-E-S-O-M-E ! hahaha. didnt get to see ms ng today. WOOHOO ! Basically cause i sat at the Shine centre and studied some MORE fruitful things. :) hahaha. I dont see how helpful is her lesson for my O lvl when she doesnt include me in anything. Not even in her general questions. haha so it's okay.

Never knew how much I could study within 55 mins. haha joke. hmm. Revised with the Aunty how to sing the song. lol. Cooled. hahaha. Wow, so fast. Tomorrow's radi8. Ah crap! hahaha.

Had tution with sis. Okay, the blog timing's wrong, cuz i edited it and stuff. Okay. hmm, It was fun la. :) lol! hahahaha. haha.

Okay, PE was fun. Played Skittle Ball just now. hahaha. yup. lala ! my last pe forever. hahaha. okay nina missed it. :D haha. lala this is BORING. tmrs my last day in sch. *aww* crap.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Like it ? Nina did it for me. Thanks.
School's fun. Yep, you heard me alright, it is fun ! 13 ppl turned up today. WAHseh ! haha. hmm..


i just realised how redundant i am.... Yes. Everywhere. Yup, EVEN in church.... I just stop and think ALL THE TIME.. why am i placed anywhere. Yet i just cant think of a reason why. And, i look around, all i can see is pple asking others to do stuff, and not asking me.... pple telling other pple stuffs, and not me... okay maybe im just sensitive.. but.. look, a girl has gotta rant what a girl gotta rant. alright?? lalala. Samantha's Redundant.
I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.. i hope YOU read this. there's no need for a sorry anymore cuz it's all too late.. but it's alright for a new chance. just give us all chances. but i guess.. yeah. i dont wna guess anymore. cuz everytime i guess, i guess that u'd hate me n didnt wna be friends, and look what happened ?? ok.. no more guessing.