Wednesday, September 26, 2007
School was hilarious. I mean, after the last bell. :D Waited for bec opp her class, and after that, lay and i went to Mr chiang's homeroom.

Offered him (mrchiang) some girlguide cookies. And he took it !!!! *beams* hahaha. Hmm, then lay and i stayed there and chatted with him for a while. Okay, it was quite long actually, but then yeah. It was fun fun fun ! :) THANKS ! then bec came in, then lay did a hilarious thing. *muahahahaahha*... then after a while later, mr chiang hadda leave so we left. hahaha. FUN FUN FUN !!!

In the canteen, ate and stuff.... Joked around and all. Then before going home, lol ! we went to the toilet. the aunty there was SO SO cute !!! haha taught her a song. lol ! She sang it IN TUNE and yeah it was WONDERFUL !!! smiles !!! hahahaha im SOOOO proud of myself... *pats myself on back* muahaha.

Then came home, later going for mAths tution. so excited. :D hahaha. lol. Today was a MUCH hilarious day..... Thanks.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Radi8 was err... *roars* esp the beginning part. Messy till -_-" heh heh no offense. But other than that, it all turned out GREAT ! Only cuz of God. :) hahaha.

Sat we had MR chiang's physics lesson. Woke up at 1055 when the lesson starts at 11. wtp ! hahaha. im SO sorry. lol ! then in the middle of the class, CL played my hp song out, haha even MRCHIANG was laughing la ! *tries to hide my face*. so sorry ! hahaha.

So far, after the stinking prelims, i've been slacking real hard. Which is some sorta bad cuz yea. hahaha, i feel bad :( muahaha. it's 3 more weeks to the Os. How exciting. *poo* ! I wanna cry. hahaha. jk jk.

English remedial today was.... haha. HK, bec (why was she there ?) and lay (why was she here too?) played bingo, while i called the numbers. *oops* hahaha ! Then miss Ng didnt believe bec was my sister. & i learnt a new word.... Green Horn = Noob. lol. Wonderful.

Lord I need Your strength to go on. Every single day, different obstacles are put there, yet the biggest one is yet to come... And i am waiting... waiting to say to it.... TRY ME. or.. BRING IT ON...... But to say that, i'll need your strength.. :)

Thursday, September 20, 2007
IMUSTBLOGIMUSTBLOGIMUSTBLOG... I couldn't remember to blog yesterday, so here i am today ! hahaha.

Well, tmr's Radi8 finally. But i have music class. :) hahaha. Hmm, and im playing tmr ! hahaha yay ! Like finally, after quite a while. thank God ! :D This sat i have Physics lesson, okay the class has Physics lesson with MR CHIANG. so fun! haha and exciting. lame. and WHERE'S THE SCIENCE ROOM ???!!!!! *rolls eyes*

Had POA tution just now with sis. After tution, talked about loadsa stuff. Like total random stuff la ! hahaha. Had loadsa fun..

Random stuff:
i can't go thru it again... i really cant.. NOPE, i dun wanna go thru it again. But it's all happening again. Yet, only now their more understanding.... Big Daddy (since Amy calls You that..... No harm ?) !!! help me please ??? Dont leave me now ? NOT now.. i love YOU !!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007
The following AINT in order.

I thank God for :
- Parents.
- Grandparents.
- Family.
- Godparents.
- Bro/sis in Christ.
- Church/school friends.
- School teachers. [most]
- Talented people.
- Instruments.
- Pastors.
- School cleaners.
- Workers.
- Maids.
- Close friends.
- Health
- Enemies [test my patience]
- Irritants.
- FOOD ! [as much as i dun eat alot, yeah.]
- the Earth.
- Clothes.
- HP !
- PSP.
- DVDs
- Invention of Computer, so i can blog all this down.
- Printer.
- Holy Spirit
- CHUrch.
- Wisdom
- Radi8. [15 Oct 2006]
- O lvl
- Prayer.
- My talents
- ME !
- Camera
- Fridge
- Snacks.
- Books.
- Physics
- Chemistry
- English
- Animals.
- time
- Transportation
- AIRCON !!!!
- fan
- Cool hair ! :) [afro you mean] ha ha !
- YCKSS.
- Words.
- MSN !
- results ?

many MANY infinite more. Basically, i thank GOd for everything.


Monday, September 17, 2007
Today is a day i wasted again. hahaha. Went to school, then remedial, than Chinese tution. Then Dr Tony See's birthday thing. hahaha.

Went there, bec and i were alone so went walking round the pools. Then finally we saw Gid and Ps Wil and other Pastors. hahaha. Then ate dinner.

Dinner was rather...... enjoyable.... yeah, i KINDA enjoyed it. haha BUT, i ate so much, say WOW ! hahaha lame lame. okay, never mind about that. Oh ya, for Gid..... the web for themes is www.ownskin.com yup. So go check it out ! hahaha. :) Had LOADSA fun with gid, bec and Ps Wil just now. Much laughter = More years of life added on :) hahahahaha. okay i gotta stop doing that. Laughing to myself and telling lame jokes. like now. HAHAHAHAH.

so now im home ! thanks for everything people ! hahaha. Its late, gonna sleep soon. till here, ciaos.

Saturday, September 15, 2007
Last week was pretty much alright, haha. Prelims are over. haha During my prelims, felt quite down, but i am alright now thanks to 3 people ? hahah. PS WIL ! zQ ! and Shu Ai ! hahaha. thanks !!!!! Feel so so much better. :)

Radi8 ytd was fun. lol ! Lazy to go into details. So shan't. haha wanna find out more ? Come for radi8 la ! hahahaha.

oh ya, random stuff....

at escalator in AMK hub today :
Me: HEY! bec ! (bec was very soft, but shouted HEY!)
*turned behind, as why no reply..*
den this aunty...
Aunty: HEY ! (and smiled widely at me..)
Me: EH, oh HELLO *trying to smile and not laugh at her*
Aunty: hello..
Me: *stares uneasily.. looking behind the aunty, mom was trying hard not to LOL*
Aunty: sth sth Jalan jalan ah ?
Me: HUH? uh-ya. *Continued smiling at her.*
Aunty: bagus ah bugus ! *smiling*
Me: Huh? uh-ok.. yea.. *confused*

then after the aunty walked off, mom, bec and i burst out laughing. lol ! what a funny thing. hahaha.
Hilarious much.

Thursday, September 13, 2007
Crap it! i have to study. I HAVE TO. Yet why can't i just sit still and study ?? Because of my laziness and lack-of-concentration, i have to stay up tonight to mug. *aww* haha NO PITY samantha, no pity at all. you deserve all the late nights, because you've been slacking throughout the year. :) Get it? muahaha.

Yet I so wanna just sleep now. But POA is tmr. FOCUS ! lol! last paper alrdy, why am i so distracted today? and it started since yesterday. Just cause today is Physics, i got all complacent and stuff.... *look what happened?* lol! so yeah, &the worse thing is, im not even good in POA and im alrdy slacking. hahaha! wake up... from dreaming... you left disneyland 10 mths ago. Anyway, dreams do not come true even in disneyland, cause i dreamt tons of stuff. NONE of it came true :D

WHAT AM I STILL DOING ONLINE?? hahaha, i'm suppose to be studying. like S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G !! lol, ate tons of sweets just now. i'm sooooo SWEET ! and, i LOVE sweets !! anyone wanna donate? haha.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Bec nearly lost her terapin yesterday. how funny. she was cleaning the tank.. left the terapins in a lil container on the bed. lol! she left and came and find me and laughed with me a while.... *holds breath* here's the funny part...... we walked into the room, suddenly bec shouts " where's one of them!" then i said," huh missing?" *nearly died cause it's so icky when it's on the floor.... imagine if i stepped on it, or the chair rolled over it!!!! ewww* hahaha. then i said.. look under the other terapin.. she looked.." NOOO IT ISNT HERE!" then we panicked.. finally i said," look under the bed maybe it's there.." she looked... "oh no.. it is!!!! it's under the bed.." then im like.. "push out the bed la.." she says.."ok." then she got it out..

that showed how much the terapin loves her ya?? hahahaha. lol! cool
just thought i'd share with all you.

Saturday, September 08, 2007
Compulsory musicians meeting,and I can't attend cuz of stupid prelims. Nope, that doesnt give me any excuse not to attend it. I can't stand it anymore. i really cant. I shouldnt be writing it all out here. I've SHOUTED it to Big Daddy above MANY times. and felt so much better. Thanks for listening. Literally SHOUTED.

Why am i taking my Os this year..... when im so unprepared? Why am i 16 and not 15? Why am i Samantha Koh and not someone better? WHY did i have to listen to that sermon Ps Wil preached about yesterday? Why does God love me so much? Why am i in my school? Why, after doing all my work, TRYING to please parents, i can't go out and enjoy myself at all? Why must i please so many people? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY??? So many reasons. and.. WHY the hell must i live up to people's expectations and when I give my expectations, no one cares?? i dont understand. Why am i put on earth?

that's random qns. which i doubt anyone will be able to answer for me. AT ALL. so yeah. hahaha. Okay, next week is all the difficult papers. Why like that??? *see another why* haha.

Ps wil preached about Not belittling yourself or sth. What he said really got to me. Like seriously. And I wont look down on myself anymore.

we broke up in our groups, and Ps wil asked us to say out sth belittle ourselves. I said," im small and dumb." I didnt like saying it, but i guess.. yeah. And Sab said this,"you're not dumb. you're very intelligent." when i heard that i started thinking, maybe i aint that dumb. THANK YOU.... :) and yeah sis said sth like,"you're not dumb la. your not dumb." thanks. :)

"i will not belittle myself, i CAN do it.." for....
"i can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me." Phillipians 4:13

Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Ok I'm back after quite a while of MIA-ing. hahah oops ! :) Yes. Did my revision of Science today and stuff. And yeah, I feel quite satisfied :) hahaha.

Got back my PPR2. Yes, it wasnt satisfying at all. In all, my results just sucked. Like for real. But, i seriously DID improve. Like for real. can't you see that ? Yeah. Passed everything except for 2. And yeah, that's like the first time in like so long, that meant alot to me but i know little for all of u. So I DONT NEED ANY SACARSTIC COMMENTS. thank you.

Ok, hahaha. Now, i'm looking forward to Radi8. Please dont take that away from me. Please dont. Yup, Muahaha. Random thoughts again. just now. LOL.

Norbit is the best show ever. Lol ! Ask bec and she'll be able to recite it all to you ! hahaha. Like for real ! =) hahah. This is fun. I'm off to go recite more stuff to her about Norbit ! hahah cya ! haha