Tuesday, June 26, 2007
HEY im back !! Well, realised that YES, O lvl oral for chinese IS on fri. Yup. And wtheck am i still doing online ? I have no idea. Darn it.

Oh, Physics i was supposed to change class. everyone say... AWW... how unfair is that ?? :( Soon, thank God mr chiang is sucha great teacher, that I dont have to afterall. So i guess he aint that bad :D thank God..

Hmm, Timetable changed... and yup. I sorta like my new timetable so much better :D hmm.. DAMN damn, O lvl chinese oral is on fri or next week.. i pray it's on next week though....... :D How am i gonna do it ??? ARGH.......................... :( I need You Lord !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 25, 2007
Okay, the mood of ranting is over. Finally. (see i told ya i've got moods) heh. Well, School started today. everyone say AWW... hmm, yea. Well, I guess school passed so fast today, considering i had chemistry and all ? Oh wells, at least I got to see my sch peeps, so there's one good thing afterall..

Everyone seems to be talking about O lvl and stuff ? In all, only 14 weeks of school left, till my Os. WTHECK. That's super fast. :( Sigh...

Heh, hmm, I guess I'm gonna start working hard now. But yet deep down, somehow i feel it's just too late ? Then again, with God, nothing is impossible. And as long as I give my best, and work hard and stuff, God's gonna help me with my results and help me do well............. right ?? I love You Lord !

Thursday, June 21, 2007
downloaded iTunes earlier in e afternoon. :D I'm so proud of myself seriously. hmm? Studied so much also :D hahaha. bleah. hahaha.

hmm. this is boring. Okay, now for e random stuff :

All along people ask me what I wanna do when I grow up. Since young, I've always wanted to serve God. And I didnt exactly care where God'll send me or what or how God's gonna use me or what... just as long as I can serve God. But seriously, until now, when i grow up, I really wanna serve God like seriously, but i guess it's gonna cost me stuff I have never imagined would ever cost me. Ok I've had 2-3 prophecies over my life alrdy. One of them was that God's gonna use me just like how He used Catherine Coleman (any idea who that is?) hahaha. yea. And more la, but i kinda forgot e rest. I'm so holding on to that prophecy ! Erm, but until now, Nothing is easy !!! I somehow feel lyk giving it up. like.. Stop holding on to that prophecy alrdy. CONCENTRATE on Os cos without O lvl degree and stuff, i'll never go far. :( Shit, I'm confused. God, just what is it You want me to do ???

yea. forget all of that. that's just random stuff. Okay, gonna watch DVD with mom. haha, CYA !! ciaos.


Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Hey ! Well, guess i've not been a regular blogger and such ? I'm just bored I guess. Hhahaha. got some real cool themes on my phone.. which is why i actually love my phone. lol !!

Hmm, been reading other pple's blog and stuff cos im bored bored bored !! hmm. Went out with BIG fighter, debz, me and sis. haha. hmm. it was fun fun fun !! on monday la. went for Korean dinner, followed by Pitstop cafe !!! hahaha rocked. :D we rocked. we took pics and lame pics and then pasted 1 on e wall there haha. coolness !! hahaha thanks girls for everything !! really appreciate you 3 !! hahaha. we rock.

hmm, yea. OOHHH just read Jill's blog and realised i have to do this:

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) IM NOT WEIRD.
2) IM NORMAL.
3) IM egoistic.
4) I ROCK.
5) JESUS LOVES ME.
6) READ MY FIRST POINT, AND THEN ANALYSE ALL E REST. ALL IN ALL, I AINT WEIRD !!! :D

okies. hahaha lame i just hadda do that cos i was bored !!! haha.
Somethings are just beyond our control.... :D

Monday, June 18, 2007
15/6/07
went to watch Fantastic 4 with pple ? and yea ! it was fun. but yet.....

e best birthday gift I got was a Rainbow. And it was from my Father above. Showing me everything with that little rainbow outside church on my birthday. I'm so glad. As i stood there and stared at e rainbow, i felt smth. Literally. I mean, somehow, i just felt God was showing me that He has not and will never forget about me no matter what happens. No matter what i do.

that's e best birthday gift i've ever got on this 16th birthday. e gifts I got means a lot to me, but i guess this rainbow literally made me feel wanted, made me feel important for once in a LONG time. and so..... :D

Thank You Lord !!!! :D I love You !!
&all i can say is i appreciate ALL you pple who made my birthday so wonderful.. & I'm amazed.

And today, THought POA started at 10.30 COS e paper said it started at 10.30 to 12.30. and in e end, received an sms at 10.10 saying it started at 9 and ended at 1.

Hilarious much, that was my day.

Monday, June 11, 2007
After so long, finally, i'm finally blogging. :D

And thanks to all those nice pple who tagged on my tagboard, and also to those who comforted me yesterday ! :D really feel loved now :)
haha yea. Seriously.. :D

School today was BORING la !! haha, physics. Supposed to have a test but mr chiang let us have it tmr :D thank God. Erm yup. yea, chem, I NEARLY SLEPT. hahaha. darn it was so tiring plus e long hours ?? wtheck. haha.

Boring.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Deleted previous post on how depressed i felt. Cause it was just one of those moods. :D But now, after a night of crying out to BiG DaDdY, I'm fine. hahaha.

Oh, thankS zQ for being there and chatting with me online yesterday. Bro, thanks. hahaha. thanks yea ? :) I felt really comforted yesterday. haha.

Lord, with each passing day, I'm beginning to open myself up to You.. Slowly.. I'm learning.. Thanks for giving me that chance.. :D I appreciate it loads !! And I love You !!! I'm beginning to tell You every single detail of wad happened and wad's happening and how I feel... Father, thanks for being there for me and not leaving me.. :D i love You !!!!! :D

okay this is boring. Fell asleep in chemistry AGAIN. man, wad's e deal of having SO long hours of Chemistry, when I can't even stay awake ? haha. ARGH. :D And A maths was alright i guess. haha.

Lol, i'm missing Redprint already... :( And, REDPRINT WAS AWESOMe !!! :D
Thank God I could make it there. seriously. :D

Saturday, June 02, 2007
REDPRINT ROCKED !!

and in case anyone of you guys care to read my blog, today's all about youth camp.

First day, Tuesday. Woke up quite early, left for church. :) when we reached, we got into our buses, lyk bus 1 and bus 2. I was in bus 2. :D Benson's bus. Hahaha. FUN FUN FUN !! Watched Shrek 3 and High School Musical. Lol. I slept, and Clement and a few more guys took pics of me. Hahahaha. Considering it, IT WAS FUN !! hmm.

Reached Pahang at ard 1 plus i think. Thought there was lunch, but in e end, no lunch. Hahaha, it was alright la. Dinner felt wonderful after that. :D well, yup. Ps Wil preached at e night service i think. OH YA !! There was games and stuff. Scavanger Hunt. WOW. Hahahaha. Erm yeah. Night service was wonderful too !!!

Second Day, Wed. Woke up ON TIME for devotion. Obviously cos I was sharing devotions that morning for e leadership thing. Hahaha it was scary I admit. But after that it wasn't that bad anymore. thank God for His Comfort la. hahaha. That's all i can say. Oh, I shared on the verse... "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Phillipians 4:13. Thank God. :D Went alright, smooth I guess. Hmm, then in e end, Ps Chris Long came. A very VERY nice guy. Seriously !!! :) And he's GOOD !!! VERY GOOD !!! Hahaha he Preached and stuff. MAN HIS JOKES ARE FUNNY..!!!! And his preachings were GOOD.. VERY GOOD !!! Hahahhaa I ENJOYED IT ALOT !!! ahhh !!! lol !! hmm, and he cracked loadsa jokes and stuff. And during meal times was also VERY VERY VERY FUN !!! I guess. Hahaha. Wonderful !!!! yea. Thank GOd la.

Game time this time, was dirty. Hahaha, but FUN FUN FUN !!! played so many diff games, competing against others and stuff. hahaha, yup. I love it. JAWS rock on !!! :D hahaha.

Third Day, was a blast. Woke up in time for devotion with e leaders.. Jay was sharing this time.. GOOD JOB !! hmm, yea. And Ps Chris' message was WONDERFUL too !!!!! ahh !!! Hahahhaa jokes were funny and stuff. Night services was great too !!! Erm, Yeah !! E jokes he told were actually great, caught all of our attentions and stuff. !!! yea.

Meal times were a BLAST thruout e camp ! And I have to admit it, it was fun being forced to eat hahaha !!!! And yeah. !!!!! LOVED IT !!! I LOVE REDPRINT !!! Hhahahaha lame.

erm, third day, e message Ps Chris preached was good, hilarious and funny. but GOOD and I learnt alot. I guess it spoke to me la. and the night services.. for ALL 3 NIGHTS, all were wonderfully nice.. peaceful esp during e altarcalls. I literally could feel God's presence so near to me. And seriously, i could just stand at e altar and dwell there in His presence for a long long LONG time. That was e first time I felt lyk that. I had no idea what was happening to me when I actually stood at e altar, didnt wanna stop talking to Him, and even was on e verge of tears !! But I guess I was just being refilled, and am very happy that I obeyed e call i think. :D and I thank God for giving that opportunity too !!! :D Lord I really REALLY feel blessed now.

Games were fun too !! this time more of sports and stuff. JAWS played Ultimate Frisbee first, followed by Water Polo, followed by Handball, and lastly, Fruit Captain's Ball or sth. FUN FUN FUN.. hahaha. And we took our camp pics. :D

Fouth Day... Last day. I was getting e leaving depression. erm means, I was so depressed we were leaving, that I literally slept and slept, didnt wanna wake up at all. Each time I woke up, I thought about leaving, and I continued sleeping. AHH !! That was how sad I was. haha. hmm, so woke up at 8 plus, by a call from my aunt [sarah], and i literally woke up with an "OH SHIT IM LATE!!!" oops, censored word. Hahahaha. So jumped outta bed, and rushed for prac. Hahaha. hmm, Then had breakfast and stuff, before having to play for e morning service. Hahaha, oh by then Ps Chris had left alrdy :( !!!! hmm, and had Ps Wil sharing instead !!!!!! :D hmm, den had testimonies and all, finally had award thinggy. HAHAHHAAH it was funny !!! man, but too bad it all ended. :D Nevermind, now waiting for next year !!! hahaha. waiting for 08 !!! haha.

Yup. So here's back to this 7 letter word called... REALITY. :( never mind, shall use what i learnt from camp, and go out and yea do what i must :D I guess it's gonna be really difficult and stuff, But wtheck, I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGHTENS ME !!! :D by Faith. :D hahahaha.
Father, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!!!! Thanks for giving me this opportunity to go to Redprint 07 !!!! thanks !! I LOVE YOU !!!!! :D and.. I could really really feel Your AWESOME presence !!! And it rocked !!!! For once, I could just stand there in awe of You without letting my mind start wandering about other stuff. And I guess the feeling was wonderful. I just wanna thank You for everything which happened. :D And... for Your presence and stuff !!! Thanks..... :D I stand in Awe of You... My God.. My King.. My Father... &friend.... :)