Wednesday, March 28, 2007
assembly today was fun. e third fastest maths guy came to our sch to teach us how to calculate maths fast. hmm. it was VERY effective. man. lol !! hmm. and yup. mr poogan actually went to count e number of studying days for EACH subject till my Os. well, its 11 more days i think ! or sth. hahaha not included some test and all. argh !!! once again, i need You Father.

and i hope what im feeling aint true.......... cause it's not nice ! hahaha random thought... hmm, okay. i've got nth more to write! hahaha. life's stressful yet boring. somehow when i heard how many days left to O lvl, i couldnt stop myself from laughing. how funny it is, when time past so fast when u're enjoying life. yet when you're actually stressed, time passes FASTER !! wtheck is this. my gosh. and i just sat there laughing. Your joy's gonna be my strength!!!! hahaha okay. i guess its true. the joy You given me is actually really my strength, and i AM PROUD of it.

Monday, March 26, 2007
why am i home so early on a monday?? great qn to ponder. hahaha lame. simply cos i finally broke my friggin record and skipped sch. due to my music exam.. hmm.. and it feels great !! i should do it more often ! hhahahaha.

okay but now i've gotta go back to sch to settle my remedials and all. ARGH.. and plus my remedial today is A maths and MTL. double ARGH !! hahaha. yea and ai ming wont be attending them... triple ARGH !!! hahaha. cool. what to say.. im a loner?

hahaha, okay im rather bored now. but leaving my house soon.. so boring. argh hahaha. hmm dont wna go to sch, i'd rather stay home and study.. its e best. hahaha music rocks. i think i'd rather do my music than to go to sch. it calls me. my instruments and i, alone in a nice solid house...... my talents.... my GOD......... lalala. hhahaha okay random :P

yeah. GOD, You are my help in times of need. and i need You. You've taught me that seriously, without You, i am NOTHING. You can make sth GREAT happen in a day, and the next day.... it gets crushed. and im left with NOTHING, but i know, all u want me to do is to trust u :P. TRUST You to bring me through each day,, at a time. Father, i love You :P

Friday, March 23, 2007
okay ironically, im home. lame. hmm. and im bored. funny? hahaha. no one's here to chat with me now. sad. hmm but never mind. lalala.

today sch was alright, only thing during my common test in a teacher (shall notmention names) homeroom, i got quite agitated but nevertheless, being SO NICE, i have forgiven her.. its lyk, i just reached her room, i sat down, and SHE saw ai ming call me, she didnt scold her, i just tilted my head behind, not even BEHIND okay. just to the side, she shouted at me... i mean, i dont mind that i got scolded.. but must u SHOUT?? and must u be so biased, throughout the common test, could u deny u werent staring at me? hahha never mind, its long forgiven. hmm lala.

den yup home already.. chatted with a few pple. OKAY only 1 person. but that makes it a few, cause it helped me pass time... Ps wilson la. hmm. yup ! tonight's the meeting again.. the guy is funny and nice !! hahaha.

yea. i guess life has its ups and downs.. sometimes i ask God, am i useless or not? i mean, i cant even do a simple thing like study hard.. CONCENTRATE on my studies and revision for just 1/2 and hr. darn how useless is that??? and yeah.. no one understands me......... NO ONE.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007
im back. did ya miss me? haha. okay. hmm just did a power point for my humanities thing. and guess what? ai ming said im a PRO haahha. thanks thank !!! im sucha pro. ahem. hmm. LOL. hmm. this is fun !!

okay well went to sch, and ms ng (my eng tchr) kept wanting me to sign up for some blogging contest. !! wtheck haha. i'll never do it.. i mean, me blogging is already so public and im still not comfortable sharing it already, talk about sharing it with who knows who outside man !!! hahahaha weird..

hmm, well, this few days im really busy.. lyk so many MANY remedials and all !!! its so SO tiring and makes me sleepy !!!!!!! aarghh!!!! i really feel lyk making the teachers feel lyk how we students are feeling right now... sigh.. but i guess they've all gone through it before. one stage of their lifes. hmm. i have no idea why im saying this. hahahaha lame. hmm

well, thurs is church again. lalala !!! finally. hahaha.
You are good, and Your love endures forever !!!!!!!! :)

Monday, March 19, 2007
back to blog finally. somebody say YAY ! haha. well, LOADS to update. hmm firstly about e synergise conference and night concert. MAN i just noticed e keyboardist, Mark Woodward, was SUPER hot hahaha. and VERY handsome. hahaha. got a pic with him. hmm, will update when i got e pic. hmm. and another thing... e lead singer, Jeff Deyo, was also SO hot, and handsome too xD hahaha. nvm, one day i'll set up my own xD hmm....? hahaha. lala im inspired !!! God is awesome !!

and now for e preachers.... Matthew B_nett or dunno what la. er hahaha was WONDERFULLY used by God. and im seriously inspired. like, if God can use him, He'll use me too !! sigh..... hahaha. another thing to say.. God is Awesome !!! hmm. and e other preacher, Jennie Mayo, OMAN, she loves US hahaha. okay.

and yeah. i've said enough about e synergy, guess u all got e picture already right? hmm. okay today sch started. its e official start of e new sch term, and im NOT HAPPY about it. seriously. sigh.. hmm nvm i'll start by just loving God and trusting Him in everything. :) yeah.

hahaha. well, God seriously is awesome !! smiles !!!! hahaha.
erm, im happy now :) oops. this few days cant come online that often, cause school's remedial ends at ard 4.15 like that everyday. ARGH NOOOO. hmm. yeah.
Master, be my Saviour, be my Shelter, be my God.

Thursday, March 15, 2007
synergize was great !! went for synergy in the morning. hahaha. was quite an experience. after reaching VFC (if im not wrong), ps wilson stayed behind to wait for eugene and kenneth to come, while bec, me and my godparents went to eat haha. i guess we havent warmed up yet, so we were quite quiet haha. yeah.

den slowly, aft e first session, we warmed up, and during lunch we started laughing and playing already. hahah. but yeah aft lunch was another 2 sessions, A and B. den ps wilson sent us home. as in bec and i. thanks so much !!!! hahaha. tmr's gonna be greater !!!

hmm. yeah as i was saying how great synergy was, e two speakers were AWESOME !!! wow !! seriously awesome. hmm. yeah. heh. i'm so excited. hahaha.

okay. tmr's my dental and one of my brackets is loose. wonder what she's gonna say ?? hmm ??? hahaha. yeahs. *grins*

Wednesday, March 14, 2007
and so she's back in action again ... bec's watching click behind me. what a horny show. hahaha. but never mind. its touching and sad. smiles. hmm. woke up extremely early today. and bleah, went for chinese tution. got quite a bit of nagging from her.. cause i DIDNT KNOW HOW TO ANS MY CHINESE COMPRE. wth ? hahaha. nvm. guess she's menopausing. hmm?

as i was saying all those stuff about Chocolates yesterday, i guess Chocolates, in all, their sinful. LOL. hmm. they tempt you SO MUCH !! and after you fall for it, you will put on that extra amount of calories or fat, and you can almost hear the chocolates laughing at you after you do that !! argh. hahaha. WHY!!! lol.

well, i just started playing this quite a lame game.. its called o2jam. well. hahaha. it's basically about music. and BUYING CLOTHES !!! wonderful. hahaha. hmm. okay i am bored. hmm. if only i could pause time.............................. :) or even better, GO BACK IN TIME !!!! sigh.... :)


Tuesday, March 13, 2007
aloha ! i am back. hmm. lalala. just did a lame count down to youth camp, 78 more days only !!! man. that means its lyk 77 more days till my Chinese O levels. how fast is that man !!! and youth camp, i PRAY i really get to room with my FiGhTiNg PaRtnEr.... aMy... hahaha..

hmm. oops , tmr's my chinese tution. hope i can skip it. but nvm, i've been skipping it for e past 1 week. hahaha oh no. nvm nvm. well random thoughts....

chocolates are nice. their sweet, and they taste heavenly. MAN. hahaha im dreaming about chocolates already. maybe its cause i just ate SO MUCH chocolates. hahaha, man im still craving for more. how i wish my house is made of chocolate. but then again, then it'll be covered in ants. hahah so scrape tt idea. chocolates can also bring peace to pple. hmm, lyk for example, if a couple quarrels, one party brings the other chocolates, everyother thing they're quarrelling about is forgotten even for that one sec. hahaha WOW. think about how much chocolates can do. but , on top of all this..... God is better than all these mouth watering and tempting chocolates. He can make ANYTHING better. and mostly, He can do ALL things. name them. He'd do them. :) hahaha. man.

God is great.

Monday, March 12, 2007
its been almost a week since i last blogged... i think. cause i am busy with studies and stuff. hahaha. so yeah. this week there's no radi8. instead there's Synergise or sth. hahaha. im excited !! arent you ??

and exciting news... YOUTH CAMP !! lalala. coming soon alrdy la. only about 3-4 mths more. BORED hahaha. youth camp's gonna be great !! thank God i can go man !!! hahaha. hmm. wonder who i'll be rooming with ? hope its AMY.. *crosses fingers*

hmm. had E maths remedial today. started at 10.30 woke up at 10. lame. hahaha. yeah. Loci. quite fustrating la. hahaha but never mind can do one !! lol.
oh yeah. hmm. boring boring. have i ever told u ppl just HOW MANY cute kiddos there are in my church?? OMGOSH. hahaha.. sigh.. lol. their so so so adorable. man. hahaha. there are too many to name. FAR too many. yes, but, they are really really cute and NICEly behaved. hmm. unlike some. hahahha

kiddos, babies, toddlers etc.. are CUTE !!!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007
A maths sucks. everytime i begin liking that subject, its always marthandam who makes me hate it to e core. why ?? freak show. when i begin to do his work, he always does sth to bring me down again. lyk telling me to drop e sub and stuff. threatening to call my parents. freak !! i've had enough of it. man im sure gonna prove it to u that i can do it. dont believe how idiotic he is ?? ask anyone from 402. but he IS a good teacher. but but he loves to aim pple. n i cant stand his attitude !!

hmm. heard a few stuff yesterday, which make my blood boil. literally testing my patience only ar. lol edited it cause felt mean !! hmm. deleted those stuff cause i feel so MEAN. hmm. see, i have a conscience after all !! :)

hmm. yes. till here. lala.
mmm pork ribs for dinner tonight !!!

God, there are many things i dont understand why You put me through it at all.... many a times i really feel lyk giving up... my studies especially.. is it really Your plan that i do badly for every subject ?? sigh.. Father, i need You now.. never knew i'd need You so much in my life.. and sometimes i wonder, what is Your plan for me ? for me to fail ? obviously NOT right ? i have absoulute Faith that You are and You will be there for me in everything. i know you will. and i thank You for that... but nevertheless,, You are here now. I can feel You. thank You.

Saturday, March 03, 2007
yesterday at radi8. Ps Wilson preached about forgiveness. kinda spoke to me about e stuff la.. so i've decided since yesterday to forgive and let go about that alrdy. anyway, its been so long since it happened. n theres no reason y i cant let go.... right ? so yea i have let go.. i guess we no longer have any bad blood between us.... and i wont be biased toward that people ? or person ? haha...

yes. today went to church at 1030 for e leadership thinggy. haha it was very happening and fun. hmm yes. er then went to eat at Mini Nepal opp church. haha. waiting for e food there was SO LONG. but nvm thank God there was so many ppl there lar.. otherwise will cfm be bored to death. sigh lol. den went back to church for music prac haha. quite nice. den had some briefing.. godsis n i were extras there. haha den aft tt followed mum and bec to thomson plaza to get bec's memory card or sth. hahaha 1G. lol nt bad. den nw home, studied for a while. den online.

yea. rock on.
ps: what's with e rock on ? hahaha

Friday, March 02, 2007
because e internet was down yesterday for who-knows-what reason, i couldnt blog. hmm. anyway, not lyk any of u read my blog anyhow. hmm. haha today had a talk with my vp. as in ai ming and me had a talk with vp. hmm. hahaha quite nice guy lah he. haha.

well tmr's leadership training. wonder what's there for me. hmm. except teaching, teaching and teaching. haha. hmm. well. tonights youth. hahaha. and today's my grandma's birthday. so yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

lol this is boring. hmm. i've got music lesson later on and stuff. hmm oh ya. from nxt term on, i'll nt be free in e afternoons anymore. sadness. cause of remedials and all. sigh. wtp haha. hmm nvm i wanna do well for my Os. and heard that there's night classes.. *hmms* haha. 1 word to say for e night class... COOL!!! wahahaha. im loving it.

hahaha. i guess today is an alright day. unknowingly e time and day past so fast. and OMGOSH it's raining now. argh. hahaha. darn. nth much to blog about man.
hahaha. i gotta train for my nafa test thinggy. *God help me* man. lol its difficult lah. thinkng about it, my 2.4km really sucks. gotta work.. train harder. push myself. wahahaha. com'on its my last year doing it with e yckss ppl man. lol !! i can do it !!

not forgetting my studies...... :)