Saturday, July 28, 2007
It's bad. It's really REALLY bad. In fact, It's horrible. Ah crap. Why must this things always happen to me ?? I'm in a really bad mood right now, so no HAHAHAs. At least not yet.

I know it's bad to be moody in church and like mix outside feelings and bring it into church and be all sad and stuff in church, but im sorry I'm trying my best to act like nth outside happened. It's difficult. But seriously, isnt a church supposed to be like a place where you get to pour out stuffs or sth ? hahaha Then why arent i feeling comfortable pouring out everything in church ?? nvm nvm :D hahaha I'm okay la now. hahaha.

Well, haha. Radi8 was alright. Was a lil down at first. Then sash, my bro, hahaha was the one who noticed i wasnt that right. SO he asked me. I WAS TOUCHED. like seriously. Who'd know me enough to see me that sad and know immediately something was wrong ? hahaha. i mean, except God la. hahaha.

SMILES. Thank God for people who really "cheer me up and feel loved" :D (I think as long as I never NEVER once got angry with you, or never got irritated, or if you keep seeing me smile widely or LAUGH so so much when i'm with you), you'd know that you belong to "the people who really cheer me up and make me feel loved" !!!