Tuesday, March 06, 2007
A maths sucks. everytime i begin liking that subject, its always marthandam who makes me hate it to e core. why ?? freak show. when i begin to do his work, he always does sth to bring me down again. lyk telling me to drop e sub and stuff. threatening to call my parents. freak !! i've had enough of it. man im sure gonna prove it to u that i can do it. dont believe how idiotic he is ?? ask anyone from 402. but he IS a good teacher. but but he loves to aim pple. n i cant stand his attitude !!

hmm. heard a few stuff yesterday, which make my blood boil. literally testing my patience only ar. lol edited it cause felt mean !! hmm. deleted those stuff cause i feel so MEAN. hmm. see, i have a conscience after all !! :)

hmm. yes. till here. lala.
mmm pork ribs for dinner tonight !!!

God, there are many things i dont understand why You put me through it at all.... many a times i really feel lyk giving up... my studies especially.. is it really Your plan that i do badly for every subject ?? sigh.. Father, i need You now.. never knew i'd need You so much in my life.. and sometimes i wonder, what is Your plan for me ? for me to fail ? obviously NOT right ? i have absoulute Faith that You are and You will be there for me in everything. i know you will. and i thank You for that... but nevertheless,, You are here now. I can feel You. thank You.