30/9/06
Saturday, September 30, 2006
hi! yesterday was NICE. lol. especially at youth.

radi8~
went to santuary today. hadda combine meeting with the adults.
quite fun. lol.
testimony and stuffs.
sat with godpa and my dearest precious aunt.
smiles.
we kept laughing and laughing and mORE laughing. lol.
it was fun.

then at the end of the service,
hung ard.
ohoh!!!
RADI8 blog is: www.elimradi8.blogspot.com
go visit. smiles.

then before i went home,
hung outside the santuary with becca.
then charleen and jillyn came.
then godpa.
hahha it was fun.
we played so much.
godpa kept his promise about being there for me whenever i NEED him.
thank YOU for remembering your promise. smiles. i love him alot!!!!
and soon jillyn and charleen both wanted to bully me and see what godpa wil do. hahaha.
i IMEDIATELY ran to him. hahaha. oh cool.
i HAD so MUCH fun yesterday.
then kept my bible in his room.
thanks.

hahaha iLOVEyouth. especially radi8!!! lol rocks.

love,
sam.
now going to church. lala~!!

27/09/04
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
hi! today was quite fun.. went to school and assembled, then yeah.

PE.
was fun.
played some skittle ball game. hahaha quite fun.

EL.
was boring,
because our final year el exams were over, so yeah we kinda slacked.

RECESS.
alright lah.

E maths.
boring as usual,
hahha i PASSED my CA2 hahahr.
69.7 marks.
that's ALRIGHT. could've done better if i passed up ALL my assignments.

A maths.
marthandam has something against me.
i can FEEL that.
why do i feel that??
haha cause
he CHASED me out of his remedial class yesterday,
hahaha LAHAHAHHAHAH.
and that was FUN la.
i still like him:) don't worry. haha no hard feelings.

Chemistry.
boy i didn't know what tchr was talking about.
at all.
she just doesn't bother to find out if the SLOWER students understand or not. argh.

PC.
marthandam came to teach us A maths.
SIAN.
lol.
nearly died.
hahaha so TIRED la of A maths.

school end~!
ate my delicious lunch. muahhaa.
then went up to staff room outside for my remedial THING with mr koh.

saw esther they all there. then put my bag with them, and hung around. then ai ming had to go to ms yeow's chem remedial class. so she left me. and i asked mages to accompany me. smiles. thanks.

then after the red x had their lil meeting with mr koh,, mr koh told us to come. so we went to that table.. and he wanted to move to a bigger table so yeah. HAHAHA. okay.

then he taught me chemistry. he's LOADS better than u know who. erm and i CAN understand. SMILES. thanks mr koh. really appreciate it alot. grins. then after about 1 hr or so, we ended our lesson thing, and yup.

LAY came and we sat outside the staffroom for a while. studying stuff. comparing our CHEMISTRY notes. like what did ms yeow teach and what did mr koh teach. and we wanted to know smth like is water H20 aq or H2O s. so yeah we asked mr koh and he started saying some chemical stuff and i didn't get it so tmr i guess we're meeting again. SMILES. lol.

then when waiting for my dad, mr rumi was there. we chatted. he talked about the USUAL stuff. mr gopal stuff. AH LAME haha. and yup. and yeah. lol nice guy. smiles.

tonight theres smth on at church.
i guess im going.
well. hahaha
yay! but friday's my exam.
should i go or should i NOT go? lol.
God bless,
love.
sam.


22/9/06
Friday, September 22, 2006
hi.. today was fun.

EL exam.
tiring. had no ideas.
i prayed, God answered.
i wrote my compo about some occasion where my good deed was repaid.
then proposal.
no more ideas.
prayed again.
God answered again.
smiles.
thank God.

then break.

EL exam paper 2.
compre.
SIAN.
hahaha couldn't concentrate.
at all.
but yeah. God helped me. thank God.
now wait for EL results. DISTINCTION. smiles.
hopefully.
i know i can do it.
God's on MY side.

after school~

sat outside the staffroom, with lay.
we waited for nina to come then ai ming went to E maths remedial. i didn't go cause i didn't want to. smiles.
then did compo, and yeah.
ai ming came with miss teo.
miss teo started calling me her squirrel.
like er??? haha.

then continued studying. this time did physics. called mr chiang out. then he came and helped me do stuffs. thank God. haha then i called mr chiang out again. haha asked him stuff again. thanks ar. then yeah.

asked mr yip for help also. for physics. HAHA. amazing. erm yeah.
then mr koh left.
ai ming said smth about him something FUNNY. and we burst out laughing, and he looked up. hahahar.
he was downstairs and talking to us while we were upstairs. LAME LAME LAME hahaha
and.
he agreed to help my chemistry. i thank God for him. seriously. im gonna PASS my chemistry. thank God. and thanks mr koh.

then yeah.
erm. just as i was about to go home,
saw mr yip.
so asked him to wait for me.
we walked home tgt.
hahaha.
only 1/4 the journey. then he so lazy,
he took a bus. hahaha. and he stays so near me. OMGOSH. lazy. hahaha.
erm yup.

and i DO NOT torture teachers. hahah.

erm.
today was fun.
i thank God for today.
seriously.
i really thank God.
God bless,
sam.

21/9/06
Thursday, September 21, 2006
hi! today was quite fun la. hahaha. erm.

went to school and assembled, then had to report to rtc.. i mean WHOLE class. after assembly. because of some case la. don't wish to say out. smiles.

MTL,
kinda sucked.
had chinese vocab test. lame stuff.

E Maths,
even worse. miss teo is BEST hahaha. but the hw she gives is PILES.

RECESS,
lay and i went to the canteen with becca and dion.
ate and yeah.

CME,
had to present the project on Christianity.
OMGosh. it was SO difficult.
and supposed to present Easter Sunday too,
but didn't,
cause we figured to cheat a lil..
as teacher wasn't even listening. so yup.

Chemistry,
waited for mrs quek
but she didn't come.
i talked to miss teo,
saying that i will still love her. HAHA
lame.
then she was telling other people that i had problems.
LOL.

English,
mdm chua was telling us about the format for tmr's Final year paper.
scary.
but i think i can pass la. with God's help ONLY. lol.
yeah. lol..

TC,
miss yeow came in and talked to us.
she was quite nice today.
smiles.

finally, school ended.
ai ming, edith, esther, chai lin and i all were outside the staff room tables there doing our 'late work' stuff.
and edith and i were looking for mr chiang,
to help us with his physics stuff.
in the end, didn't see him in time:( but nvm,
managed to do it all..

then halfway, mr koh came out and saw us. then talked to us a while. then i asked him for help for my chem.. thank GOD for mr koh la. haha otherwise i'll be DEAD. cause i don't know anything about chemistry. and i mean NOTHING. lol. thank God. i actually don't mind mr koh's tutioning(smiles)... hope can continue helping my chemistry.. smiles. hahahar. loads better than.......... urm. hahaa. and i actually UNDERSTOOD what he said, even if it were only for 10 mins? erm but yeah. i understood. it's MUCH better than all the other teachers who actually teach me but i don't get it. but this 10mins, i learnt stuff. yeah and.. just wna say thanks u. haha and God bless you. lol HHAHAHAHA.

yeah.
that's all.
God bless,
love,
sam.

16/9/06
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Hi! long time since my last post huh?? lol. cause there simply is NOTHING to blog about. wahhaa. except....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA JIE!!!

lol. hmm yup. other than that.. hmm lemme see..

1) im going to USA on the 11th of November.. and it's confirmed. tickets already bought. man im excited. i wish 11th would come soon. HURRY!! i can't wait anymore. im excited about the plane ride there. and imagine. sitting the plane with my BROTHER. my ONLY brother. he's so NICE and so FUN to be with. im really excited. :) hahaha. yeah.

2) im NOT quitting helper in sunday school already. because, i just don't wna. Bro Joe and my godfather are taking over. HAHAHAHA yay!! erm but sad thing is Ps Patrick is stepping down. so yeah. but i guess i shan't step down la. yup. i'll see how things go. then probably see lor. but i pray it'll be permanent. hahaha.

3) exams are coming. SHUCKS. im dead. stressed. i don't wna go to 4NA next year, so i better study harder. but it's difficult. science practical is on this monday. english is on this friday. next friday is social studies. then followed by all other papers. darn. so fast.

4) elim youth has a new name.. hmm i wonder what??

that's everything.
hmmm..

it's never gonna be the same. EVER again. u dun trust me, i dun trust u. that's our love/hate friendship. cool ar? let's keep it that way. ur secrets is YOURS. my secrets are MINE. you don't ask me, neither will i ask u. just leave me alone. alright? yup, u got over it, i HAVEN'T. i don't know if u call me unforgiving or smth. i admit i haven't got over it... i really wna forgive u.. but it's just difficult lah. and im gonna try. but i really can't do it on my own. God please help me. PLEASE. i try SO hard to act as if nth happened.. but when i see you, i get SO pissed i really don't know what to do.... im sorry..

lol im alright don't ask. haha. i don't wna say out anything so yeah don't bother to ask. PLEASE.
love,
sam.


06/09/06
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hi. today is an okay day, tmr's youth prac. thank God it's the holidays.. muahaha.

hmm, about those stuffs, i guess i'm able to forget about it. muahaha. and things are going well and smooth between us.. im HAPPY now. haha and i listened to a song just now... realised that Jesus is the one im going to church for.. not them. im in church to serve God and not them. i LOVE You God. thanks.

today i woke up at 10.30am.. hey it's alrdy quite early considering that monday i woke up at 11.30am hahar. an hr earlier. so yeah. slacking all the way.

now at my anutie's house. using my uncle's computer. the ulcers hurting me badly. hahaha. all thanks to that sister of mine. erm yeah.

im BORED. seriously bored. there's nth much for me to do anywhere. at home, or anything.

ooh. im in love with X MEN. lol. watched X men on kids central at 12pm just now. NICE. wahaha. it's not as lame as those other cartoons.

oh.. sad thing. Steve Irwin died. 1962-2006. he lived and died a hero. erm inspiring ME to be passionate about stuffs we do.. don't ever pollute the earth. and don't kill animals. and he's dead. just like that. all cause of a stupid stingray. ARGH. stupid stingray. haha he's dead cause of the stingray, and he has been wrestling crocs, handling snakes, and he got killed by a stingray. wth. sad case.

school holidays DON'T end la..
i don't wna go to school.
hmm.
tmr's youth prac.
God bless.
see u there.
love,
sam

3/9/06 sunday.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
hi. hmm. today is a SUNDAY. i know. the BEST day of the week.

somehow, i didn't feel that GREAT and HAPPY in the morning. especially when i just reached church. hehe.

hmm, reached church. went to godpa's room to take gid's bass guitar for my bro. then yeah. haha.
went to PRAY in the baby's room with Ps Wilson and the rest of musicians.

wahah.
by the time the worship session ended, i saw pple. hahaha. pple whom i WAS pissed at. now okay already. but i seriously was SO pissed. i didn't feel like talking. almost cried.

then i sat down far away from my special aunt. then godpa came and sat beside me. smiles. but i was too sad haha. so yeah. then my mom talk to me i was staring at her.. then godpa asked if i was okay and stuff. i said yeah. then he asked me a few times. by the last time he asked me my voice was shaking. i SERIOUSY wasn't okay. i was gonna cry. then godpa wrote a letter to special aunt. by then i was sitting down and thinking about stuff.. tears was filling up my eyes already. then godpa wrote me a letter. it was so SO touching i seriously almost cried la. lol. THANKS.

then my special aunt wrote me another letter. i also felt super touched. at least i knew then that 2 pple cared about me. smiles. then i felt better writing msges on paper for my dearest special aunt and letting my wonderful godfather read it. hahahaha. it's the kinda father and aunt LOVE which u are able to feel once in a while. it's GREAT.

thanks for making me feel loved.

seriously.

im touched.

erm. yeah.
by 1030 service i was OKAY la. but i just didn't know how to react to a person.

but by the end of it i was MYSELF again. SAMANTHA. wahhaa.
then i went to sizzlers with alot of pple.
then came back for 5pm.
lonerised:)

but nvm.
had FUN. lol.
hahaha.
God bless.
LOVE,
sam.