3/9/06 sunday.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
hi. hmm. today is a SUNDAY. i know. the BEST day of the week.

somehow, i didn't feel that GREAT and HAPPY in the morning. especially when i just reached church. hehe.

hmm, reached church. went to godpa's room to take gid's bass guitar for my bro. then yeah. haha.
went to PRAY in the baby's room with Ps Wilson and the rest of musicians.

wahah.
by the time the worship session ended, i saw pple. hahaha. pple whom i WAS pissed at. now okay already. but i seriously was SO pissed. i didn't feel like talking. almost cried.

then i sat down far away from my special aunt. then godpa came and sat beside me. smiles. but i was too sad haha. so yeah. then my mom talk to me i was staring at her.. then godpa asked if i was okay and stuff. i said yeah. then he asked me a few times. by the last time he asked me my voice was shaking. i SERIOUSY wasn't okay. i was gonna cry. then godpa wrote a letter to special aunt. by then i was sitting down and thinking about stuff.. tears was filling up my eyes already. then godpa wrote me a letter. it was so SO touching i seriously almost cried la. lol. THANKS.

then my special aunt wrote me another letter. i also felt super touched. at least i knew then that 2 pple cared about me. smiles. then i felt better writing msges on paper for my dearest special aunt and letting my wonderful godfather read it. hahahaha. it's the kinda father and aunt LOVE which u are able to feel once in a while. it's GREAT.

thanks for making me feel loved.

seriously.

im touched.

erm. yeah.
by 1030 service i was OKAY la. but i just didn't know how to react to a person.

but by the end of it i was MYSELF again. SAMANTHA. wahhaa.
then i went to sizzlers with alot of pple.
then came back for 5pm.
lonerised:)

but nvm.
had FUN. lol.
hahaha.
God bless.
LOVE,
sam.