alright day la.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
hmm.. today's an alright day la. And my chinese teacher changed! thanks God. haha now become mdm ye. AGAIN. But she's very VERY nice. she translates everything back to english. lol. cool huh? and yeah. then came after school.

sadly, either ms yeow or my dad called each other. who knows? then. yeah. i got nagged at AGAIN. why can't we live in peace? i know it's kinda like my bad when i didn't do well for my midyear. but here i am trying my best and there you are keep asking me to do stuff. The more you ask me to do work, the more i HATE studying. don't you guys just get it??? ahh forget it. you just won't understand me. and then, you want to call my teachers to ask them. Do you guys ever take the time to think how i'd feel after you call them? you know how embarrassing it is to face them after you call them?? it'll be so embarrassing. and sigh. I HATE STUDYING. no one'll know how i feel right now. i really tried my best in the midyear, but i got lousy results. well i'm sorry alright?? if that's the cause of it, i'm really sorry. but who cares anyways? it's already done. yeah get it? IT'S ALREADY DONE. can't be changed even if i wanted. and i DO NOT influence your daughter. she gets influenced by her ownself. whatever i do, it's MY own style. she doesn't follow me AT ALL. so please stop saying i influence her. cause i really hate it when you say that. and the more you take away my priviledges, the more i wna give up. so yeah go ahead. if you dont' want me to go to church anymore, i don't mind. let me tell you. I don't mind. make my life miserable? LOL go ahead. anyways, i don't care anymore. now i really don't like you. why can't exams just vanish? DAMN IT. i really wish i could describe much more how i'm feeling. but too bad..........

hmm, i'm no more sad la. i've ranted my anger on the blog, so it's alright now. hahaha. so all of you can just relax.

love,
sam.